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by Helen Hollick

  Had he moved without realising? Why was he among men again? Why were they passing him? Running – oh, God’s curse! That breach could not have been made, they were being repelled, were falling back! He stood, arms lifted, shouting. What could he do, one man standing among so many? Then he heard the cry that was rippling from tongue to tongue:

  ‘ Mort! Le duc est mort!’

  ‘Où est le duc?’

  Mon Dieu! Non! They were panicking. They thought him dead!

  William swung his head, ignoring the dizziness that threatened to come upon him again, searched frantically for an unridden horse, saw Eustace de Boulogne astride his grey, beating at the FrancoFlemish right wing, trying to turn them back. The Duke ran to him, at a shuffling, hobbling pace, bellowing for him to dismount.

  ‘Votre cheval! Vite! Vite!’

  De Boulogne was off, one hand clasping the rein of the maddened beast, the other boosting William into the saddle. The Duke nodded his gratitude and spurred the animal along behind the line. Suddenly he realised the men could not recognise him now that he was not mounted on the black. He yanked at his helmet, exposing his face to full view. Cried out over and over, ‘Regardez! C’est moi! It is I, it is I! Je vis I live.’

  For almost three hours the struggle had continued. The English line swayed and rippled – the occasional breach being sealed instantly – but it held. Only a few from the left wing, again the lesser men of the fyrd, had broken in the same way their comrades had earlier in the day. De Boulogne’s men, rallying after they heard Duke William lived, had slaughtered each one of them, but it was not sufficient. Nothing was going to move King Harold’s housecarls from the top of that ridge of Sendlach Hill.

  William’s second assault was crumbling into disarray. He had no choice; his men were exhausted; too many horses were down riderless; swords were broken or blunted, spears all used. If he did not take the decision to withdraw and regroup, then they would surely break and there would be no holding them this time.

  Respite was welcomed by everyone except the Duke. It seemed hopeless. A quarter of his men killed, as many horses slain or made useless. How many more men were slipping away unseen? His soldiers sat where they fell on the far side of the morass that had, at first light, been nothing more than a calm brook. Too tired, almost, to drink from wineskins, eat the food that was passed around. Only the commanders were active, for William had called his captains to gather at his standard. One last try at it. Once more only and they had to use it to their best advantage. Looking out over the men, some weeping, others numb to feelings, all of them nursing sword or wound, William de Warenne, who had once asked his duke about England, wondered how they were going to get them up on their feet again. How they were going to make them go back up that foul and stinking slope that led direct to the devil’s hell.

  23

  Sendlach – The Shield Wall Morale was running high among the English; twice, now, had they beaten off the Norman whoresons; their casualties – even counting those fool men of the fyrd who had not heeded the King’s orders – amounting to less than half the Norman dead strewn over the battlefield. Aye, the line had dwindled to only two or three men deep in places, but shortened, gathered in towards the centre, they ought to be able to withstand a third assault.

  Food and drink were passed from man to man, those women who had come – wives, mostly, who had no childer to care for – issuing flat-baked barley cakes, wheaten bread and recent-picked sweet and juicy apples. It was from the women, too, and the priests, that the wounded sought aid, hobbling, being carried or supported to the safety of the baggage line. Not that there was much that could be done for many of them, beyond the comfort of a clasped hand or a pretty smile and the offering of prayers.

  Harold threaded his way to the front of the wall, clasping men by the hand, gripping their shoulders as he passed, praising, encouraging or sympathising with those who sported minor wounds.

  Pointing to a bloodied rent in one man’s byrnie, he exclaimed, ‘Godfin! Is that a wound to your side?’

  ‘Nay, my Lord, ’tis nothing serious. An arrow poke to me belly. Could ’ave been worse ’ad it been lower. Might have nipped me in the family tool department, eh!’

  Godfin offered a skin of ale to his king, with a laugh and nod of appreciation. Harold accepted, lifted the pig’s bladder to his mouth and drank a mouthful. It was strong-brewed ale, stuff for men.

