Fix Me

by A. Aubry

  “Oh, that’s interesting. Finn and I talked about his family on…” I turned back to look at him, “Was that our third date, sweetheart?”

  He nodded as he grinned at me. It was like he was proud that I remembered. Violet gave me an encouraging smile, she was happy with my answer.

  “So, that must mean that this adorable little girl is Esme,” I smiled as I held out my hand to her and she placed her small hand in mine.

  “Yes, she is,” Violet kissed her cheek, “Would you like to hold her?”

  “I’d love to. I just love children,” I blushed at how excited I sounded.

  Violet handed Esme over to me and she started playing with my necklace as I bounced her, talking baby talk to her. I could feel Finn’s eyes on me as I held his youngest niece and my cheeks burned under his stare.

  “Hell, Finn, you haven’t even gotten her past the foyer yet?” A deep voice said from behind us.

  The voice belonged to his brother Ashton who, like his brothers, was brunette with brown eyes. His eyes were a shade darker than Finn’s, but he was just as muscular. He wore a faded concert tee and jeans with grease stains on them, he must have come right over after closing up his mechanic shop for the evening.

  Ashton didn’t hesitate to crush me in a bear hug, even though I was holding his daughter, “It’s great to finally meet you, Julianna. Finn has been talking you up for quite a while now and I don’t think that he’s even cracked the surface by the looks of you.”

  I blushed, “Thank you.”

  Ashton dragged Finn into the kitchen to help set the table for dinner while Violet and I moved to the living room where I officially met Cooper, Amelia, and Sofie. We talked about what I do, and I learned that both Violet and Amelia were both avid readers as well. As we discussed books, Esme sat on my lap, content with me bouncing her. Before I knew it, Finn’s hands were coming over the top of the couch and rested on my shoulders as he pressed a kiss into my hair.

  “Dinner is just about ready, baby. Do you want me to show you where the guest bedroom is so that you can freshen up?” He sounded innocent, but I was hoping that he wasn’t offering up anything innocent.

  Then again, I felt like I smelled of the airplane, so maybe a quick spritz of perfume and a reapplication of deodorant wouldn’t hurt. I handed Esme back to her mother and got up from the couch, taking Finn’s hand and letting him lead the way.

  We went up the stairs and down a long hallway, my guest room being all the way on the left side of the house while Finn’s room was on the right side of the house. His mother’s room was right smack dab in the middle of the hallway between the two, tonight would require lots of stealth so we wouldn’t get caught. Finn pointed out the guest bathroom a few doors away from the bedroom. When I walked in the room, I noticed my suitcase standing up on the floor at the foot of the bed, the sound of the door closing quietly was what had my full attention though. Finn’s arms wrapped around my waist from behind as he kissed my shoulder.

  “You look so fucking hot in this dress,” he whispered, I could feel him hard against my ass.

  “What are you gonna do about that?” I groaned lightly as his lips moved to my neck.

  Whatever thought next crossed my mind quickly left as Finn spun me around and lifted me up only to lay me down sideways on the full-size guest bed. The comforter was a pale yellow with a floral pattern, the pillowcases and sheets underneath were a soft cream color. My breathing turned shallow as my heart rate increased, Finn’s hands were pushing up my dress and rolling it up to my waist. He peeled off my panties before he pushed my legs open over the side of the bed and his mouth covered my clit.

  I grabbed a nearby pillow and covered my mouth with it, “Holy shit!”

  As Finn’s fingers slowly entered me, he hummed his approval, “Baby, you are already so wet for me.”

  My body went hot as his words vibrated through my body, his tongue and mouth teasing me. His fingers slid in and out of me, curling slightly to hit the spot within me that only made my desire for him amplify. I could feel my arousal coating his fingers, maybe even dripping onto his hand. Using the pillow to stifle my moans, my orgasm was getting so close. Finn used his free hand to rip the pillow from my hands. I looked down at him confused until pleasure passed over my body and I leaned my head back, moaning into my hand.

  “You gonna come for me, baby?” Finn asked as though we were having a normal conversation over coffee.

