Twisted Forever

by Danielle James

  “I didn’t leave her!” I barked.

  “We both know the truth.” He said, folding his arms.

  In a blind rage I swung at him, but it was a swing he anticipated. Manny grabbed my arm in one hand and shoved me back with a laugh.

  “Come on now Alexander. No fighting while the kids are in the house.”

  “Fuck you,” I retorted.

  “Language…” Camilla frowned as she walked in with Chloe tagging behind her. I was ready to knock Manny’s teeth out though.

  “Look, I’m gonna get ready for work. Camilla I love you, I’ll see you tonight.” I kissed her forehead and she didn’t move away thankfully. I kissed and hugged the kids and then left without another word.

  All fucking day, Manny’s words replayed in my head on a loop.

  “Just like you left Alex…”

  “…You left Alex…”

  “…Left Alex…”

  “Alex…”

  I pounded my fist on top of my desk causing things to bounce to the floor. I had to call off my relationship with Anais. I booked a trip to Montana that was scheduled to leave in a matter of days and called Anais.

  “Are you coming?” She sounded so happy and full of hope.

  “Yes…but like I said, we need to talk when I get there. Okay?” I tried to express the hesitance in my voice but Anais seemed to ignore it.

  “When are you getting in? I can make your favorite dinner and wear that strappy camisole you like so much.” My mind flitted to images of Anais’ smoky brown skin in that camisole and my dick remembered that it missed her body.

  “I’ll be there in a few days.”

  “Okay, I miss you so much Alexander. I’ve been crying myself to sleep nearly every night. It’s awful.”

  “I’m sorry Anais. You’ll be okay though. Eventually you’ll learn to cope.”

  “I don’t like the way you said that.” I heard the pout in her voice.

  “Listen, we’ll talk when I touch down. Okay?”

  “Okay, baby. I love you.”

  “Okay, Anais. Goodbye.”

  I had to call Camilla next. It wouldn’t be easy telling her that I was getting ready to fly to Montana yet again. This would be the last time though. I refused to tell her anything about Anais until I was certain it was over. I needed to be able to come clean knowing I could fix things with Camilla.

  I took a deep breath and dialed her number…

  **

  Chapter Ten

  Camilla

  “I thought you were done with this shit?” I shouted into the phone. Alexander called me trying to explain that he had to fly to Montana one last time to straighten things out up there. Whatever the fuck that meant. Knowing his lying ass it probably meant he wanted to end shit with the bitch he was screwing behind my back.

  I felt the hairs raise on my arms.

  “I’m done I just need to go one more time. I did tell you that, remember?”

  “Yeah, Alexander. Whatever.” I hung up and tried to fight the urge to throw my phone. All the wonderful things Alexander had taught me over the years started to dissolve and my old habits begun to emerge.

  I looked at the clock, noting it was lunchtime and decided to skip lunch with Emmanuel. It would only end up with me being frustrated and not getting dicked down the way I wanted. At this point, I was craving Emmanuel. I was itching to get to him but I couldn’t touch him until I was completely done with Alexander.

  Xavier had been avoiding me at all costs for the past week so that only left one person to maul. Cole.

  While I absolutely felt the need to fuck someone to release the building rage inside of me, it was different from when I was a teenager. I didn’t have the pain and pressure in my head, it had transformed into an uncontrollable urge that pushed my feet into Cole’s office at lunchtime.

  I did pop in to wave at Emmanuel, but he was in a meeting so I was free to roam the huge shiny halls right to Cole’s office. He was staring at his computer, tapping a pen on the desk, not even suspecting I was standing there. I watched him for a few more minutes before knocking and walking in.

  A smile spread across his face as he stood to hug me. We crashed into an urgent hug with his arms around my waist and mine around his neck.

  “What’s up, Camilla?” He spoke directly into my ear like he usually did but today instead of it tickling and me laughing it turned me on. He went to break the hug but I didn’t. I stood with my arms around his neck until he let out a chuckle.

  “Cole, are you busy today?” I purred in his ear. He put his hands around my waist and sighed.

