Black Out
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However, my man was more handsome than anyone in the church.
His recovery was hard. The internal injuries and the gunshot wound took their time to heal, and when that was done, he went through rehab for his broken arm and leg. There were times when he wanted to give up. However, he never did, and I was proud of him.
Blue was worried about how his mum was coping after nearly losing her two sons. I’d spoken to her many times, and she reassured me she was doing fine because she knew her boys had the Hawks brotherhood at their backs.
She even visited Blue a lot. She knew he needed to see for himself that she wasn’t reverting back to what she used to be, and when he saw that, he was happy.
Jason was also doing great. It took him a while to get over everything he’d been through, but with the help from all of us, he finally pulled through. He ended up having a late eighteenth birthday party in the bikers’ compound in Caroline Springs. His mates thought it was the shit, and the girl he had been trying to impress ended up crashing the party. Jason was stoked. She was sweet and shy, everything I could have hoped for him, and having her at his side made his night that much more special.
Motley and his men were never to be found again. The women and I knew that was going to be the case, especially when Stoke, Killer, Dodge and Pick stayed back to take care of things at the farmhouse while we got Jason and Blue to the hospital.
I wasn’t sure how I felt about it, about knowing they killed them all. If anything, I felt relieved, and if that made me a bad person, then so be it, because I was relieved they were no longer a threat to my man or our family.
It was Deanna who said one girls’ night, “You have to learn to live your life the way they live it. If you don’t, you’ll end up risking what you have with your man. Are you willing to risk that?”
I wasn’t, and I never would be.
So I was ready to deal, and learn to be what I had to be, so I could be with my man always.
“Now,” Maya, Zara’s beautiful daughter, yelled, bringing me out of my thoughts and back into the church. “Griz, you kiss her now and live happily ever after.”
Everyone laughed.
And when Griz brought Deanna into his arms and kissed her passionately, the church erupted in catcalls and hoots. Some even stomped their feet.
The day was wonderful because I got to spend it with my new family.
However, that night was more than wonderful.
Blue had brought us home, and as soon as we were through the front door, he had my bridesmaid dress over my head and on the floor. I stripped him of his jacket, shirt and pants.
No words were exchanged in that heated moment. Not until he had me on the bed with my panties gone and I was sitting on him, riding his dick in my slick pussy. Watching him all day and night had me soaked.
“Blue…”
“Yeah, sugar?”
“You’re marrying me. I thought I should tell you,” I moaned and arched as he pushed deep.
He gave me a full belly laugh and said, “Baby, never have I ever known a woman to do the asking, and if my brothers ask, you tell them it was all me. But, fuck yes, I will marry you, even though it wasn’t much of a proposal. Though, I suppose you riding my cock is a bonus.” He smiled up at me, only it disappeared and he brought me closer down to him.
His hand threaded through my hair, where he gripped hard and rocked us back and forth so his cock slid in and out of my wet pussy. Then he continued to blow my mind with, “I was gonna ask you, you know…I got the ring and all. I was gonna ask you tomorrow, but you beat me to it. I was gonna ask you, because I can’t imagine my life without you in it.” He kissed me then, our tongues dancing together, like we had that same night at the wedding, but it was so much more. “Now, you wanna watch me come, or can I do it inside you?” he asked.
I moaned and ground my pussy down deep on his cock, causing him to growl low. “Inside…I’m, oh, God, I’m going to come, too.”
“Good,” he hissed, wrapping me tightly to him and thrusting up deep and hard. My pussy walls clamped down around him, and I cried out onto his lips as my orgasm overwhelmed me. “Fuck, baby. Fuck,” he mumbled against my lips. His body tensed and then settled as he pumped his seed inside me.
As we relaxed side-by-side, Blue once again continued to blow my mind. “Clarinda,” he uttered into the quiet room, besides our ragged breathing.
“Yes, babe?”
“I’m glad I could be the one.”
Puzzled, I asked, “The one?”
He rolled to his side and tucked my back into his chest. He kissed my temple then settled down behind me. “The one to chase away your bad dreams, baby. You haven’t woken in the middle of the night for a fuckin’ long time.”
My eyes widened. It was true, and I couldn’t believe I hadn’t noticed before. It had been months since my nightmares had woken me, screaming in fright.
Months.
I smiled, rolled into him and kissed his chest. “I love you, Blue.”
“Love you, too, Sugar. Always.”
“Yes, always” I uttered.
My beautiful, gorgeous biker man was right. He had chased away my tortured past and made my nightmares disappear.
Because he was my new life, he was my saviour in every way, and I couldn’t wait to see what our future held.
Coming 2015
Stoke’s Story
Other titles by Lila Rose
Hawks MC Club Series
Holding Out
Climbing Out
Finding Out (a novella)
Trinity Love Series
Left to Chance
YA Novels
Senseless Attraction
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