Who Do You Love?: Trapped in Love with a Thug

by Tatyana Jhane'

  I hated to leave my baby at a time like this, but I am doing whatever it takes to make sure that our family is safe by all means. Tae wanted us to meet him in Chicago because he was on parole and he couldn’t leave the state for a few more months. What kind of kingpin actually goes to jail? is all I could think. I wasn’t worried because I always had people watching my back and I know people everywhere, so if this Tae nigga thinks that he gonna play me, he got a few bullets with his name on it.

  “Man, I hope this is what we need because real shit, I’m tired of this fuck nigga trying to ruin our lives over a female. Like nigga, let bygones be bygones and move the fuck on,” Brandon said. I know that he was worried about Mo. He didn’t know the news yet so I felt like this was the right time to tell him.

  Buzz Buzzzz

  My phone vibrated signaling a text. Only a select few people had this number so I wondered who it could be. Tanesha always called me because she wanted to hear everything that was going on in the background. She tried to act like she just wants to hear my voice but I know that wasn’t the reason. It’s cool though, I like her to be jealous; at least she wasn’t crazy. I looked at my phone to see who it was.

  Baby! I’m 7 months pregnant and it’s a boy!

  I’m having a baby boy? A nigga was too excited; I always wanted my first child to be a boy. I was so ready for him and it’s a good thing that I knew I wasn’t going to have to wait that much longer. Damn, she must’ve gotten pregnant the first time we did it. I knew that she was pregnant though, I could tell the signs. I wanted to see the look on Brandon’s face when I told him; my nigga was going to be so shocked.

  “What’s over there making you smile, nigga?” Brandon asked me.

  “Man, you don’t even have a clue my nigga. T is 7 months pregnant and we just now finding out. I heard about men having their girls’ symptoms sometimes, but I didn’t believe that shit. I had been more tired than usual and had been throwing up and shit for what felt like no reason, so I googled that shit which made me make her take a test, and it came back positive. Her and Mo went to the doctor today and they told her,” I said smiling.

  “How the hell y’all go 7 damn months without noticing that?” he said, then it looked like he thought about something else. “Wait, nigga, y’all barely been together 7 months. You don’t think it might be that pussy nigga, DeShon’s?”

  I instantly got pissed off when he said that. Why the fuck would that nigga even think to let those words come out of his mouth. I know deep down in my heart that this is my baby.

  “Nigga, hell no that ain’t his bitch ass baby growing inside my bitch! I just said that I was having the symptoms too, nigga,” I told him. I didn’t mean to come at him like that but that shit had me hot to even think of it.

  “Here go that nigga now,” Brandon said and I was glad because that could get my mind off the baby thing. T and I were going to have a conversation about this when I got back though.

  “Wassup my nigga?” I said and extended my hand to Tae, and he dapped me and Brandon up then we got down to business.

  “Aight, so there is this weak ass nigga named DeShon that came out here from Dallas tryna take my city over, and I ain’t having that. He saying that he’s the middle man and that he gets all y’all shit to y’all. He named you two in particular since y’all run the Dirty D. He said I can have all his supply for 10 million and to have y’all followed and killed. We had y’all followed and even tried to rob y’all niggas. I realized then that y’all were some real niggas. Y’all killed a few good men and I thought to myself I hadn’t heard from this pussy nigga since I robbed y’all and gave him 10 million. I did my research and I found out this pussy nigga beefing with y’all over a bitch. So I wanna team up with y’all and get my money back and kill that pussy,” he said. I swear I was about to black out. I was seeing red at the moment.

  This nigga was the one following Brandon and this nigga calling my fiancée a bitch? I see we may have a fucking problem.

  Chapter 15

  Tae

  As I was telling this nigga the story of what went down between me and DeShon, he was over there looking like he had a problem or some shit. I need to know if he had a problem or not because we can go right now; it’s nothing to a nigga like me, for real. I’m tryna help this nigga out and he looking like he got beef with me. Okay, we gone see.

