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Celested: Confessions of Molestation, Lipstick and Lingerie

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by Guy Guillermo


  Would you feel even more molested? can you imagine feeling guilty for feeling sexy that you didn't tell on the man that molested your developing breast?

  Celeste Starr: yes probably first question. no to second question

  yes def. to third question

  Lust Daddy: lol. What does your name remind you of? If your name was a magical chant, what would it invoke? Does it remind you how how you were a victim of molestation that introduced your vagina to a wide array of stimulus?

  Celeste Starr: Fierce, uncontrollable passion, wild heart, free spirit that's me

  Lust Daddy: Infinitely A girl who will not have her freedom molested away from her. A girl who is allowed to let her passion run free because she commends it... Where inside of your daddies office did you make your signature wall?

  Celeste Starr: i don't know lol

  Lust Daddy: So you wrote your signature all over your daddies office. Didn't you?

  Celeste Starr: correct

  Lust Daddy: So, you know first hand how hard it is for an entrepreneur to skyrocket and how sometimes, even the most subtle of things can be the difference between fulfillment and having the hardest job in the world?

  Celeste Starr: correct my dad is a entrepreneur as well came from the Philippines to make his life here in America... everything we had he earned it. i look up to him in that way very much

  Lust Daddy: Did your dad ever have any hard patches? Did he hide them and pretend that it didn't exist or was he willing to show his family or everything was perfectly smooth sailing the whole time?

  Celeste Starr: hard patches yes. He could try to hide but my mother figured it out

  Lust Daddy: How would she take it... Would she still love him and be there for him even though she found out the truth? How did you feel about it?

  Did you find yourself smiling through the hard patches, even though you wanted to cry... How would you respond to them when you experienced them?

  You've been able to draw a crowd, even when you are 3 or 4. Where does it come from? Is there some type of formula that empowers you with your talents?

  I feel you're coming up soon. Does this feel like an accurate description of where your head is right now?

  Celeste Starr: Yep!

  Lust Daddy: Would you say your dads head was always in that place/// Where he wanted to coach you into becoming the boss he fantasizes you become?

  Celeste Starr: Perhaps

  Lust Daddy: So, if he groomed you to become a boss, it was something covert, where you might've felt a poke or prod occasionally to nudge you in the right direction... Maybe the occasional spanking if you weren't his perfect girl... Just to make sure that you become what you need to be.

  When did he stop spanking you?

  Celeste Starr: true. when i was about 9

  Lust Daddy: Me and my mom were always very close. I think she stopped spanking me very young because she felt guilty. One day, right after her rich boyfriend died and gave her this big inheritance, she admitted to molesting me. I don't remember, I don't really care. I just know that I love her and she's the queen of my life.

  Did they completely stop punishing you if you screwed up or did they ground you and take your money and stuff?

  Celeste Starr: still got in trouble as long as i lived at home until i was 19

  Lust Daddy: Were you one of those teens that rebelled by wearing next to nothing because you knew that your parents disapproved of that behavior... Or your dad didn't care that you were next to nothing because he was taking a radical new path in life?

  Celeste Starr: rebelled for sure he cared..tried to hide it but he does

  Lust Daddy: Did they have the idea that makeup is the gateway to slutty behavior?

  Do you think you rebelled just to see if he still cared... By wearing tight jeans and little shorts to school. Getting away with as much as daddy would let you?

  Celeste Starr: yes i was raised christian so definitely yes all that is against what they believe in

  Lust Daddy: Were you Christian or Catholic?

  Celeste Starr: christian

  Lust Daddy: You seem like a Catholic girl. I had a catholic girl who told me that her and her group of friends would flirt with the priest when they were in confession. Rebellious teenage girls.

  Celeste Starr: My dad is catholic but my mom is christian i went to christian school learned more about that

  Lust Daddy: Did he let you get away with some stuff and turn a blind eye or would he punish you in front of his girlfriend and then be okay with it if it was just father daughter night?

  Celeste Starr: yep

  Lust Daddy: A teenage daughter can get inside of her daddy's head like nothing in the world. Did he know the wads of money he was handing you was secretly going to makeup, yet, he just didn't care?

  Or was he one of those dads that would pretend to punish you when he really kind've let you grow and develop? Into what you are today?

  Celeste Starr: bit of both

  Tell me about your room as a little girl... What types of thoughts did you fill your mind with for you to become so pretty?

  Celeste Starr: My family...my dad...boyfriend...his family. My room was pink...with purple beads in the doorway.. Britney and Christina BSB posters all over the place.