  “Mmmhm,” I answered into my palm.

  “Look at me when you come,” his fingers picked up their pace.

  I leaned up on my elbows and looked down at him. His fingers were sliding fast and even from this angle I could see they were wet because of me. The sight of his mouth on me, his tongue flicking over my clit made me groan. As if my body had a mind of its own, one of my hands reached out and grabbed his hair as my hips pushed forward against his mouth.

  “You’re getting greedy,” Finn playfully scolded me.

  His words vibrated to somewhere deep within me where my orgasm was holding on, just waiting to be released. My blue eyes gazed into the milk chocolate color that made up Finn’s and I lost all control. I pursed my lips hard as I suppressed my scream of pleasure, the light twinge of pain that my teeth caused almost fed my orgasm as it wasted no time shoving me over the edge. My single arm didn’t have the strength to hold me up anymore as Finn’s tongue lapped up the arousal that was spilling out from my orgasm. As I stared up at the ceiling, wondering if I’d ever be able to breathe normally again, my body gently pulsated with aftershocks.

  Finn stood up and looked down at me as he licked his lips then sucked my arousal off his fingers. Holy shit, he’d never done that before. It was hot to watch him enjoy the taste of me.

  “New rule for oral sex, you have to look at me when you come because that was fucking hot,” Finn smirked as he slid his fingers out of his mouth.

  Just when I thought that body splitting orgasm had just pretty much blew out any chance of me having energy for the next week, I sat up quickly and grabbed onto the waistband of Finn’s jeans, bringing him to me. Hungrily, I popped open the button and pulled down the zipper, shoving his jeans and boxers down to his knees. My mouth covered over Finn’s cock, no foreplay needed. I sucked on the head as my hand pumped up and down quickly.

  “Oh fuck, Jules. Don’t use your hand, I want your mouth on all of me,” Finn quietly demanded as he bunched my hair in his hands.

  I obeyed, moving my hands to his thighs as I pushed him into my mouth as far as my gag reflex would allow. Finn moaned and leaned his head back. This felt so naughty, his family was right downstairs and here I was breaking his mother’s number one rule about sleeping together before marriage. Surely oral sex didn’t count as actual sex in that sense, right?

  Finn’s cock hardened with every up and down and suck of my mouth. By the pre-cum that I started tasting in my mouth, I knew he was close. All I wanted was to taste him. After three years of horrible tasting loads, every time that Finn came in my mouth it was like I had just taken all my favorite candies and shoved them into my mouth at once.

  “Hey bro, dinner is ready,” Ashton’s voice called from the other side of the door.

  I knew I should have stopped, but I just couldn’t bring myself to pull Finn’s cock out of my mouth. I ended up just sucking harder as Finn’s eyes widened.

  “Y-Yeah. We will be right d-down,” Finn said as best he could through the pleasure.

  We heard the receding footsteps of his brother and I pushed myself to go faster, I was gonna have my appetizer right here. And within two minutes, I was rewarded with Finn groaning my name into his own hand as he pumped his sweet release into my mouth. Fuck, that was just what I needed. He softly collapsed next to me on the bed as I wiped the corners of my mouth. I turned onto my side and curled up next to Finn, his hand moving to my back as I placed a hand on his rapidly rising and falling chest. His eyes shone as they looked back into mine.

  “Good to know you can still ta
lk when you are so close to coming,” I quietly teased before pressing a soft kiss to his lips.

  “Have I told you that you are amazing?” He grinned as his hand moved from my back to running through my hair.

  “Once or twice, but I’m not opposed to hearing it again,” I smiled shyly.

  “Julianna Rose McCall, you are amazing.”

  My cheeks flushed crimson as Finn kissed me deeply. The kiss ended too soon as I slipped on my panties and followed the most amazing man down to the dining room where lasagna and salad were being served for dinner. Finn loved pasta which a major plus in my book because I too loved pasta. Ashton gave us a knowing look when we sat at the table. Finn never stuttered when he spoke in any other setting outside of the bedroom unless he was drunk.