  I interrupted my story to speak. “Aye bruh, you got a problem or something?” I asked him getting tired of the little looks he was giving me.

  “Nah I don’t have a problem right now because I’m assuming that you don’t know that the woman you keep referring to as a bitch is my fiancée, nigga,” he said, and I was shocked as hell to know that.

  “My bad, bruh. I didn’t know. So you the other nigga in this beef?” I asked.

  “Man, it ain’t even like that. I swooped in and took her from his ass and he shot her and I shot his ass. Now he been fucking with my businesses and that’s where my beef comes in. Why beef about something that’s already yours?” he said. I was about to respond but he continued talking.

  “Now, I do have a problem sitting in this bitch with you right now knowing you the nigga that tried to rob me. I’ma let that shit slide this once though since you coming through for us.”

  “I feel you Ace, but it was all a misunderstanding. You killed my men though so we’re even,” I said back to him. I was glad that we could be men about the situation at hand.

  We made up a plan that I would go to Houston where the little bitch is hiding out at to see him about my money, then at that time, we would run up on him and kill everything in sight.

  “Man, this shit better work because we got a baby on the way and I don’t need any bullshit going on,” Ace said.

  “I think that before we go out there we should have some of our soldier’s stake out the place and let us know what we are working with, in terms of security and shit like that. We have this guy name Marquis who is like all tech savvy and shit, and he can disarm the security system and more,” Brandon said.

  “Damn, y’all niggas doing the thang I see,” I said to them and we laughed. I was going to stay at Ace and Tanesha’s house during our stay down there before we go to Houston. I am ready to meet the woman that caused all this drama. I wanna see what she looks like for myself because this Tanesha sounds real familiar.

  Mo

  I can’t believe that T is pregnant! I just pray that it is Ace’s baby because that’s some shit that I don’t want to be a part of, for real. Those niggas are crazy and that’s a blood bath waiting to happen.

  “I already know what I am going to name my baby boy though,” Tanesha said smiling. I’m not surprised if she does know because this bitch has been planning her kids name since we were in the sixth grade. I laughed out loud at the thought.

  I smiled and said, “Okay, what’s baby boy’s name?”

  “Kaleb Christian Peters,” she said. I loved the name, it was everything.

  “Bitch, you may have to have another last name if it’s not his,” I said to her and her smile instantly dropped.

  “I feel like it’s our baby though, Moniece. I just know it is and I am going to speak that shit into existence if it’s not. Do you think that he will leave me if our child turns out to be DeShon’s?” she said. I felt so bad for my friend because she really looked so sad by this and it’s not her fault. She didn’t ask to be pregnant so if it’s not Ace’s baby, he better deal with that shit!

  “Everything is going to work out for the best T, don’t even worry about it,” I told her as we pulled up back to her house.

  We both got out and I started to walk to my car. When she noticed that I wasn’t following her, she turned around and gave me this crazy ass look like I couldn’t leave. If looks could kill, I would be dead for sure at this rate.

  “Uhhh bitch, where do you think that you are going?” she asked me with all the attitude in the world. I swear she hates when I leave her, and I am the oldest out of us so it should
be the other way around.

  “Can a bitch go home?” I asked her. I needed to go home and get ready for my man’s arrival because he did tell me that they were on their way home. I was excited and I wanted to get some dick so I had to go and get ready.

  T rolled her eyes so hard I thought that they were going to pop out of her head. “Uh huh bitch, you not slick. I know that you just trying to rush home so you can get some dick. Yeah, I got the message too!” she said and smiled at me, while making a circle with one hand and sticking her finger in the circle with her other hand.

  I burst out laughing at the sight. “Bitch, you childish!” I said to her and flicked her off before I got in my car and sped off to my house with Brandon. I couldn’t wait to see my baby. I am going to rock his world tonight! The way I’m feeling I may turn out to be the next one pregnant.

