Finding Fate (Playing it Safe Series Book 1)

by Lisa Gerkey

  He’s seen me naked so many times, it doesn’t bother me one bit when I swiftly discard every article of clothes onto the floor. The heated look he’s giving me gives me provokes me to walk proudly and stand in front of him.

  He reaches out and takes a handful of my long hair and wraps it around his wrist to pull me closer. “We’ve made love every single time for the past month. Tonight? Tonight, I’m going to fuck you, and when you think you’ve had enough, I’m going to fuck you some more. I’m going to pound my sweet pussy until you’ll beg me to carry you everywhere you go tomorrow, so you don’t have to walk.”

  He chuckles. He knows what his dirty talking does to me. I’m so hungry for everything he’s promising I can feel my wetness drip between my thighs.

  He pulls my hair a little tighter. “Do you want that, too?

  “I want everything you want, Jensen. All of it.”

  I reach for his belt, but he catches my hand in his. “Let me take the lead here. I’ll give you my cock when I’m ready, when I’m sure you’re ready. Not a minute before.”

  With his hand still tangled in my hair, he pulls me forward and crashes his mouth against mine. Jensen’s kiss starts out savage and greedy. After our tongues collide and tangle for a few heated moments, he slows the pace to gently nip and suck at my bottom lip.

  I’m seconds away from begging him to give the same attention to much needier places. He beats me to it when the hand that’s roaming and exploring my body, slides down my stomach. I moan out, frustrated when he gets to the spot I need him most and halts his movement.

  Jensen chuckles softly, obviously finding satisfaction in knowing how close I am to begging. “What’s the matter, Madison? Do you need me to move faster?”

  “Please, Jensen, I’m so wet, please, I want you inside me so bad.”

  “I know you do, baby, but I want to take my time with you, let it build up until you can barely take it any longer. It’ll be worth it, you’ll see.”

  He gives me a small slither of hope when he dips his hand between my legs. He slides his finger through my folds, causing my legs to buckle, and I nearly fall to the floor. “There! Please, touch me there.”

  “Bend over the bed, darling. Let me see your gorgeous ass.”

  I don’t hesitate to follow Jensen’s orders, not if this is what it takes to end my suffering, the ache that’s more intense than ever before deep in my core. I don’t know why this time is so different from the rest. He’s always so attentive and thorough when we make love. Maybe it’s because he’s bringing the things we’ve started but never finished, my fantasies, to life.

  His bed sets high, putting me at just the right level for him to enter me from behind. He goes to the table and picks up the plug and bottle of lubrication he has waiting. I look back over my shoulder so I can watch him. He raises his hand in the air and comes down with a loud smack against my ass. I see it coming, but surprised none the less, I squeal out and wiggle my ass to the side to avoid the next slap.

  “Eyes forward, Maddy, and stay still. We’re not going to do anything we haven’t done before.”

  He lays the items on the bed and kneels behind me. He uses both hands to spread me apart. When he licks a path from my clit all the way to the top of my ass, I nearly come unglued. “Oh, god!” I call out, and he does it again and again, pushing me so close to the edge but never letting me get quite to the top where I can fall over.

  He moves around, but I’m too far lost in my need to come, I don’t pay any attention to what he’s doing. I feel the cool liquid he pours out. He uses his fingers to spread the slipperiness around, and gently probes my tight hole with his finger.

  “Relax, baby. I want this ass soon, but not tonight.”

  When I feel the plug replace his finger, I take a deep breath the way he taught me once before. I ease back slowly while he gently eases it into place. I’m overwhelmed with pleasure.

  “You might want to hang on, baby girl.”

  I hear him shucking his clothes in a hurry. It only takes him a few seconds and then he’s pulling my wrists behind me and holds them in place against my lower back. Slap. Slap. Slap. The sting he creates every time his large hands land firmly against my backside quickly spreads straight to my clit. With the sensation it’s creating along with the plug filling my body, I come instantly and hard when he thrusts two fingers inside my pussy. He lets go of my wrists, and I claw at the sheets on the bed to find something to hold onto. I feel like I’m going to dissolve into a puddle right at Jensen’s feet.

  He doesn’t let me ride my orgasm completely out before he thrusts inside of me, stretching me, and filling me with his thick long cock. “Tell me who you belong to, Madison.”

  “Ahh, oh, my god, I’m going to come again!”

  He slams in hard and stops. “Who do you belong to, baby? Whose pussy is this?”

  “You! I’m yours, Jensen. I’ve always only been yours!”

  “That’s right, baby. Don’t ever forget it.”

  He pulls out to the tip and thrusts back in. He fucks me hard, and then he wiggles the plug that’s in my ass and gently pulls it out and pushes it back in, creating a massive intensity I never knew was possible. It feels like my orgasm comes from a place it never has before.

  “Holy Fuck!” Jensen and I both shout at the same time.

  He pulls us both onto the bed, both of us spent and sweaty, Jensen’s come mixed with my own, coating my inner thighs, but neither giving a damn.

  “I love you so much, Jensen.”

  “I love you too, baby.”

  The End

  Playlist

  Roller Coaster by Luke Bryan

  Right Now by Rihanna, David Guetta

  Get Me Some Of That by Thomas Rhett

  Sangria by Blake Shelton

  Body Like A Back Road by Sam Hunt

  Sex on Fire by Kings of Leon

  I Can Still Feel You by Collin Raye

  I’d Come For You by Nickelback

  Thinking Of You by Katy Perry

  Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson

  Stay by Rihanna, Mikky Ekko

  Til Kingdom Come by Coldplay

  Black by Dierks Bentley

  Acknowledgements

  First, I have to thank my husband, Kenneth. For the past six months, I’ve either ignored him while I locked myself away to write, or I’ve talked nonstop about things related to writing and publishing a book. I love you!

  My daughters, Samantha and Stephanie, I love you!

  Thank you, Crystal Synder and Johnnie Scharbrough! I sent you both the roughest rough draft to get your opinions. I’m sorry. The next draft I send won’t be as rough, I promise.

  Elizabeth Wright, you’ve been so much more than my editor! Thank you so much for your advice, your cheerleading, and your patience! This dream wouldn’t be coming true without you and your encouragement.

  To every author, reader, and anyone who took the time to answer questions. I’m still learning as I go, but I couldn’t have made it this far without you taking the time out of your busy lives to help.

  To every reader and blogger who takes the chance with my first book, thank you so much!

  I am so excited to continue this journey.