Trouble in Loveland (The Loveland Series Book 1)
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He held out his hand as soon as he approached me. “Will you give me the pleasure of dancing with me?” I think that was the sexiest thing I’d ever heard in my life.
I couldn’t talk very well, which was saying something. I always had something to say. I nodded my head and held out my hand, that I prayed wasn’t sweaty. Before he led me away, I tossed the bouquet to Amy, who wore a sly grin.
As we made it to the middle of the floor, I heard the DJ say, “Now don’t they make a lovely couple? Maybe there will be another love connection tonight.” I think I turned about ten shades of red. Ryan didn’t seem fazed by it as he pulled me to him and held me firmly, but gently. His hand rested on my mid-back. With his other hand he took my hand, and instead of holding it out, he brought it in, more intimately, against our bodies. Ed Sheeran’s “Thinking Out Loud” began to play. Ryan was obviously an experienced dancer as his steps kept in time with the rhythm of my new favorite song.
Ryan’s eyes seared into mine. “I was hoping I would get to dance with you tonight.”
“You were?”
“Yes, but you’ve been quite popular.” He pulled back a tad and looked down at my dress. “You look very …”
“Please don’t say grown up.”
He smiled and shook his head. “I wasn’t going to say that, I was going to say …” he tried to think of something.
“You were going to say it, weren’t you?”
He sighed. “Charlee, you really know how to make a guy feel inadequate, don’t you?”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. I find I like it.”
“You do?”
He nodded his head. “I also find you to be very …” he hesitated.
“Very what?”
“Beautiful and annoyingly charming.”
“How can somebody be annoying and charming at the same time?”
“See what I mean?” He held me close.
In my heels, we were practically eye level, and our faces were only inches apart. I could smell the sweet scent of honey on his breath. I wanted more than anything to taste it, and the way he was looking at me at that moment, I thought maybe he felt the same way. His eyes turned to confusion, though, before he pulled me closer. I rested my head against his and swayed against him. It was even better than I imagined. I wanted the dance to last forever.
“By the way,” I whispered in his ear. “I find you beautiful, too.”
He laughed low while his hand slid down to the small of my back. It was perfect. That is, it was perfect, until I noticed Jacquelyn. She was shooting darts at me with her eyes from across the room.
“I don’t think your date likes me very much,” I informed Ryan while the other dancers weaved around us.
He turned us so that he was now facing her. “No, I don’t imagine she likes you very much at all.”
I was surprised by his agreement. “Why is that? I don’t even know her.”
“I have a feeling not many women in this room like you tonight,” he whispered in my ear. It sent shivers coursing through my whole body. I had never felt such a way.
“What a thing to say.”
“They may not like you, but believe me, they all want to be you.”
“Have you been drinking? I think you’re a little off.”
He pulled back and looked into my eyes. “I haven’t had a drop, but I am feeling intoxicated.”
We both stood still. I was about to tell him I felt the same way, but I guess his date had hit her limit.
“I’m ready to leave.” Jacquelyn appeared by my side and glowered at me.
Ryan cleared his throat and reluctantly released me. “Thanks for the dance, Charlee.”
I didn’t want to let go of him, but I knew how tacky and probably desperate it would have looked if I didn’t right away. For a split second I thought it may be worth it.
In the end, I stepped back. “Thanks for having good hands.”
He arched his eyebrow and Miss Snotty Pants clucked her tongue at me. It was then I realized how that could have been taken, but I really was referring to his ability to catch the garter. I decided not to clarify. He did have amazing hands, and I loved how I felt in them. “Goodnight, Ryan.” I waved as they walked away. I didn’t even bother saying anything to Jacquelyn. I had a feeling she may have ripped my throat out if I did.
I walked back to where all the conspiring bridesmaids stood watching me, and they were obviously quite pleased with themselves. Krissy stepped away from Chance for a moment and joined us, too. She grabbed me and hugged me tight. “You guys looked so amazing together.”
“Really?”
“Oh my gosh, yes. I could feel the heat coming off you.”
I hadn’t even noticed she and Chance danced close to us. It was as if for a moment I was in my own little Ryan world. I think I’d like to take up residence there.
Chapter Ten
The carton of dark chocolate ice cream came to bed with me that night, as did ice packs for my feet. I sat propped up, indulging in delicious fat-filled calories, enjoying the feel of being in shorts and a tee and no shoes. The wedding was wonderful and everything it should have been, from the cake to the fireworks, but I was exhausted and happy for it all to be over with, except for the dance that could have gone on forever.
I couldn’t get Ryan out of my head. I could still feel his arms, as if they were still around me. His words kept ringing in my head. He thought I was beautiful and annoyingly charming, all adjectives I was okay with. I sat there and wondered if perhaps it would lead to more or if I was just delusional. Everyone at the wedding was saying how “into” each other we looked as we danced, but sometimes looks are deceiving. I didn’t want to put my hopes into a pipe dream, if that’s what this was, but couldn’t help myself. I hoped Ryan was finally coming to see me as a woman and not the kid next door.
