Cyborg Heart

by Anna Lewis

  Her body was sparking with desire, hungry to be satisfied and she started to feel like she might go insane if she didn’t get exactly what she needed. She was already gasping in pleasure, feeling the bliss, and that was a sensation that she never wanted to end.

  Suddenly, just as she feel like she about to lose herself completely, Wade pulled away from her and spun her around to give her a glimpse of how B was feeling. There was an excitement to his gaze, a fire blazing behind his eyes, and that thrilled Talia in a way that she hadn't ever expected. It turned out that not only did she enjoy the light spanking from B, and the rear entry from Wade, she also liked being watched too… just like in her fantasy. These sexual discoveries made her feel like she was getting to know herself better, and that was actually incredibly fascinating to her. If she hadn't met B and Wade, she would never have ever seen this version of herself.

  B pulled her in for a kiss, being a little rougher with her than Wade. He started tugging at her clothing, wanting to see that naked flesh once more. When she did, it reminded her of the first time that they’d had sex, and the wonderful feelings she’d felt that time. His intense need for her made her feel beautiful and it really got her going, which was sending her tremblingly toward climax way too quickly.

  “Beautiful,” Wade whispered into her ear once she was only in her underwear. He ran kisses down her neck and unhooked her bra, while B removed her panties. There were so many eyes, so many limbs. She felt overpowered by them, and she wanted to be. Her heart raced painfully in her chest with anticipation.

  Wade began to play with Talia’s tightening nipples, allowing her to fall back against him, while B slid to his knees wanting to give her the same pleasure that she did to him not so long ago. He nudged her legs apart and moved his mouth in, allowing her to feel his breath on her entrance, driving her insane, before sliding his tongue deep into her and making her body buckle with joy.

  If Wade hadn't been there, she would have gone tumbling to the ground. He licked and kissed her clit, making her writhe in pleasure, almost wishing she could leave her body.

  “You…” she panted out, needing to tell them just how she felt about this situation. “This… Your way is amazing.”

  And it really was. This way, she got to be with both the men that she’d come to care for and fantasize about equally. There was no cheating, no betrayal, only fun, and she still had both of them to explore too.

  As B moved his head away from her, Wade bent her forwards and slid into her from behind, as h had before. She closed her eyes and gasped at the feeling of it, and how it reminded her of the first time he had done it. He thrust hard and fast, leaving her unable to even think never mind speak. He had adjusted his shape again, filling her perfectly. It was almost too much for her to take.

  B moved back in front of her, giving her something to hold onto, and with a bolt of bravery, she decided to put him in her mouth again. He felt amazing when he was there last time, as though giving pleasure to her lover was as electrifying as receiving pleasure, and she wanted to repeat. As he filled her throat, she traced her tongue all over him, loving the way he pulsated between her lips. It made her feel incredibly sexy, and loved too. For someone who had always been as lonely as Talia, that sensation was incredible, and addictive too.

  Wade thrust, and Talia licked, sucked, and gobbled B hungrily. B felt all kinds of Earthly pleasures crashing through his body. He never wanted to leave. None of three of them wanted this experience between them to end; they simply wanted to remain together for the rest of time. No matter what the rest of the galaxy thought. In that moment, she thought that they would find a way to make it work, whatever it took.

  As the orgasm hotly gushed and overflowed through Talia’s body, her mind emptied, then became peaceful. As her thoughts returned, she tried to imagine what their future would be like if they were simply allowed to be. It looked amazing. Maybe there would be somehow they could make it work, maybe there would be a place where they could finally be happy…

  I love them… she thought to herself as her body shuddered with joy. I love them and I want them to be mine forever.

  “So what do you think of our way?” B asked, with a cheekiness to his tone. “Did you like it?”

  “Like it?” she panted breathlessly, but she was already building up the strength and the need to go again. Once wasn’t enough, it was never going to be enough, she needed to have them again, and again, and again. “I loved it.” She rolled over and propped herself up onto her arms and shot them both a seductive grin. “I loved it so much that I want to go again!”

  ***

  As they all lay in one another’s arms, panting breathlessly from the endless exploration of one another’s bodies, far into the morning light, a noise emanated from Wade’s jeans that were on the floor somewhere – an alerting sound – which shocked them all into the reality of the real world.

  “What’s that?” Talia asked causally, feeling too drained to put in too much effort to show enthusiasm. Her limbs were all intertwined with theirs, and it felt like home to her, like she’d actually found the place where she fit in, and where she could be happy being herself.

  “It’s the alert symbol from the rebels,” Wade gasped out in shock, causing Talia and B to pay much more attention to his words. “We were only ever supposed to use it when the time had come… when the humans were ready.”

  “What does this mean?” Talia called out in a wide eyed shock as she tried to process his words. “What the hell is happening?”