  “Kinda. I’m trying to find a new secretary for Manny but I can’t find anyone that doesn’t look like they’ll fuck him, which will drive you crazy.” He pulled me against him and I could feel his hard, chiseled muscles under his shirt.

  “Yeah. Pick a guy before I have to kill someone.” It wasn’t meant as a joke and it didn’t come out as one. Cole raised an eyebrow at me and shook his head.

  “So besides that, I’m not busy. Why, you wanna have lunch?”

  “Something like that.” I pulled on his tie so his ear was level with my lips. “Can you take the rest of the day off?”

  “Oh god.” He laughed, showing those perfect teeth. “You trying to get me fucked up, Camilla. Nah. We said we were gonna dial it back after Manny walked in on us. Remember?” He wasn’t lying. We did agree not to fuck after that but I couldn’t contain myself right then. Pain was fueling me and Xavier was ignoring my cries.

  “Cole,” I whined and kissed his neck. I heard him blow out a long breath that told me he was losing his self-control. I slid my tongue up and down his Adam’s apple while his grip around my waist tightened.

  “You’re not about to have me caught up like you have these other three.” He laughed.

  “So you don’t wanna hang out with me today then?” I pouted and pushed away from him.

  “We can hang out as friends.” He told me as he shut his computer down. I agreed only because he was one of my best friends and I didn’t want to ruin it because I was horny.

  Cole held out his fingers for me and I grabbed them with my two fingers in return. We walked out and got in his car and he looked over at me, shaking his head.

  “What?” I laughed.

  “You don’t know how close you keep coming to getting fucked, Camilla.”

  “Well, fuck me then, Cole. Jesus. I need some dick.” I groaned, frustrated with my head on the headrest.

  “Aren’t you fucking your fiancé?” He frowned.

  “No. I don’t want to fuck him.” With everything going on, Alexander wasn’t looking too appealing to me. I’d never been one to turn down sex, especially if it was good and it was amazing with Alexander but he was lying to me. He was lying over and over and right to my damn face. I couldn’t fuck him knowing that.

  “So…you haven’t fucked Manny either?” He quizzed.

  “No. I haven’t fucked him since before I got pregnant with Mason.” I fumed.

  “Before Mason?” He nodded slowly, “No Xavier either huh?”

  “No. I’m losing my mind here.”

  “Aw, poor thing. All your dicks are out of commission so you want mine.”

  “You’re an asshole Cole.”

  He pulled into a Mexican restaurant and we got a booth near the back. I was going to sit across from Cole but he motioned for me to sit beside him. He put his arm around my shoulders and I laid against him.

  “I’m tired,” I told him. “I think after this I’m gonna go home and take a nap until it’s time to get the kids. I wasn’t working on any projects today anyway.”

  “Slacker,” he scoffed.

  “Fuck you.”

  “Would it make you happy if I hung out with you today?” He asked, pressing a kiss to the top of my head. I perked up like a little kid.

  “Yes!”

  “Okay calm down.” He chuckled “We’re not fucking though Camilla. Don’t put on anything skimpy or tight or see
through. Don’t push your ass on me either.” He instructed.

  “Okay. Promise.” I held out my pinky and he curled his around it.

  “How the fuck did I end up with a sexy ass best friend? Why?” He shook his head and sipped on his drink.

  “Oh shut up. You have more self-control than I do. I was going to fuck you in your office.”

  “Please…be quiet. I can hear my balls exploding.”

  “Oh my god.” I laughed loudly. Once we had some food in our stomachs, we paid and headed back to my house.

  I kept my promise and wore jeans and a t-shirt. No leggings, no tank tops and no shorts. Cole and I laid in the bed watching TV and dozing off which was so fucking perfect. I woke up in his arms with him snoring away. I wanted to ignore his hard dick but it was pressing into the leg I had tossed across him.

  I moved my leg slowly, hoping not to wake him, but it only made him pull me in closer until we were spooning. I couldn’t tell if he was awake or not but he was driving his hard dick into my back and my pussy was getting wet. I tried to wiggle away but he pulled me back.

