by Harms, C. A.
I took a deep breath, “I’m not with Evan that way. We’re friends Brad, not that I owe you any explanation, but that’s all it is.” He seemed to relax a little after hearing that.
“I want to see her Kylie. I don’t want my daughter thinking that rich fuck is her daddy.”
I nodded my head, “I understand. Where have you been staying?”
He stepped in a little closer looking into my eyes intensely. “I’m renting a place about six blocks from here. I’m sticking around Kylie, I’m not leaving again. I’m in your life whether either of you like it or not.” I wasn’t going to fight with him. I just wanted this over.
“Emma’s birthday party is Sunday at the park, do you want to come?”
He smiled, “What time?”
I let out the breath I was holding, “Two, by the playground.”
He reached out, tucking my hair behind my ear, “I’ll be there.”
I nodded lightly in return and started to turn away. Brad reached for my arm and pulled me into him tightly. I heard him take in a deep breath. I remembered the gesture, because he always would breath in the scent of my hair. “You still smell the same Ky,” he kissed the top of my head and released me slowly.
I was a little thrown by his actions until I saw him looking over my shoulder toward the house. I allowed my eyes to follow his and saw Evan watching us from the kitchen window. I heard Brad whisper from behind me, “I love you Kylie. Don’t forget that, because I can promise you that I won’t let him forget it.” When I turned back to look at Brad he was already walking away.
The day was a little tense after that. I could feel Evan pulling away, he was really quiet. After a late lunch in the park he dropped Emma and me off at home. He helped me carry our things in and then I walked him toward the door. Standing in the doorway with his back to me he asked, “Do you still want to be with him?”
I placed my hand onto his arm and he turned to face me. “Brad has never liked to admit defeat. He knows things are over, but he’s threatened by you, and our friendship.”
Evan bent down to kiss my cheek before whispering, “I will get you to admit that we are more than friends. I know you feel it to, the desire that pools between us. The tension that builds every time we’re together,” he kissed me right below the ear. He left his lips lingering long enough to give me chills. When he pulled away he held a sexy grin, as he let his gaze fall to my lips. On instinct I bit my lower lip between my teeth. He laughed lightly, “Good night Beautiful.”
I watched Evan walk away from me, and I fought the urge to ask him to stay. That night when I closed my eyes I saw gorgeous piercing baby blues staring back. I dreamed of sweet soft whispering in my ear and Evan’s sexy grin. I woke once again tense from the sexual fantasies that swarmed my mind from a night of endless dreams.
Sunday came and I was so anxious. I knew both Evan and Brad would be at the party, and that thought alone made my stomach flip. I just hoped that everything and everyone stayed under control.
Emma’s party started out great. I arrived to find the park decorated with a million pink balloons. There was a canopy set up and a variety of booths set up inside; a place where the kids could get their faces painted, a clown making balloon animals, games with prizes and so much more. It was like a carnival.
I found Evan on the other side of the tent talking to a few of the fathers. I invited the kids from Emma’s Daycare and I was surprised at the turnout. As I watched Evan interact with everyone, something shifted inside of me. I couldn’t believe he did all this. Emotions ran through me as I looked around. I never could have done any of this. I had planned the basic party, cake, ice Cream, and a few little generic games; this was all Evan.
“You need to kiss that man, this is amazing.” Sarah whispered from next to me as she looked around. I smiled, and started walking toward Evan leaving Emma with Katie. He saw me approaching and he smiled in return.
“Excuse me gentleman, can I borrow him for just a minute?” I interlocked my fingers with Evan’s and I pulled him through the back exit of the tent.
“You’re not mad about all this, are you?” Once we were clear of anyone’s view I faced him. Still holding his hand in mine and began playing with his fingers. “Kylie what is it?”
I looked up into his gorgeous blue eyes and I smiled. “Sarah thinks that I owe you kiss for all this,” I paused to watch his lips tilt into a small semblance of a grin.
