“Hey, there is nothing… and I repeat… nothing wrong with you, Kelly.” I shrugged. “The heart kind of makes up its own mind sometimes. And so does the body. Take me home. Let’s just explore this some more, huh?”
As we sat there in silence I reached out and stroked my hand down her cheek. God, I wanted her so much. I somehow had the distinct feeling that nothing but Kelly could ease the ache inside of me. But I was asking a lot of her. Too much in fact. There were so many valid reasons she should say no. But I hoped beyond all hope that she didn’t.
Chapter Thirteen
Kelly
I played the whole scenario over and over in my mind. Why the hell was I even considering this? I’d studied for so long to get where I was, and I was considering doing something so reckless that I could risk everything. But I was considering it. No matter how much I fought it, my feelings for this mysterious, dangerous man were growing exponentially with my desire for him. And my inherent curiosity as to why this had all occurred needled me from deep inside my psyche.
It was completely ridiculous. I knew this and reiterated the point over and over inwardly.
I figured maybe I just needed to sleep with him once to get him out of my system. Taste the forbidden fruit, so to speak. Once would surely be possible without being caught. But then I reminded myself of what happened to Eve in the Garden of Eden after taking only one bite.
She was doomed for eternity.
And I wondered if that would be me.
So be it.
I turned to face him once again. “Maybe we just need this once? Clear our heads. Find out why we’re so intrigued by each other.” I looked to him for a response. He slipped his hand to the back of my neck and pulled me to him. His lips crushed mine and his erratic breathing told me that he was desperate for me too. Me. Why? Our tongues battled for dominance, but of course he won. Forcing me into submission as I imagined he would in every other way.
I began to throb at the apex of my thighs and I pulled away from his mouth. “Come with me.” I told him in a lust-filled whisper as I stood and began walking toward the gates of the park and then down Drumsmittal Road toward my home.
Cain
Fuck, she’s really going to go through with this. My brain was in some kind of meltdown, and it was hard to walk with the raging hard-on in my boxers. I hoped she didn’t live too far away from the goddamn park, as I didn’t think I’d make it.
Although she thought this would be a one-time thing—some way to figure out how she really felt—I knew different. I knew that once I had a taste of her sweetness, there would be no going back. I’d be addicted. If she told me that was the end of it after the first time, I wasn’t sure how I would handle it. But right then I ignored the sinking feeling in my gut and focused on getting to her place.
We walked up a road of houses that were painted white, and I followed her through a metal gate and up to the red door of a house that had two pointed-apex windows in the roof. She glanced up and down the road and then fumbled with the keys and dropped them. I picked them up from the floor and unlocked the house for her as she watched my fingers working. I wondered at that point if she was as turned on about this as I was. If she was desperate to feel my fingers on her, in her, as I was eager to feel hers on me.
Once in the small hallway, I closed and locked the door behind us. “Do you share this place with anyone?”
She shook her head no and chewed on her lip. Taking that as a cue, I shoved her against the wall and crushed my lips into hers as my hands fisted in her hair. She whimpered and clutched at me, pushing the winter jacket from my shoulders. I obliged and released her so that I could shrug the damn thing off. I needed there to be no barriers between us. She discarded her coat too, and the bundles of scrunched winter cloth lay at our feet.
I pulled the sweater from my body and dropped it to the floor with the coats as her gaze trailed up my chest and her fingernails dragged down my ink. I hissed in through my teeth as shivers travelled the length of my spine. No words were spoken but the heaviness of desire hung thickly in the air between us, palpable as an entity in its own right.
I turned my head and glanced up the stairs that ascended from the other end of the entrance hall. When I returned my focus to her, she simply nodded her head. I gripped her hand and she followed me as I walked up to the next level of the house, taking the stair two at a time. She lifted a finger and pointed to the door to the right at the top of the stairs, and I pushed it open.
Her bedroom smelled so damned familiar because it smelled of her and I took a lungful of the sexy fragrance as I stepped inside. She gazed up at me with an unreadable expression and I slipped my hand into her silky, soft hair. “Are you sure about this?”
Nodding silently again she lifted her hands and began to unbutton her silk blouse. Her hands were shaking and it was taking too long. Pulling her hands out of the way, I yanked at the fabric and buttons went flying across the room. I threw the blouse, not caring where it landed, pulled her into my chest, and took her mouth in a hot, wet, needy kiss that told her exactly what I wanted from her. My tongue slipped in and out of her mouth as she reached up and tugged at my hair.
If I wasn’t already turned on…
I pulled away and dragged the black lace bra cups down, which forced her plump, pert breasts up toward me. God, they were beautiful. I squeezed one firm mound of flesh and devoured a pink, peaked nipple, swirling my tongue over the end as she made that little whimpering sound again and her nails dug into my scalp.
“Fuck, you have the most amazing tits.” As soon as the words fell from my mouth, I realised how crass I sounded. But she didn’t seem to care as her mouth fell open and she panted, head back, eyes closed. Reaching around, I popped the button on her skirt and pushed it down past the curve of her round ass until it slipped to the floor, leaving her standing before me in matching black lace underwear. “I have to taste you. I have to,” I told her before I dropped to my knees and hooked my thumbs into her panties, pulling them down and allowing her step out of the flimsy fabric. She staggered back and leaned on the wall.