  “Where you going?” He grumbled. I forgot how touchy Cole got in his sleep. He might have been a hard ass but when he slept he liked to cuddle…especially with me. I wasn’t complaining but it was going to end up with us fucking if I didn’t get away from him.

  “Away so we don’t do anything.” I told him. When I felt his lips on the nape of my neck I gasped.

  “We’re just sleeping, right?” I could hear the smirk in his voice. He pushed his dick into my back harder and I whimpered. “Damn, I like that noise.” He told me. “Make it again.” His hand slid up my shirt, grazing my nipples and I whimpered again. He went back to kissing my neck and I couldn’t catch my breath suddenly.

  “Cole what the hell are you doing?” I asked him through ragged breaths. “I thought we weren’t fucking?” I turned to face him and his eyes were heavy with sleep. He shrugged and touched the side of my face.

  “Shit is a lot different when I’m in bed with you. It’s a little harder to resist.” He admitted, licking his lips. His long fingers curled around the back of my neck and he pulled me in for a deep kiss.

  “It is…” I agreed, looking into his hypnotizing amber eyes. “Don’t catch feelings.” I told him before we dove into another kiss.

  “Nah. I don’t catch feelings.” We crashed together again. The heat was unbearable and the sexual energy between Cole and I was crackling in the air. His fingers popped open the button on my jeans and I wiggled out of them.

  “You don’t have on any damn panties?” He smiled slyly slipping his fingers inside of me. “You’re always so goddamn wet Camilla.” He pulled my earlobe into his mouth and I tried not to cum all over his hand. I couldn’t help it though, and before I knew it, I was dripping and trembling.

  Cole pulled his hand back and looked at it, impressed before cleaning his fingers with his tongue. “All this for me?” He smirked. I nodded and bit my bottom lip. “You must be a squirter. Do you squirt, Camilla?” He asked in between kisses to my stomach and hips.

  “Yes…” I moaned.

  “I bet you do.” He was so close to my pussy that I could feel his breath. He was teasing me and it felt good but Jesus I felt like I was going to scream if he didn’t just put his tongue inside of me. When I finally felt his warm tongue touch my clit I tossed my head back and let out the most lustful noise.

  “Your pussy is sweet as hell.” He told me before diving back in. Cole had a golden tongue. It was made of stars and magic and unicorn dust. He was driving me fucking crazy and I was right on the verge of squirting like he wanted me to. He hooked his fingers inside of me stroking and rubbing my g-spot while his tongue flicked and sucked on my swollen clit.

  “Cole!” I shrieked just as my back arched and I exploded in his mouth with a squirt. He came back up with a wet face and a smile.

  “I’ve been wanting to taste your pussy for a long ass time.” He told me.

  “Well shit I’m glad you did.” I laughed and threw my head back on the pillow.

  “Me too. It just let me know not to stick my dick in you.” My face crumpled into a frown.

  “Why?” I almost squealed.

  “Nope. Your pussy is too good. I’m not gonna do it to myself.” I laughed even though I was pissed off.

  “Cole you can’t get me all worked up and then not fuck me.”

  “I’m worked up too shit. I’m not trying to go crazy over your pussy though.” He gripped his hard dick as he stood at the foot of the bed. I pulled my shirt over my head baring my breasts, bit my lip at the sight of his erection, and crawled over to him on all fours.

  “Camilla…” He growled with a warning. I ignored him and freed his dick, plunging it into my mouth. “Shit.” He cursed before slapping my ass and grabbing a handful of it.

  His fingers slipped in and out of my pussy while I sucked his dick, gagging along the way. When spit dripped down my chin and onto Cole’s balls I rubbed it in making him groan in pleasure. He yanked my head off his dick with a fistful of my hair and looked into my eyes.

  “You are so damn nasty Camilla, shit.”

  “I know…” I giggled before he pushed his dick back in my mouth. He slapped my ass again then slipped his fingers back inside.

  “I’m about to cum.” He warned me. “Let me cum on those titties.” He pulled my hair until I was kneeling up then he came all over my breasts. He watched hypnotized as it slid over my hard nipples and down to my stomach.