  Lust Daddy: How many times have you seen the Britney video where she is in the plaid skirt an the Jr. high school gym?

  When she is talking about loneliness and losing her mind because she is so dedicated and in love with a boy, could you relate to her feelings at that age?

  Celeste Starr: God seen that a hundred times. No not able to relate so to speak at that age.

  Lust Daddy: Do you think that song was written by a man and really relates to how guys feel about a smoking hot girl teasing them and how it drives them insane?

  Celeste Starr: perhaps...they were trying to make her a teenage sex pot so that sounds about right.

  Lust Daddy: Do you think they were trying to build that identical personality into young, impressionable girls or do you think it was good, clean fun?

  Celeste Starr: both

  Lust Daddy: What do you mean?

  Celeste Starr: That it is a bit of both

  Lust Daddy: Do you think that no matter how hard a man tries, if the power is in his hands, he is going to sexualize girls and train them to be vixens... as naturally as his heart beats or he breathes?

  Celeste Starr: yes definitely

  Lust Daddy: Can you elaborate it for me?

  Celeste Starr: I think men because of the way so many see women that’s the way they try to make younger girls impressionable

  Lust Daddy: Do you think that young girls taunt older men with their developing sexiness, using a man's vulnerability to sensuality like kitten uses a scratching post?

  Celeste Starr: yes indeed..i did that with older guys like 18 year old when i was 14 lol

  Lust Daddy: Do you think they were proud of persuading you or afraid of their own power and what they have just done with this young girl... As if their fantasies are manifesting themselves right before his eyes?

  When did you realize that men have real sexual fantasies and that you are one of them? Was it before you began to flirt with them or is that what made you tease older men to test out their inner-strength?

  Lust Daddy: When is the last time your daddy saw you naked (besides your sexy implied shots online)

  Celeste Starr: when i was 18 he walked in on me singing naked lol

  Lust Daddy: How did he react when he saw you naked?

  Celeste Starr: HE RAN OUT THE ROOM THANK GOD

  Lust Daddy: Have you ever wondered how many guys find you very sexually attractive that are in positions of authority and aren't supposed to feel that way?

  When did you notice that caliber of guy ignoring the most basic of instincts to take a glimpse of your sexuality in any way?

  Even if it made him look completely foolish?

  Celeste Starr: Hmm...I'm not sure on that one...maybe when I was as in
my late teens

  Lust Daddy: How many of those guys have the world's most intense and forbidden orgasm thinking about you

  Pornography and Daddy

  Lust Daddy: What age did you discover what sucking a mans penis looks like?

  Celeste Starr: 17

  Lust Daddy: How did you learn? The internet in your dads room or his stack of DVD's he acquired?

  Celeste Starr: internet porn

  Lust Daddy: The first time you looked at internet porn was 8... When is the next time you looked at internet porn? What is the kinkiest thing your dads ever caught you doing?

  Celeste Starr: 17... watching girl on girl porn

  Lust Daddy: At your molestation studio (home)

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Did he touch you on your shoulder to get your attention? Or your leg?

  Celeste Starr: shoulder

  Lust Daddy: Where were you located in your molestation studio? The living room, your room (the master bedroom)

  Celeste Starr: bedroom

  Lust Daddy: Did you hear him sneaking into the master bedroom?

  Celeste Starr: yes lol

  Lust Daddy: And you pretended like you couldn't hear him sneaking into the master bedroom of your molestation studio?

  Celeste Starr: i tried

  Lust Daddy: What were you wearing? What did daddy buy you to cover your body with?

  Celeste Starr: at home like a t-shirt and shorts

  Lust Daddy: Did he buy you the softer shorts to comfortably touch and hug your pre-adolescent curves on his little girl?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: What color were your shorts? The same color as the website that matches the master bedroom... Pink?

  Celeste Starr: pink yes maybe purple

  Lust Daddy: How did your father respond to this?

  Celeste Starr: never looked at me that way i don't think

  Lust Daddy: The room that you were molested in over and over, we're going to call that your “Molestation Studio.” Do you understand?

  Lust Daddy: Did he hit you when he saw you watching porn in the molestation studio?

  Did you ever notice his big bulge or did he keep it completely covert and well-hidden from you?

  Celeste Starr: no and no

  Lust Daddy: He didn't hide it, his penis just sit where it sit.. Right? Did you beg daddy not to hit you when he saw you watching porn?

  Celeste Starr: no and no he didn't hit me not at that time

  Lust Daddy: What did he say to you?

  Celeste Starr: nothing...we tried to hide it

  Lust Daddy: How far from the screen was he when he touched you on the shoulder?