  We took hands to say grace, and I nearly combusted as I held onto Finn’s hand that had just been pushing its fingers in and out of me not that long before. As we said amen, Finn brought my hand to his lips. I wasn’t necessarily expecting his mother to audibly ‘aw’ at the gesture. It was just something that Finn always did that made my stomach flip, another way for him to show me he loved me.

  After dinner, Finn, Cooper, and Ashton were tasked with cleanup while the girls sat in the living room and talked.

  “So the party will be a lot of fun tomorrow,” Amelia smiled as she rubbed her pregnant belly.

  “Party?” I asked, taking a sip of water.

  “I should have known that Finn wouldn’t tell you,” Violet rolled her eyes, “We are throwing a birthday party for Finn at our house, but we also combined it into an engagement party after Finn told us that you two got engaged last weekend.”

  I felt my face get hot, “Finn does love to surprise me, so he might have been waiting to tell me.”

  “That is adorable,” Amelia cooed.

  The men joined us in the living room.

  “Finn, you forgot to mention the party to Julianna. We just told her about it,” Violet said as she handed Esme off to Ashton.

  “You guys weren’t supposed to tell her. I was going to take her to get pampered and ready for it tomorrow and surprise her at the party,” Finn whined as he took my hand.

  I was right, he wanted to surprise me. That was my man for you.

  “Who says you still can’t take her to get pampered?” Amelia asked as Cooper helped her stand up from the couch.

  “Julianna doesn’t like to frivolously spend money and I figured I’d get her talked into it once we were actually there.”

  He wasn’t wrong. While I did like to get an occasional manicure and pedicure, once every few years, I didn’t like to waste my money on something I could do on my own. Finn and his siblings continued bickering about how they told me when he wanted to. I just sat back quietly and watched him interact with his family. Would our family be like this one day?

  Slowly, everyone started to take their leave. The children’s bedtimes were approaching, and we were going to see them at the party tomorrow anyways. As they were leaving, my own family was calling to check in on if I got into Atlanta with Finn alright. We were in such a rush to get here that I forgot to text my mom and say that we landed.

  When I came back downstairs from the guest room, Carol was making herself a cup of tea and told me that Finn was in his usual thinking spot on the swing out front. I slipped on my flats and carefully opened the door, not wanting to disturb Finn. He looked deep in thought as I quietly closed the door.

  “Would you like some company?” I asked softly, walking over to the swing.

  “I always want your company,” Finn smiled as he patted the open spot on the cushion for me.

  I sat next to him, tucking my feet under me as he wrapped an arm around my shoulders.

  “Your mom says this is your thinking spot,” I lifted my head to look at him.

  “She is right. This was always the place I’d go when I needed to think,” his voice was soft.

  “What are you thinking about now?”

  “Our future.”

  I tried to hide my grin, “What about it?”

  “You know, getting a home together, getting married, starting a family?”

  “Already got kids on the brain?” I teased as I kissed his cheek.

  He nodded slowly, “Before we got here, I was thinking about the first two more than the last one. But seeing you with Esme and Sofie today, damn, it made me want to start a family with you right now.”

  “I think your mother would have a heart attack if I got pregnant right now because we would have broken her golden rule,” I giggled.

  “Fuck, we all broke that rule back in high school. And you and I break that rule every night…sometimes several times a night.”

  “Look at us, a couple of rule breakers,” I smiled as I shifted on the swing.

  The back of my head and my upper back rested against Finn’s chest and shoulder as my legs laid across the rest of the bench. His arms came around me as he kissed the side of my head and pushed the swing back with his foot and released.

  “I’ve been thinking about a family with you too, if that makes you feel better about the situation,” I admitted softly.

  “Oh really? When?”

  The memory made me smile, “The day you proposed. We were walking around the zoo and there were so many families. I could just picture our kids watching the animals in awe, or a child on your shoulders as you helped them see over the crowd. It still gives me happy goosebumps just thinking about it.”