  ‘By the Christ,’ Harold jested, wiping his lips and handing it on to another man, ‘we ought give some of this to those bastards down there – it’s strong enough to blow their balls off!’

  It was easier to laugh and joke, for the terrible carnage at the front of the line would be too sickening if there were not something to balance its horror. The stench was appalling. A horse wandered, broken reins trailing, lamed in the foreleg by an axe stroke that had gouged part of his lower shoulder away; another stood, head lowered, bewildered that he could no longer see, for a sword had slashed across his face; a third struggled to rise, not understanding that he no longer had a hind leg . . . Not four yards from the shield line, a man lay, moaning, calling piteously for water, his stomach and entrails exposed, black blood oozing. Already the ravens were circling the field. One, more brazen than its companions, landed a few feet from the dying man, hopped closer, its beak preparing to pick at the exposed flesh. They went for the eyes, these nauseating scavengers. The soft flesh of the eyes, not caring whether a man or beast still lived . . . Thrusting aside two of the men who stood in the front rank, Harold pushed his way through to the open hillside, his dagger in his hand. A ruffle of unease spread through the men as he stepped out of their protected shielding, but he ignored it. He waved his hand menacingly, chasing the obnoxious bird away, bent and touched the man’s shoulder. A Norman, a young lad, no older than his second son, Edmund.

  ‘Give me water, my Lord!’ he croaked in French, and Harold answered him in his own tongue.

  ‘There’ll be water in plenty awaiting you, son.’ With his dagger, he slashed neat and quick across the boy’s throat. Aye, he was a Norman, but no one deserved to die that way. Except perhaps William himself . . . No – Harold, shouldering his men aside, returned behind the lines, dismissing the thought from his mind – no, not even Duke William, for if he thought that, then he was no better than him. Uncaring, unfeeling. Ordering this day of death, causing this mighty pain and suffering for no reason except his own wanting of something that could not, by any lawful right, be his. No, Harold was not like that.

  ‘See to those beasts,’ he ordered. ‘End their torment.’ He made his way back, all the while exchanging cheerful banter. All the while driving and driving away the thought that hammered and screamed in his mind: My brothers are dead. Both my beloved brothers, both are dead! Gyrth, killed by a spear through his throat. Leofwine, a Norman sword slicing through his stomach as he had raised his axe to strike. Both Harold’s brothers slain and left among the dead, for during those hours of furious fighting there had been no opportunity to help with the wounded or to remove the corpses. Harold halted as he cleared the straggle of ranked men. Looked over his shoulder, along the lines. Men standing, sitting, lying. Leaning on spears, eating, resting, drinking. Hurting, wounded. Nigh on exhausted. Was it worth it? This death, this carnage?

  Ah, no! No crown was worth this dreadful taking of life – but then, no crown ought to be surrendered without it, especially not to a man who could so casually cause it all.

  ‘They will come again,’ Harold said to those who could hear, knowing his words would be repeated along the line of sprawled men. ‘A last time, William will try for us again. It will be worse. I can guarantee.’ He forced an encouraging smile, raised his fist in a gesture of victorious defiance. Shouted, ‘But then for them, we shall make it worse still!’

  They answered him with cheers.

  ‘The day goes well for us, my friends, my heroes!’ he called as he walked back down behind the line, heading for the baggage and the wounded. He had to keep up th
e talk. Show he had energy yet to spend, that he had no doubts. That his confidence and pride were unsullied. How good an actor, then, must a king be!

  ‘I am proud of you! Take your rest while you may, my brothers – though we are not as tired or exhausted as they, the poor fools that they are, tramping up and down that damned hill all day. I almost feel sorry for the bite of the blisters to their heels!’ The men laughed, appreciating his humour, as he knew they would A few clattered their swords on to their shields, others hefting their axes and spears in salute. Not one man in those ranked lines of the shield wall atop that ridge wondered what in the name of hell he was doing there – why he was taking part in such a God-awful, bloody day. There was no need to question, for they knew, each and every one of them, fyrdman or housecarl, nobleman or freeborn farmer. They were there for their King. For Harold.