“Does she now? I knew I liked her.”
I licked my lips, “I can’t say that she’s wrong. I think I should kiss you, but then I wonder if our friendship will be affected.”
He was watching me closely. He placed his hand around the back of my neck and pulled me closer. Licking his lips, “I think a kiss would be the best ‘Thank you’.” His lips danced over mine so closely I could feel his breath.
“Friends huh, it looks like a little more than that to me.” I was startled by Brad’s voice once again. He approached us from the back of the tent and was now watching Evan and me.
Evan slowly released his hold on me whispering, “Perfect timing.”
I took a step toward the tent, “Evan arranged for all of this as a surprise for Emma. I was just thanking him.”
Brad laughed, “Oh well hell, I brought a gift, maybe I can get some thanks to. I’d like mine in the backseat of my car though. You like the backseat don’t you Kylie?” I felt Evan attempt to step around me, and I blocked him with my outstretch arm.
“Enough Brad, this is Emma’s party. Leave the aggression at home.”
We made our way back inside the tent. The tension between Evan and Brad was obvious to anyone with eyes. Evan was watching me but staying at a safe distance. Brad was making every attempt to appear like we were a couple. I was beginning to wonder if he was here for me or for Emma.
“Wow, Evan looks pissed off. Brad on the other hand seems to be eating it up.” Sarah picked up on the tension.
“I know Brad caught me thanking him, or almost thanking him, behind the tent.”
She wrinkled up her nose, “Ouch!” I just nodded my head as my eyes connected with Evan. I got the feeling he felt out of place.
“I need two seconds with him, just two. Will you help me out?”
Sarah just smiled in return, “You got it babe.”
She turned to occupy Brad as I snuck away. Evan watched me approach him without changing his expression. I wanted him here and I needed him to know that. Once I was in front of him I didn’t wait for words. I reached up placing a hand on each of his cheeks. I pulled him down to me and brought our lips together. It was brief, but I felt him relax. Pulling back I whispered, “Thank you for all of this.”
He smiled as he held my waist, “You’re welcome, and Emma deserves it all.” Evan grazed his lips across mine and placed one last simple but effective kiss before pulling back.
When I turned I found Brad watching from across the room. I hoped that I didn’t just cause a fight.
The rest of the party went smoothly with the exception of the silent pissing contest between Evan and Brad. I picked up on it, but I was hoping no one else noticed. I was going to have to lay it out for Brad. He couldn’t bully me into feeling guilty. He had no say so in my personal life anymore.
Brad didn’t stick around long after he made a point to hug me tightly from behind. Before letting go he whispered loud enough for Evan to hear him. “I love you Kylie and that will never change.”
I didn’t turn to look at Evan I didn’t want to see his face after that announcement. I knew Brad and he was just trying to twist an imaginary knife into Evan’s stomach. I blew out a slow breath and continued to interact with the guests.
~Nineteen~
(Kylie)
Evan helped me get everything in the car and home after Emma’s party. I invited him for dinner, and he stopped to get a bottle of wine on the way. Dinner turned out nice and I left him waiting in the living room, so I could get Emma ready for bed. I was just tucking her in when I hea
rd him enter the room, “Do you mind if I tell Emma good night?” He was really being so sweet. I nodded my head and he approached her bed, lowering himself to the side. He placed a kiss to her palm and whispered just before her eyes drifted shut, “Sweet dreams birthday angel.”
I watched him brush the side of her face with his knuckles. He continued to kneel beside her bed watching her sleep. Emma never had her daddy around to tuck her in. Evan sat here showing affection toward a child that was another man’s, and it caused me to question my choices. What in the hell was I waiting for? Why was I keeping him at arms-length, when I should be holding him as close as possible? When he looked up and found me watching him he smiled, “Are you okay Beautiful?”
Even though I stated we could be friends, he has never once stopped being affectionate toward me. His words have continued to be nothing but sweet. I didn’t try to stop myself as I leaned toward him, and brought my lips to his. Once they meshed together, he ran his hand up into my hair and pulled me closer.