  I rubbed my arms for dramatic effect and Finn chuckled. We sat there in a comfortable silence, Finn’s arms wrapped around me as the stars twinkled in the sky. It was soon getting late and Finn’s mother told us we should get to bed. Being the gentleman that he was, Finn walked me to the guest room door. His mother left her door open for the time being, making sure we went to our respective rooms.

  “Sleep tight, Julianna. I’ll be right down the hall if you need me,” Finn said loud enough for his mother to hear and winked at me.

  “What about the monsters under my bed?” I giggled as I put my arms around his neck.

  “I’ll chase those assholes away,” he said, his voice a bit quieter so he wouldn’t get in trouble for swearing,

  “And in the closet?”

  “They’ll be gone too,” he leaned his head closer to me.

  “And what about the dampness between my thighs?” I whispered.

  “My tongue will do the trick,” his mouth closed over mine, his tongue quickly meeting mine as it began its slow massage.

  My body felt like it was on fire, I just wanted to drag him into the room and have him make me scream. But his mother cleared her throat from the doorway, forcing our kiss apart.

  “I love you, Julianna,” Finn breathed

  “I love you more, Finn,” I grinned.

  His cheeks went pink before he turned and walked back down the hall. We watched one another as we slowly closed our doors. My phone vibrated from its place atop the bed.

  Finn: Ten minutes, my room. Don’t wear any panties ;)

  Me: They’re coming off as we speak ;)

  Finn: Shit, maybe we should make it five. I’m already hard.

  Me: Tsk, tsk baby. So impatient ;)

  I opened my suitcase and took out the new satin nightgown that I had purchased from Victoria’s Secret on my way back to Finn’s this morning. Sliding off my sundress, panties, and bra, I let the soft pink fabric of the nightgown skim down my body. Was it possible that just wearing fabric like this was enough to make you feel sexy? I took my hair down from the bun that it had been in since dinner and let it fall over my shoulders.

  Grabbing an extra condom out of my suitcase, I tiptoed to the door and slowly opened it. Carol’s door was closed, and a soft snore came from the other side. When the coast was clear, I quietly tapped on Finn’s bedroom door. The look on Finn’s face when he swung open the door could have set my nightgown on fire.

  I took one step towards him, stopping just in front of him and smiled innocently,
“Let’s break some rules.”

  He took my hand and yanked me into his room as he closed the door quickly. His lips crashed into mine as his hands skimmed over the satin material that covered my body.

  “Oh, fuck. When did you get this?” He tugged at my bottom lip.

  “I bought it this morning, you like?”

  “Was it expensive?” He pulled back, lust filled eyes gazing into mine.

  “Um, not really…it was on sale?” I answered, confused as to why he would ask.

  “Good, then I won’t feel bad about this,” he murmured as his hands grabbed in between the two pieces of fabric that covered my breasts and ripped the short dress right down the middle.

  “Holy shit, Finn,” I groaned.

  The dress now looked like an odd cover up, my naked body completely visible to him from where he had ripped it in half. Finn sucked on his fingers before he brought them down to my clit and started to rub against it hard. Shit, did he watch porn right before I came in here to get this idea? Because it was fucking hot.

  Finn’s mouth covered mine as I let out a moan. I didn’t want his hands anymore, I already had those before dinner. Now it was time for dessert on his childhood bed. Pulling away, I walked backwards slowly to his bed, slipping off the ripped material that used to be a nightgown. The condom I snuck in with me was still hidden in my hand. Finn watched me, and I could see his cock get hard through his boxers. Since he came in here and was waiting for me, he had stripped down to his usual bedtime attire.

  “God, you’re making me so hard and you aren’t even touching me. It’s like I’m in high school about to lose my virginity all over again,” Finn moaned, his hand rubbing his cock through his boxers.

  I held up the condom between my fingers and smirked, “Wanna lose your V-card?”

  He strode towards me and took the condom as he pulled me against him, his hard cock against my stomach, “We won’t be needing this.”

  Finn tossed the condom onto the floor. I swallowed hard, I thought I was coming in here for sex. That wasn’t fair.

  “Why not?” I asked, my voice carrying a certain amount of husk with how turned on I was.