  Before I could get into my car good, Ace’s car pulled up. There was someone in the passenger seat but it wasn’t my baby Brandon because I just got a text from him saying that he just made it home and was wondering where I was at. I looked up and saw Tanesha looking too. When the person in the passenger seat came out, Tanesha and I both stared at each other not believing the sight that we saw.

  Shit was about to become real crazy real fast.

  Chapter 16

  Brandon

  When I got home, I was shocked to see Mo not there. When I go away, she is usually at home waiting on me to get there. I figured that she was still with Tanesha especially since we just found out that she was 7 months pregnant.

  That shit was crazy to me. Like how the fuck do you go 7 whole months without knowing that you are pregnant? I mean, she did look like she had been gaining weight, but it wasn’t anything that was too noticeable so I guess I can see how she didn’t know.

  I’m ready to put a baby up in Mo, that’s for sure, so she needs to bring her ass home so that we can make it happen. I pulled out my phone to call her so that she could understand how bad I needed her to be here.

  “Hey daddy,” she answered seductively. I swear just hearing her voice got my dick rock hard.

  “Baby, get your ass home right fucking now and come handle this shit for daddy,” I said to her. I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed to be inside of her like yesterday.

  Click!

  “The fuck?” I said aloud. Mo just straight hung up on my ass. As soon as I started to call her back, I heard the front door open and I raced to see my baby standing there peeling off her clothes so damn fast. All I had on was my boxers so I did the same, and she jumped in my arms and I started tonguing my baby down so hard. We weren’t making love tonight, that’s for damn sure. I was about to fuck the shit out of her sexy ass.

  My dick was so hard I know it was poking her in the stomach, so I picked her up and just slid my shit in there. She was so wet.

  “Fuck, Brandon!” she yelled my name as I kept pounding my shit in her.

  “You love daddy dick?” I asked her while turning her on all fours. I had to get that shit from the back.

  “Fuck! Yes, I love daddy dick, baby,” she responded, and that was all she wrote. I pounded into her so hard all you heard was our skin slapping against each other and our moaning.

  “Baby, I’m cumming!” she yelled, so I let go with her and I’m pretty sure that she was about to pop up pregnant.

  We laid there on the floor butt ass naked for a minute, before I picked her up and ran us a bath. I would always cater to my baby because she truly meant the world to me. I loved her ass so much it was crazy.

  I had to talk to her because something wasn’t sitting right with me and I needed her input. She always gave me a level head about things and that’s what I needed right now. Once we both got in the tub, I had her back laying on my chest in between my legs I had to make sure that she was comfortable.

  “Is everything okay baby?” She turned to me and asked me. I guess she felt like something was up. That’s why I loved this woman because she could read me like a book and know everything that I was feeling.

  “Okay, so when we went to meet up with this guy named Tae he was telling us everything about what DeShon had been up to. He also told me that he was the one that had been following me and Ace and that he was the one who sent niggas to rob us,” I started off by saying, and I could tell that she was in shock by what I was saying but it was a different kind of shock. It was kind of like she was disappointed that he would do something like that.

  I thought that was pretty weird. It was almost like she knew the nigga or something, but I knew that wasn’t possible because she obviously doesn’t live in Chicago, so I continued.

  “He told us that basically DeShon ripped him off of 10 million so he wants to work with us to get this nigga back, but to be honest, something just does not feel right about this,” I told her. I honestly felt like we were being set up in a way. That is what my gut was telling me but he sounded so genuine. I was so confused.

  I noticed that Mo didn’t say anything so I turned her to where she was facing me and I noticed that she was crying. I was confused as fuck as to why she was crying. I didn’t think that I said anything to make her cry. Maybe she did know the nigga.

  “What’s wrong, baby?” I asked her.

  “That’s him, that’s Michael,” she said. Okay, now I was really confused.