The moment I felt his tongue graze my lip, I knew I was a complete goner. I wanted him so badly and I was done fighting it. I stood and pulled him with me, as I backed out of the room. I pulled Emma’s door closed and turned to face him. Evan watched my eyes trying to read them. I reached out to fist his shirt and pulled him into me.
His forehead resting onto mine, “Are you sure you want this baby? I need to know, because once I kiss you again, I know I won’t be able to stop. I’ve waited, for what fells like forever, to touch you.”
Smiling up at him, I laced my fingers through his hair and pulled his lips to mine. I heard him moan against my lips. We instantly became two people that had finally stopped denying ourselves something we both wanted so desperately. He gripped the back of my thighs and lifted me from the floor, bringing my legs to rest on his hips. I wrapped then around his waist, securing my body against his. He slowly backed me to the wall. Pressing me against it, he pushed his groin into me, making the fact that he was extremely turned on completely obvious.
I moaned against his lips, and our passionate kisses continued. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him tightly to me. He still held my hips in his hands, while slowly making his way to my bedroom. Once we reached the bed he lowered me down, bringing himself over me. My legs were still wrapped tightly around him.
Feeling him grind against my center was driving me wild with need. I pulled his shirt over his head and ran my hands over his chest. Evan pulled away long enough to remove both my shirt and bra, before lowering himself back onto me.
Feeling his hands brush my sides sent chills through me. He began kneading my breasts in his hands, pinching my nipples between his fingertips. I needed to feel all of him…and now. I unbuttoned his jeans and reached into his boxers. Wrapping my hand firmly around his hardness, I began stroking him. “Wow, baby I’ve thought about this so many times. If I’m not inside of you soon, I’m scared I may ruin this moment.”
That sounded good to me because it was exactly what I wanted. We’d have plenty of time later for all the other stuff. I just needed him inside of me. We both quickly removed our remaining clothes, and once he had the condom on, he rested himself between my thighs. He looked into my eyes with his gorgeous baby blues. “Are you sure you’re ready to cash that V-card back in!”
I pushed against his chest and smiled, “You better hurry or I might change my mind.” He let his sexy grin spread across his lips, as he slowly slid inside of me. He reached the point where he could go no further and I moaned, tilting my neck up. After he let out a strained deep groan, he looked into my eyes deeply.
“Remember, now that I’m here, you have to keep me until you are completely satisfied. I have every intention of satisfying you, over and over again baby.” I let my eyes fall shut as he began to move his hips. “Open your eyes beautiful. I want to watch you. I want to see you when you come.” He lowered his lips to mine, kissing me while continuing to thrush his hips. His rhythm was perfect, and the rotation of his hips stroking my center was mind-blowing. I felt the heat pooling within me. I was fighting to keep my eyes open, but once our eyes locked, I couldn’t look away.
The pleasured look on his face was so erotic. It made me want to keep this moment etched in my memory forever. “Baby you feel so amazing. Being inside of you is better than I had ever imagined,” Evan whispered against my lips. He traced his tongue along mine. I arched my back, just before the most intense orgasm I’d ever experienced overtook me. I called out his name as he watched me quiver beneath him.
I squeezed my eyes shut, and tried to slow down my breathing. When I opened my eyes again he was still watching me. He bit his tongue between his teeth to control a hiss that escaped him. “Watching you come has to be one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen.”
Evan kissed me again. He slowly brought his lips to my ear, “Baby now that I’ve had you, there is no way I’ll ever be able to go without you. You’re mine Kylie, just mine.” His hips began to pump faster and harder. He stroked my core causing the familiar heat to build once again. I wanted my release so intensely my hips rose up to meet his every thrust. I was so close, and I knew he was right there with me. Evan’s breathing was drawn out and strained, “Oh yeah Kylie, that’s it. Damn you feel so good baby…come for me. Let go!”