Pushing her thighs apart so she widened her stance a little, I sunk my face into the soft line of hairs covering her sex and inhaled the feminine scent of her arousal. With my hands firmly gripping her hips, I slipped my tongue into her dampness and dragged it forward. Her nectar tasted sweet and so I did it again, this time circling my tongue around the little nub, making her cry out.
Yep… I was addicted already.
I continued to do this, licking and sucking at her sensitive flesh as she dug her nails into my shoulders and I felt her shaking. I lifted one of her long, smooth, lean legs and dropped it over my shoulder as I slipped a finger inside of her. The noises emanating from her throat had me even harder and throbbing for her.
But I wanted more of this. My cock would have to wait.
Pulling away, I gazed up at her as I worked her into a frenzy with my fingers. Her eyes had glazed over and kept on drifting closed.
“Come for me, Kelly, I want to taste you as you come for me.” I returned my tongue to her clit as she exploded around me. I gazed up and watched as she revelled in the pleasure I’d given her. Her cries were the most erotic sound and the sight of her tugging at her nipples almost made me shoot my load there and then. She looked and sounded so much better than I ever imagined she would when she really let go.
Her legs began to buckle and I gripped her tighter with one hand. “It’s okay, baby, I got you, just let go.” She released her nipples and dragged her hands against the wall as if feeling for support but finding none. As I leaned in again and continued to suck at her clit, another orgasm hit and she crumpled into me.
I set her leg down and stood. Her sated and relaxed body sunk into my waiting arms and I scooped her up to carry her to the bed.
Chapter Fourteen
Kelly
He laid me back on the bed and completely removed my bra from my body this time. The sated glow that had take
n over me was beginning to subside, and I watched him as he removed his jeans and boxers, letting his impressive cock spring free. He turned to throw his remaining clothes onto the chair in the corner of my room which afforded me an opportunity to take in the sight of him naked in all his masculine, tattooed glory.
His thick erection stood ready and waiting to take me, and I was becoming a desperate aching mess for him all over again. I couldn’t remember ever being so turned on and wet with anticipation and need. He turned and glanced around the room, and as I had suspected, his back was covered in tattoos as well as his arms and chest. Some kind of crest with a winged skull, flames, and a broken halo and the words Company of Sinners in black writing covered most of his back.
He really was quite spectacular.
Dangerous looking but so incredibly sexual.
“Condoms?” The husky simplicity of that one-word question snapped me from my ogling, and I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes. His lopsided smile made my stomach flip, and it was clear that he knew I’d been gawking at him.
“Erm… top drawer… nightstand.”
He stepped over to the small chest of drawers beside my bed and pulled the handle. The view of his tight, muscular arse had me squeezing my thighs together again. I wanted to dig my nails in him, scratch him, bite him even.
Shit, stop that, Kelly! Who the hell are you right now?
He rummaged around and pulled out something with a chuckle. I heard a buzzing sound and my cheeks began to burn with embarrassment. Oh my goodness… beam me up, Scotty… I was now aware that the bright pink vibrator didn’t match him for size, and he turned to show me it with a raise of his brows and a sexy smile. “Hmm… we might have a little fun with this next time.” He grinned.
Next time? Uh-oh… I’m done for…
Once he had found what he was looking for, he turned. The muscles of his chest rippled as he moved toward me once again and his rigid cock bobbed and flinched, the head glistening and ready. I wanted to taste him there as he had tasted me, but I was too mesmerised to even speak, let alone move. He knelt on the edge of the bed, and it dipped under his weight as he began crawling up my body. He leaned and placed wet kisses along my thighs before trailing his tongue in circles along my tingling, over-sensitive skin until he reached my breasts. As he pulled one nipple into the wet heat of his mouth, I let a moan of delight fall from my lips. His fingers caressed my other nipple, tugging and squeezing, sending jolts of pleasure direct to my sex.
I was so ready for him again.
He braced himself on his elbows and pushed my thighs apart with his so that he could rest his pelvis against mine. The ridge of his cock lay against my clit, and I gasped at the sensation as my nerve endings sprang to life once more.
He sucked at my neck and fondled my breast again as he rolled his hips. He was driving me mad with pleasure, but I needed more.
“Cain…” I breathed, not really knowing what to say. The thought of voicing my desires to this… to all intents and purposes… stranger had me feeling silly, inexperienced and—as he had quite rightly pointed out—innocent. But then again, I’d let him get this far. Stupid, stupid, Kelly. You need to stop this right now. Pushing the voice of reason to the back of mind, I moaned his name again. “Cain…”
He pulled away and gazed down at me as he smoothed his hand down my body and slipped his fingers into my sex again. The scent of my arousal drifted from where he played and I clenched my muscles around his fingers, relishing the sensation of him touching me so intimately. I knew what I needed but couldn’t find the words. Keeping his eyes locked on mine, he removed his fingers from my body and ran their glistening tips along my bottom lip. Such an erotic act. I sucked his fingers into the heat of my mouth and groaned.