  Quietly, in an aside to one of his most trusted captains, Harold said, ‘Fetch me as soon as there is movement from down there. I go to see my mother.’

  Removing his helmet he glanced again briefly at his loyal, brave army. Aye, they were all tired, but the battle lust was thundering through their veins and they were good for a while yet. By God’s mercy and the vows that he had made on that day of his anointing, but he was proud of them!

  It was quieter back among the shade of the woodland trees; darker, too, for the sky was clouding over, the warmth of the day fading, the promise of rain in the air. Too late for their benefit, though. It would fall, perhaps, during the night or on the morrow. Had it rained this day . . . ah, but it was no use thinking of the ifs and buts. It was what it was, would be what it would be. Harold ducked under a low branch, came out into a clearing. At least the rain would wash away the blood. Would set this hill clean again.

  A few tents had been pitched, fires lit. Cauldrons of water steamed, dangling suspended from tripods. Within one or two a thin gruel was bubbling. The wounded were laid in rows, some covered by blankets or cloaks, most as they had come from the battlefield, sweat-grimed and bloodied.

  Beneath an oak, away to the left, a woman was kneeling beside a white-haired, elderly man. She looked up, saw Harold making his way towards her, attempted a wan smile as she brushed stray hair from her eyes, leaving a smear of blood across her forehead. Her veil was askew, her gown stained and sodden in places near the hem.

  He took a while to reach her, for he stopped at nigh on every man, to pass a word of comfort or praise. Beside one or two he squatted down, laid a hand on chest or head or arm. There was nothing he could do to ease the pain, to stop the march of death, but a personal word from the King, their beloved lord, was all they asked. They were content, after Harold had passed by, to go to God.

  ‘Where is my mother?’ he asked Edyth as he hunkered down on the other side of the man she was tending. A broken spear shaft poked from his chest, his breath coming in bubbled gasps as the lifeblood and spittle seeped from him. Harold laid his hand on his shoulder. ‘Go with God, my old friend, you have served both Him and me well this day.’

  With a cough, the old man attempted a grin. ‘I have spoken to two of the greatest kings now, my Lord. As a lad Cnut once praised me for my quick-running legs and now you. God go with you, my Lord.’ He closed his eyes. Died.

  Harold sighed, dipped his head as he lifted the unlaced byrnie over the man’s wrinkled face. Why had the old fool not stayed at home? At his age he had no need to come. None, save perhaps that of pride, which burnt so fiercely in the hearts of so many of these gloriously brave men.

  Edyth choked back tears. She dared not cry, for if she allowed just one to fall, she would not be able to stop. The weeping would come later, when there would be nothing else to do but to remember this day, these men. To remember how young many of them were; their names, their kindred. Their ending.

  ‘Countess Gytha is over yonder,’ she said, tipping her head towards the makeshift tents. ‘She watches over your brothers.’

  Harold massaged his face, his cheeks, chin, nose. Brought his hand up through the sweat streaks of his damp hair. Closed his eyes to squeeze back his own tears. ‘Three sons has she now lost in as many weeks. Wulfnoth, too, is perhaps dead – I doubt William has allowed him his life after this.’

  Edyth reached across the body of the old grandfather, touched Harold’s hand, her thoughts screaming: Let it not be four sons! Please, let it not be four! She said in a voice that belied her terror, ‘Your nephew, too. Hakon is dead. He was slain in the first hour of fighting – he was so determined to fight in the front line, to avenge those years of missed freedom.’

  ‘At least he is free now.’ Harold’s hand tightened around hers, the grip intense, desperate. Not Hakon as well, God no . . . ‘Ah, Edyth, Gyrth and Leofwine gone – so many good men gone with them.’ He lifted his eyes, stared into hers. ‘Is it justified? All this? All this spilt blood?’