And I did, as we both reach our release together. I loved hearing Evan say my name as his body trembled against mine. I was an idiot to believe I could ever just be friends with him. I wanted him right where I had him, and there was absolutely no way in hell I was letting go now. He slid out of me slowly and gently.
After removing the condom, he found his spot behind me. He curled his body to mine and pulled me close. I heard him whisper into my ear, “So did that feel better than double clicking your own mouse?” I could feel the smile spread across his lips.
I buried my face into my hands with embarrassment, “God, I hate that you heard that conversation.”
He lightly chuckled, “Oh not me…that was definitely one I’m glad I overheard, but just promise me one thing.” After he paused for a second he continued. “Promise me, that if the moment ever strikes you and you feel the need to click, you’ll call me so I can do it for you. I want to claim all your pleasure.”
Oh yum…I wanted him to give me all my pleasure to. “I promise…now stop teasing me.” He placed a kiss on my neck and we drifted off to sleep in each other arms.
~Twenty~
(Kylie)
Waking up in an empty bed was not what I expected. I looked around the room but Evan’s clothes were gone. Crawling out of bed, I made my way down the hall. I found Emma playing in her bed with her new doll. “Hey there princess, are you hungry?” I reached for her and lifted her cuddling her closely. Entering the kitchen, I found a note on the counter.
Sorry Beautiful I had an early meeting and I
didn’t want to wake you.
I’ll call you later,
Evan
I couldn’t help the feeling of disappointment that rushed through me. Our first night together and I woke up alone. I pushed the feeling to the back of my mind, and made Emma breakfast. My shift started at the Café in an hour, and I needed to get ready.
I quickly sent a text to Evan.
I have to work until 3 today. Call me later, I missed you this morning.
When I got out of the shower I had a response waiting.
Busy day ahead of me, call u later.
He seemed very short so I knew he had to be extremely busy. I quickly got dressed and went into the Café after dropping off Emma at day care. Monday mornings were always busy. I had barely had anytime to pay attention to anyone entering or leaving the restaurant. I felt as if I barely had time to breathe. With my head down attempting to find an empty page in my notepad, I approached a table in the corner. I heard a familiar laugh causing me to look up quickly. I stopped mid step and stumbled slightly when I found Evan and the blonde from his office building in the booth in front of me. The same blond
e he was with the day I went to him to explain everything. They were both dressed in business attire. I put on a happy face even though the jealousy I felt was overwhelming.
“Hello,” I said as I stopped at the end of their table. The blonde woman looked up from her phone, “Hi, I’ll have coffee please.” I held a straight face as I waited for Evan to speak.
He just smiled, “Good morning, Kylie this Alexis.” The blonde woman looked from Evan to me and then back to Evan again.
Her eyebrows scrunched together in confusing scowl. “Um, hello,” Alexis looked at me as if I had a third eye.
I felt really uncomfortable all of a sudden and didn’t like the way she was watching me. I brought my eyes back to Evan’s, “How was your early meeting?” I think he sensed my mood.
He grinned, “It went well thank you. How was your morning?”
Without smiling I calmly stated, “To be completely honest it was extremely disappointing.” He watched me closely for a smile that I never gave. He fought a grin as he continued to look at me.
After a silent moment, I heard someone clear their throat. I turned to Alexis as she stared at me with the same disgusted look. “Can I get that coffee now, Kylie?”
I smiled as politely as I could but it was completely forced. “I’m not your waitress, but I’ll let her know you’re ready to order.” I turned and walked away.
Seeing Evan with her made me furious. I hated how she looked at me like I was so beneath them. Who the hell was she anyway? A coworker, ex-girlfriend…what? I tried to refrain from looking their way as much as possible. I approached the bar and was about to make my rounds with the coffee, when I was startled by a familiar scent and a hand grip my hip. I didn’t turn towards him. He leaned in closely bringing his lips just inches from my ear, “Are you mad at me for leaving without saying goodbye?”