  He looked up into her eyes, fear flooding his body completely, and he told her the words that he knew were going to change absolutely everything. Things were already so strained between the three of them when it came to the uncertainty of their future, and this was about to make it all a million times worse.

  “It means that it’s here, the final battle is here. The fate of the planet Earth is about to be decided. The battle that I told you about, the one that has been worked towards for a long time… well it’s here.”

  This was it… the big showdown that had been building up for years, the final battle that everyone had been working towards, was here at last.

  Of course, the Ec’dua race had been working towards it for a lot longer than the humans, they had been planning it for generations, but it still felt like it had been going on for far too long to Talia too. And now all of that was coming to head, just at the very moment she didn’t want it to.

  She flickered her eyes between Wade and B, wondering what the hell that meant for the three of them now. Technically, they were all on different sides in this war. B was an alien who had been working for the Ec’dua. Talia a human, and Wade was a rebel. And that meant that they would be going into this battle on completely different sides.

  It would be a huge fight, one in which people would die. What would happen if one of them lost their lives? What would happen if they had to separate? The wonderful, small world she’d built up with B and Wade was falling apart and Talia felt herself wanting to break down. She wanted to cry for the life she was losing, she wanted to weep for the fact that she felt hopeless, but of course she couldn’t do any of those things. She needed to be strong. She needed to make some smart decisions about what she was going to do next.

  She needed to be the bad ass that she’d once been.

  But looking at Wade and B, it was hard to keep it all inside because whatever happened next, there was a job to be done. The fate of Earth was more important.

  Book 3: The Battle

  “What?” Talia gasped out in shock, staring at Wade as if he’d just made the craziest statement in the world. She just couldn’t quite wrap her head around the life altering statement he’d made, and as much as her brain wanted to process it, she needed to hear it just one more time.

  “The final battle is here,” Wade repeated, with a serious expression on his face. “The fate of the planet Earth is about to be decided. After all these years, it’s finally about to come to a head. We’re
all going to get the answers that we’ve been waiting for.”

  The battle he was referring to seemed like it was going to be the end of the war between the Ec’dua alien race and the humans. The war had been raging for years and years, with many deaths on both sides, but in all honesty it had been going on a long time before that too. The shape shifting Ec’dua race had invaded Earth centuries before, and they had been imitating humans, blending in and acting as if they were exactly the same – the entire time planning their takeover, which came one day when Talia was only six years old.

  The fighting was pretty balanced in certain ways, which made the war go on for years longer than expected. The humans were much better at hand-to-hand combat, an area that Talia was particularly good at, but the aliens had superior technology.

  Until very recently, Talia had only relied on herself. On the day the real war kicked off, she raced home to find her mother dead and her father vanished, which left her alone, and that was how she preferred it. She knew that humans had started to gather in camps, to bond and fight in groups, but she wasn’t interested in that. She knew that she could trust and rely on herself, and that was all that she needed.

  And that would have been how she remained, if she hadn’t been surrounded by Ec’dua and kidnapped for her DNA. The aliens feared that the humans were becoming stronger, and they needed to find out more about that.

  That momentary lapse in judgment led her to meet B – an alien who looked like a very handsome human… and the first person that she’d ever connected with in her entire existence. She knew that their friendship was wrong when they were supposed to be enemies, but she couldn’t seem to help herself from building a bond with him. He seemed to be kind and fun, and he actually made her laugh.

  She started to think about him more and more, considering him as a real friend, so when the humans came to attack the base, she stayed with B instead of joining her own kind. Talia and B ran away to hide, and plan their next move. They found a nearby cottage to hole up in while things calmed down a little, and whilst there things got a little out of control, and their relationship had become a whole lot steamier. They both knew that it was wrong, and that they were overstepping boundaries that shouldn’t have even been considered, but they couldn’t seem to control themselves around one another.

  This got even worse when another alien arrived and requested sanctuary. Wade had been forced to go on the run because he was part of a rebel group who didn’t agree with the war, and that had actually been helping the humans.

  Talia wasn’t sure what had come over her, but whenever she was around Wade, she felt like she couldn’t resist him either. His Ec’dua form was good looking enough, but he also felt much freer to shift into his human shape whenever necessary – a confident quality that she was really attracted to – and as soon as they were left alone, things got a little crazy between them, too… and then B walked in on them.

  Talia felt horrible for what she’d done, terribly guilty, but she had no idea how the hell she could fix it. Everyone fell out, it became very uncomfortable, and she even considered leaving Wade and B… until they begged her to stay.

  They went to explain that although they could feel jealousy, that romance and love was considered very different on their planet, and that they could all be together if they so chose. Talia was confused by it, she didn’t understand how it would work, but she couldn’t help finding herself intrigued too. She wanted to know more, so when they offered to show how it would work, she agreed – just to find herself having the most incredibly sexy threesome of her entire life. She didn’t know that it could feel so good to be with two men at once. The whole experience was made even better by their alien uniqueness.