  “Yeah…I can’t fuck you, girl.” He chuckled. I stood up and bounced into the bathroom to clean up. Honestly, after that shit I was good. I had a couple orgasms and Cole got his so I wasn’t going to make him fuck me even though it would have been nice. He was so damn freaky and I knew that if we ever fucked it would be pure lust.

  “Come here.” He told me once I’d washed all the remnants of him away and slipped into a pair of yoga pants and a half shirt. I walked over to him and he tugged on my ponytail a little.

  “What?”

  “You know eventually we’re fucking right?” He asked.

  “I didn’t know that. I was told by someone who shall remain anonymous that my pussy was too good.”

  “Yeah?”

  “Uh huh.”

  “I mean he’s right but sometimes curiosity kills.”

  “So does good pussy.” I smirked. Cole grabbed my ass and kissed my lips.

  “I might have to find out for myself. I’m gonna behave right now though.” He whispered in my ear.

  “I’m sure Noelle has enough good shit to keep you happy once you’re done being mad at her.”

  “Oh yeah, she’s good. She’s fall in love and marry good. You?” He looked me from head to toe slowly. “You’re kill a man, go crazy, good.”

  “Alexander wants to marry me.” I muttered sarcastically.

  “And he’s crazy. So is Manny. Manny might be able to handle your crazy a little better though.”

  “Aw and you’re not willing to try?” I teased.

  “I don’t know…your freak ass makes it very fucking tempting.” We started kissing again and his lips started to trail down my neck but a knock on the door broke us apart quickly. I looked out the window and saw Laurel; a huge smile painted itself on my face.

  “Hey slut face!” I hugged her and she giggled in the embrace.

  “What’s up bitch?” She looked me over and raised an eyebrow. “Who’d you fuck?”

  “What?” I gasped way too dramatically. The girl knew me too well.

  “Whatever. Xavier or Alexander?” She asked dropping her purse on the couch. She locked eyes with Cole and then looked over at me. “Or…Cole?”

  “Or Cole what?” He frowned. “Oh…nah. We’re not fucking.” He shook his head.

  “Whatever Cole. I know what Camilla looks like after sex,” Laurel wagged a finger at him and I was blinded by the rock on her ring finger. I couldn’t fucking believe Laurel was going to be my stepmother. It
was cute and all but…ugh.

  “You know what she looks like during sex too.” He teased. I sat on the couch and Cole sat beside me. It wasn’t long before he was tugging me on top of him.

  “So, how’s Noelle?” Laurel drawled with a bitchy smile. I glared at her and she ignored it.

  “Good I guess. She’s been working so much I barely see her ass.” Cole grumbled.

  “Oh so that’s why you’re all over Camilla?”

  “I’m not all over her.”

  “Okay Cole. I’ll let it slide,” she sighed. “Look, I just came to invite you over to the house so the kids can have a little play date.” Laurel grinned. “I saw a car in the driveway so I stopped by. I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything.”

  “You were but whatever,” I sighed. Cole looked at me like I was crazy but I didn’t see the use in hiding shit from Laurel of all people. Hell, I was only going to tell her all about it once we were alone anyway.

  “I knew it!” She slapped Cole’s shoulder.

  “You didn’t know a motherfucking thing, Laurel. Shut up.” He frowned.

  “I did!” She squeaked. “Look at you two, she’s all over you.”

  “We’re always like this,” I chuckled.

  “But you don’t always have the after-sex face.”

  “I don’t have it now. We still didn’t have sex. That’s not saying you didn’t interrupt something though.” Cole squeezed my waist and I looked at him. He motioned to the kitchen and I followed behind him.

  “You’re okay with Laurel knowing what just happened?” He asked me. I shrugged and nodded.

  “She’s my best friend too. She knows everything. She’s not judging us. If anything she’s excited because she thinks she has it all figured out.” I explained with my hands on my hips. Cole eyed me for a moment then sighed.

  “Okay. Whatever you say.” He poked my stomach and I laughed, poking him back. It turned into us play fighting in the kitchen, which surprisingly enough didn’t get him attacked. I think we both just needed to have an orgasm or two to tone down the tension.