  She did not answer him immediately. What could she say? She shrugged her shoulders, tried with, ‘Would you then rather let William rule England? Give these men, your men, over to the ways of Normandy, without at least a chance to fight for what is our own?’

  He let go her hand, pushed himself upright. The joint-ache in his knee was paining him, but then his whole body felt stiff and sore. He would most assuredly sleep for the month around after this day.

  ‘You are right, my willow-bud, as ever you are. I must go see my mother, and then return to the line.’ He turned to go, paused, swung back to her. Stepping around the dead, he took her to him in an embrace that was brief but more eloquent than any spoken word. He touched his lips to her forehead, spun round and walked abruptly away.

  She saw him again, some few minutes later, making his way back across the clearing, heading through the trees to the ridge. She was kneeling beside a boy who felt no pain from the neck down, his spine being severed. He had told her that he came from Wessex, from Bosham itself, that his father had been Earl Godwine’s man, that he was proud that one son should serve the other. That his four brothers were here also, somewhere.

  Harold stopped before he left the cover of the woods, glanced back at her. He raised his right hand, palm outward, fingers slightly bent. It was how he always waved farewell to her, whenever he left the manor. He would rein in his horse before the gateway, turn, raise his hand . . . when Edyth looked down, the boy had died. Perhaps it was as well he had not lingered long; he would not be alone in his journey to the other side, for all of his brothers had gone ahead, were gone before him.

  24

  Sendlach Duke William allowed five minutes under the hour to rest, and then the war horns blared for the third time. Again, he had spent the precious respite planning. For this third try, they were deployed under his own command in one single force, not three divisions. He had lost many men, more horses – knights would be fighting on foot, for the remounts were all used. Their position was desperate, the outcome uncertain, but there was no choice but to go for this one last assault. Were they to withdraw, where would they go? The English would hunt them down, finish them like game at bay. Whether they fled or fought, death waited. Better to die fighting than running like a whipped hound, to be hanged or burnt or starved . . . but then, for William, if captured, death was a certainty. That Harold might allow him and his followers their liberty did not occur to him.

  William’s survival depended on his men destroying that shield wall. Harold’s on holding it firm.

  Two things made the Duke the leader that he was: his determination to win and his ability to recognise mistakes and to change tactics. Harold had placed his army in the most appropriate formation, had chosen his ground well and had commanded with skill and precision. That fact William had conceded after his first assault had been so easily deflected. Both men were worthy generals, but only one could win. Skill no longer seemed to come into it. Luck would be playing a lead role in the outcome of this day, but William was not going to risk what was left him on the chance roll of a die. This attack would be different and, if they did not win through, then perh
aps they were deserving of death.

  Harold watched almost dispassionately as the tidal wave of men rolled forward again. The front line of cavalry and infantry were protected with high-held shields; archers were placed at the rear. Slower on this occasion, not tiring themselves, respecting the disrupted state of the ground, the slope of the hill and their own exhaustion, they trundled nearer. It would take a while for them to reach the top – could something be done to slow them more?

  ‘He is a formidable man,’ Harold admitted to his personal bodyguard. ‘And a rare one, for he uses his brain to seek solutions to a problem. Pass word that we will at last require our archers – set them to the front – but they are to be ready to step back as soon as the line is approached. The shield wall must be held!’

  The abuse hurled by the English was as searing as any barbed arrow, but words could not maim or injure, unlike the hail of missiles that was propelled downwards. Arrows first, then anything that could be thrown. Clods of turf, severed limbs, dead men’s boots. The head of a horse, even apple cores and empty ale skins. Anything, everything to deflect the attention of the Norman ranks. A man would duck his head, raise his shield arm at something that flew through the air from a waiting battle line. It might only be the harmless, shrivelled core of an apple, but then again, it could be a dagger blade . . .