  She had just become comfortable with the notion of really giving things a try and of having a lot of fun together, when they had received a message from Wade’s rebel alien group that the final battle was upon them.

  “What are we going to do?” B asked, glancing back and forth between them. “What does this mean? What does this mean for us?”

  He was anxious. Talia could see that, and it freaked her out too. Not only was she scared for how this battle would go, and who would end up victorious, but she was also scared of losing the two men that she’d come to care so much about. She’d spent so much of her life alone, but now she couldn’t even begin to imagine one day without B and Wade.

  If the war ended, whichever side won, however it turned out, she was almost certainly going to lose everything, and that revelation was absolutely heartbreaking.

  “Well, I have to get out there, I have to fight,” Wade insisted, just as she knew he would. “I’ve been working towards this for a very long time. I need to act now that the time is here. I cannot sit back and allow the other rebels to take the flak for whatever happens. We will all get in trouble for siding with the humans, and I don’t want to shy away from that. I’m proud of what I’ve done.”

  “Me too,” said Talia nodding determinedly, inspired by Wade’s passion. She didn’t want to just shy away when the ending finally came – especially if he wasn’t. She wanted to be out there too, making a difference towards the end of the war. She couldn’t hide away and let others do the fighting for her – however scared she was. She knew that she was a badass fighter, at least… she had always thought that about herself, but the kind of battle that was shaping up was on another scale entirely. This was end of the world stuff, and she would have to cooperate with others to make it work. She couldn’t be a lone wolf anymore.

  “This is hard for me,” B admitted, a saddened look filling his face. “I want to fight, but I cannot be seen fighting alongside the humans. I’m supposed to be high up in our armed forces. I’ll be noticed.”

  “That doesn’t matter.” Talia shook her head and smiled at him. She might have hated that he would be fighting against her, but she knew that there wasn’t any other choice. They knew where they all stood when they came into this. “We’ve all got to do what needs to be done. We cannot let this affect anything.” Her heart was pounding as she spoke those words, knowing how crazy they sounded, but realistically none of them knew how this war was going to pan out, or what would happen afterwards, so they needed to be smart. “This is going to be difficult, but we all have our roles to play.”

  Anything could happen. They could all die, they could all end up separated, or they could all end up God knew where…

  “We at least have a little more time together,” Wade interjected, trying to bring back at least some of the positivity in the air. “My information says the forces are gathering, and the battle won’t start at least until the morning. So we can at least get some rest. That has to be one good thing, right?”

  Everything is about to change, Talia thought to herself, looking around the house that they’d been hiding in, the place that they’d sort of started to think of as home. Tomorrow, my entire future will be decided.

  ***

  As soon as the decision was made, they looked at one another in turn, almost as if they were trying to commit their final night together to memory. Talia started to feel overly emotional, hating that the little bubble they’d created for themselves was about to fall apart, just as they’d started to get to a really good place. She was saddened that they hadn’t been granted just a little more time together – she felt like she was nowhere near done yet.

  “I… I don’t know what to say,” she admitted, needing to say something to break the tension in the air. “There are so many emotions floating around inside of me and I don’t know how to get them out.” By this point, Talia figured that she might as well be honest.

  “Maybe this won’t be the end,” Wade tried his best to reassure her, knowing that was what she really needed. “Maybe we’ll see each other again once all of this is done.”

  She nodded, wanting to agree with him, but also certain that it was impossible. Whatever the outcome, she sensed that this would be her very last night with these guys, and that was really hard to
come to terms with. She knew that she had to make the most of it, so she tried to consider how to go about that.

  “We will,” B confirmed, sending a squirming feeling racing right through Talia. “We will get through this, and we’ll somehow find a way to make this work, no matter what it takes.”

  A gnawing need built up inside her once more, a desire to have one final night of sexual exploration with them. It might not have made too much sense with whatever else she was experiencing, but she couldn’t imagine anything she would have wanted to do more. She didn’t think that she would ever fully get what was going on when it came to them, and she was actually totally okay with that.

  “Let’s just… make the most of tonight,” she insisted, glad to have something other than the upcoming war to focus on. “I have the rest of my life to have emotions about how all of this turns out.”

  “I agree,” Wade smiled and moved closer towards her. “That’s the best idea I’ve heard.”

  She wanted this night with them more than anything in the world – just a few more moments to spend some time enjoying the fantasy that was the three of them. She wasn’t naïve enough to believe that they could have a future no matter what, but they did have a present moment, and that was good enough for her for the time being. These were the two people that made her happier than anyone in the galaxy, and while it might be wrong, and while it might be crazy, it was theirs, and it was special to them.

  And it would possibly be their last time together.

  No, she couldn’t think that. She couldn’t get wrapped up in her thoughts, she couldn’t get wrapped up in her emotions, not right now. She meant what she said about having the rest of her life for being emotional, and that was where she wanted to leave it for now.