  “No that’s not, baby; his name is Tae,” I said. All I know is that if this motherfucker was lying to me, he had another thing coming and that’s for sure.

  “I guess he is going by his middle name but no, that’s Michael.” I quickly got out the tub. I was mad as fuck and this nigga had some explaining to do. When will these niggas learn to stop fucking with me and mine? I will go to war for Mo’s ass.

  “Baby, I think that T is going to say something because she knew that was him too. I know that Ace had something to say when he saw the way that she was looking at him. Please just stay here with me tonight, daddy. I missed you while you were gone.” I just stared at her. I was unsure of what to do because I was pissed and wanted to handle this myself.

  “Baby, please. I will Tell T to not tell Ace just yet. If she already did I know that she will tell him to just let you handle it. Please babe.” I couldn’t say no to her no matter how hard I tried, so I picked her up out the tub and dried her off, then I laid in the bed and pulled her back close to me.

  “I will not let that nigga hurt you, babe. I will always protect you, no matter what. If he tries anything with you, I will put a bullet in his head so fast he won’t see what hit him,” I told her, and I meant that shit one-hundred percent.

  Tanesha

  I couldn’t believe what the fuck I was staring at right now! How dare this nigga bring his ass to my muthafuckin’ house after how he did my best friend! He got life all the way fucked up right now. I gave him the meanest look ever; just know that if looks could kill he would be dead right where he stood.

  Ace looked at me and smiled, and I returned the smile and took my ass into our bedroom because I knew that he would follow me there and I could go the fuck off on his ass. By Ace bringing Michael here, he was really disrespecting Mo and I don’t play that shit no matter who you are, so we have to have a conversation now.

  Just as I thought, Ace came waltzing his ass in the door all happy go lucky and shit. I couldn’t even be mad at him for real, but I had to let him know.

  “Babe, we need to talk,” I said and he looked at me with worry on his face.

  “What’s wrong?”

  “Why the fuck do you have that bitch ass motherfucker in my muthafuckin’ house!” I yelled. Yup, I was mad again just thinking about it. He gave me a look like he didn’t know what the fuck I was talking about, so I decided to fill his ass right the fuck in.

  “That nigga is the one who broke Mo’s heart! He did her so fucking dirty and we don’t fuck with him. So because we don’t fuck with him, you don’t fuck with him, now get his ass the fuck out of my goddamn house, Marcus!” I know that at this point he knew just how piss
ed off I was. I only call him by his government when I am mad as fuck.

  “Damn bae, I didn’t know! I can’t just kick him out right now though because he’s the missing link to finding and killing DeShon. Also, you need to chill the fuck out before you stress my damn child out—I know that!” he replied. Just then I got a text message on my phone and I had a feeling that I knew who it was from.

  T, don’t tell Ace yet. Brandon wants to handle it.

  Sorry girl, I just told him but I will tell him what you said.

  Okay T, see you tomorrow. I love you and my nephew!

  We love you too. Don’t worry everything will be fine.

  “Earth to T! Hellooooo?” Ace said as I finally looked back up from my phone.

  “Sorry bae, that was Mo. She says not to do or say anything about it and that Brandon wants to be the one to handle everything,” I told him and he agreed because technically, it was his problem to deal with.

  We laid down in the bed for the night and I had a lot of heavy shit on my mind. Ace and I were in sync with one another and could always tell when something was not right, so I knew that it was only a matter of time before he asked. He pulled me closer to him and held me so tight as if this would be the last time that we both would be together.

  “You wanna talk about it, baby?” he asked. I knew I had to tell him and it was now or never. I mean technically, he couldn’t be mad because of how we got together, so I just have to spill it and take whatever life throws at me with this one.

  “Babe, when Mo and I went to the doctor today, he told me that I was 7 months pregnant, and you know that puts us back to the beginning of our relationship which means that I got pregnant the first time we had sex or…” I couldn’t finish before the tears started coming out.