  Celeste Starr: Not too close

  Lust Daddy: 2 feet? Did you have a lock on your room door?

  Celeste Starr: yes and yes

  Lust Daddy: You and your dad were relaxed about those sorts of things... Right?

  Celeste Starr: too a degree

  Lust Daddy: Did dad like to walk around in his gym shorts, lounge around on the couch and watch TV on weekends?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: What is an outfit that you would wear around the molestation studio that one would consider "sexy?"

  Celeste Starr: maybe a skirt or dress. Tell me about the first time you saw a come-wad shoot from a mans penis. same age as first saw porn i believe

  Lust Daddy: Did it make you feel pretty at 8 years old? Was it at your daddies office?

  Celeste Starr: i i felt pretty yes, not because of porn.

  Lust Daddy: Did you like to see how his penis would bounce every shot of semen that would shoot from his hard-on?

  Daddies Response to Celeste's Naked Body

  Lust Daddy: How did your dad unconsciously respond to your naked body? So, you would coerce an authority figure to feel a hard-on? When did you begin mastering the art of 3?

  Celeste Starr: I’m nor sure i think i do it unknowingly

  Lust Daddy: Was it scary of fun to make an authority figures penis hard? Have you noticed some authority figures hide their hardness better than others while some would prefer to hold their penis on display?

  Lust Daddy: How powerful do you feel because you are making a mans penis move, like a snake charmer charms a snake and he tries to hide your power and he get's nervous?

  Celeste Starr: yes like a snake charmer

  Lust Daddy: Can you imagine being brainwashed by dicks? Where dick is all you think about and you were a master of all you thought about?

  Celeste Starr: I bet it's possible

  Lust Daddy: How would it feel? What would be your first impulse in the morning when you

  are hungry? Would you care for a fat free milkshake?

  Celeste Starr: Lol

  Lust Daddy: Has anyone ever masturbated with you on the phone with them?

  Celeste Starr: Yes. Long distance bff

  Lust Daddy: Who?

  Celeste Starr: Bf

  Lust Daddy: What about your dad?

  Celeste Starr: No

  Lust Daddy: Would you still love him if there was a 90/10 chance that he masturbates

  whenever he has you on the phone?

  Celeste Starr: Dad?

  Lust Daddy: Yeah,. If you weren't sure, yet, you thought he might be?

  Celeste Starr: No I don't get that idea

  Lust Daddy: What if he was, would you be angry with him or would you act like it doesn't

  exist?

  Celeste Starr: idk

  Lust Daddy: Are there ever things that he would do, sounds that he would make that would imply he was adorning his meat, fucking his writing hand, like a pussy? What if he just says it's heartburn or indigestion and accuses you of overreacting while he pumps raw semen every time he hears your pretty voice? Would you confront him?

  Celeste Starr: I never confronted him about this

  Lust Daddy: Have you had any luck catching him sniffing your panties or masturbating

  inside of them?

  Celeste Starr: No luck

  Lust Daddy: Did you ever see other girls dads and want them to be your daddy instead?

  Celeste Starr: yes yes yes

  Lust Daddy: Would you be willing to do almost anything for another father as a little

  girl?

  Celeste Starr: well i like my dad but you know i wished he really cared

  Lust Daddy: What if you got a dad that showed you lots of attention, except, he let you have a computer with fast internet and no porn restrictions... Would that excite you as a little girl?

  Celeste Starr: yes!

  Lust Daddy: Would you mind if your dad was a porn mogul and had the largest collection of

  pornography in the world in an unlocked room? How would it feel to have a daddy like that... especially if he was super-loving and as trusting as you had it strict?

  Celeste Starr: great i know it would have been like a dream

  Lust Daddy: What if your dad made you a little lesbian porn collection. He would bring

  you back a new DVD every time he came back from a business trip. Could you resist? How sexy did you find your first blowjob movie?

  Celeste Starr: in front of him i would act like I didn't like it.

  You mean the emotional, mental and spiritual molestation and sexual activation... So, if you could find the right molester, you would ditch your father for?

  Celeste Starr: yes

  Lust Daddy: Did you know that Jenny McCarthy is used by men to make their penises hard and ejaculate? Even though she had a "normal"TV show?

  Celeste Starr: oh i bet

  Lust Daddy: What would you look up about Jenny McCarthy at your dads job?

  Celeste Starr: anything just type her name see what i can find

  Lust Daddy: Did you "accidentally" stumble on her nudes at your daddies job?

  Celeste Starr: yes, that was interesting

 

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