“What do you need, baby? How do you want me to make you come this time?” His eyes were dark and his voice a throaty growl.
“I need to feel you… I need…”
He smiled sexily. “You want to feel my cock inside of you, don’t you?” I nodded and chewed on my lip. “All you have to do is ask, baby. Just ask. Ask for what you want.”
“Cain… I… I can’t…” Overcome with some ridiculous, misplaced shyness all of a sudden, I turned my face away, not daring to meet his eyes.
“Hey, don’t ever be scared to tell me what you need. I want to make you feel good. And this is just between you and me, okay? No one else needs to know. It’s just for us, so relax.”
He pulled back and rested his arse on his thighs. I heard the ripping of a packet and turned to watch as he stretched the latex sheath down the length of his proud erection.
Why can’t I say the words out loud?
He returned his weight to my body once again and covered my mouth with his. This kiss was more tender, his lips soft and undemanding, and our tongues tangled together just like our limbs. His thick manhood rested at my entrance, waiting for my permission.
The overwhelming need to have him inside of me. To connect with him on such an intense and intimate level tugged at my insides, and I ached with desperation for him between my legs. Nothing else existed in that moment. Nothing but need and want. Desire and lust hanging between us. I was ready to beg.
Come on, Kelly, just ask.
Taking a deep breath for courage, I moved my mouth to his ear. “Make love to me, Cain. I need to feel you inside of me. Make me come again.” The words sounded wanton and alien, but they had the desired effect on him—he pulled back and thrust forward, sinking himself in to my wet, waiting core with a deep, gravelly moan.
“Awww, Kelly, you feel so good around my cock. I knew you’d feel good, but fuck… you’re so ready for me. I knew you wanted this too. And it feels… so… fucking… good. So right.”
His words had me clenching my muscles, which in turn made his pleasured groans come again. He began to move his length in and out of me at a slow, delicious pace, and my hips moved in perfect synchronisation with his, creating the friction I needed. His lips found mine again and the hand that wasn’t holding him up found my breast. I slipped my hands down the taut skin of his back and dug my nails into the firm mounds of his arse.
“Fuck, I could stay inside you all day,” he mumbled against my lips as his kiss became more urgent. And at that moment it was all I wanted too. The sensation of his thrusts against my sensitive bud was pushing me higher once again. He moved and closed his mouth around my nipple, and I ran my hands back up his body until my fingers were tugging at the shaggy strands of his hair. Oh my God, the pleasure, the tightness, his weight on me… So, so good.
“Fuck, Kelly I can’t get enough of this. I can’t get enough of you, but I can’t hold back any longer.”
I found my voice again. “Don’t hold back. Just let go… please… I need it too.”
Cain
The feel of her tight pussy clenching around my cock stirred up all kinds of desperate feelings within me. Although I couldn’t actually remember, I felt sure that I had never felt this good. How could anything ever have been this good?
I was meant to be with her.
She was mine.
When she told me to let go, I buried my face in the crook of her neck and picked up my pace. She lifted her legs and wrapped them around me, making my thrusts deeper still. The intensity of the adrenaline rushing through my body like a drug had me clenching my jaw and trying to hold off for as long as I could.
I didn’t want it to end.
I pulled away and fixed my gaze on hers as she clung to me, gasping and moaning. The look of sheer bliss in her eyes pulled at my heart, and raw emotion flooded me. My God, what she did to me. I was struggling to hold back, and when she cried out and clenched hard around me I let go, joining her in a mind-melting orgasm that ripped through my nerves like electricity. My cock throbbed inside of her as I emptied myself and slowed my thrusts, drawing out the pleasure for as long as I possibly could.
I lay there for a long while, covering her body with my own and stroking my fingers across her silky skin
. I listened to her breathing and felt her heart beating against my chest. I wanted to stay. To forget the shit that was going on outside these four walls and just make love to her over and over. But reality wouldn’t allow it.
Reluctantly I rolled to the side and pulled her into my chest, kissing the top of her head as her arms came around my waist. “Wow… that was… wow… fucking amazing.”
She began to shudder and I felt damp trickles down my skin. Fuck, she’s crying. I wriggled myself down so that our faces were level, but her eyes were closed and tears were leaving glistening trails down her cheeks and soaking into her hair.
“Hey… hey, Kelly look at me. Baby, what’s wrong?”
“Stop calling me baby. I’m not yours, okay? I’m nothing to you. And this… Oh my God, what the hell have I done?” she growled angrily.
Her sobs vibrated through me, and my stomach knotted.
She tried to pull away from me but I gripped her tighter. “Stop this. Just look at me, Kelly, please.”
She began to pound her fists into my chest. “I’ve ruined everything. How could I have been so stupid? I’ll lose my job… my career will be over. And all for what? For a few mind-blowing orgasms? I’m a stupid, idiotic bitch!”
“Whoa, come on now. Calm down. There’s no reason to have a goddamn meltdown.”
Her eyes widened and she shoved me away before sitting up and glaring down at me. “There’s every reason to fucking melt down, Cain. I just slept with a sodding patient!”
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