I’m not sure when I finally drifted off to sleep, but I didn’t wake up until noon. I don’t remember the last time I had slept in that late, but my body needed the rest. I looked over at the empty ice cream carton and rolled my eyes at myself. Then I looked over at the wilting bouquets on my dresser. I wasn’t sure what to do to preserve them, and besides, I liked having the “one” where I could see it any time I wanted. It invoked a very pleasurable memory. I could still feel Ryan’s warm breath against my skin and the way he gently placed the errant strap from my dress back on my shoulder. It had been sliding off all night. His hand glided against my skin as he commented how soft my skin was.
I threw off my covers and got out of bed. My feet said, You’ve got to be kidding me! I promised them a short walk to the bathroom where I would take a bath and soak them. I spent an hour in the tub. When I got out, I threw on some cut-offs and an old college tee. I figured I wasn’t going anywhere, and no one was coming over, so it was okay to look like I didn’t really care about my appearance. I didn’t even bother with makeup; my hair was lucky to get combed and a little bit of styling spray.
I found my dad in his usual position on his leather recliner, watching a game.
“She lives,” he commented when I opened the basement door.
“Hey, Dad.”
“You hungry, kiddo?”
“Yes.” That came out more enthusiastic than I intended, but I had been hungry for six weeks.
He chuckled. “I’ll make you something.” He started to get up.
“Relax, Dad. I’ve got it.”
He sat back down and smiled.
I walked up to the kitchen to find something to eat that would require hardly any effort.
“What do you have on tap for today, my little troublemaker?”
I looked down at him from the kitchen. “Troublemaker?”
“You caused quite the stir last night.”
I shook my head in confusion. “What are you talking about?”
“Your dance with Ryan set off a firestorm.”
“I’m still confused. All we did was dance.”
My dad grinned
up at me. “It didn’t look like you were just dancing.”
“And what did it look like we were doing? We were completely appropriate.”
“Calm down, baby girl, I wasn’t implying you were anything but appropriate.”
“Then what are you implying?” I ripped the peel off my orange.
“Honey, it’s just you and Ryan didn’t look like friends. There was a low buzz that perhaps the superstition was true and you both would be the next to marry, and to each other. His date didn’t take it well.”
“Oh . . . well, that’s completely ridiculous. It was only a . . . dance.”
My dad smirked. “If you say so, but his date really let him have it as they walked out. I felt kind of bad for the guy.”
That made me feel horrible. “Really? I didn’t mean for that to happen. Ryan said she didn’t like me, though I’m not sure what I ever did to her.”
My dad laughed.
“Why are you laughing at me?”
My dad stood up and met me in the kitchen, where he sat on the stool closest to me. “Honey, Ryan and every other guy there last night, except for the groom, had eyes only for you. And again, I already had my suspicions that Ryan was attracted to you. Last night only confirmed it. He did a terrible job hiding that from his date.”
My spirit soared at the thought. “I don’t know, Dad.”
“Again, I may be old, but I have eyes.”
“I feel terrible that I ruined his date.”
My dad shrugged. “I wouldn’t worry about it too much. It was probably good for him. He has lousy taste in women.”
I raised my eyebrow at him.
“That is until now.” He winked. “Again, just be careful.”
“I’m not sure there’s anything to be careful about.”
He tapped my nose. “You didn’t see the way he was looking at you last night. It was the first time I’ve ever had any negative feelings toward him.”
“I’m not going to lie, I really like Ryan, but I don’t want to do anything to rock your relationship with him. You know, that is if he likes me, too.”
“Believe me, he likes you, and don’t worry about the end game. Okay?”
I nodded.
“Great, how about we watch some baseball?”
“Sounds perfect, just let me make a sandwich. Do you want one?”
“You’re going to spoil your old man.”
I found I wanted to.
We spent a great afternoon yelling at the umps, even though they couldn’t hear us through the TV. It didn’t do any good—the Rockies still lost. After the game my dad put on some old western starring Ronald Reagan. It was enough to make me doze off. In my dream, or what I thought was my dream, I heard the doorbell ring, but I was too out of it to move. I wasn’t quite sure if I was awake or asleep.
“Cherry!” I heard before I felt the cutest kid ever pounce on me.
I opened my eyes to find a grinning Josh inches from my face. “What are you doing here, big guy?”
“I want you to play with me.”
I sat up and realized his dad was with him, which I should have known, but again, I was kind of out of it. I nervously ran my hand through my hair, prayed I hadn’t slobbered in my sleep, and smiled at Ryan who was standing near my dad. Ryan smiled, but he seemed nervous, too. I decided to turn my attention back to Josh. “So what do you want to do?”
“We’re sorry we woke you up,” Ryan said before Josh could answer. “Josh really wanted to see you.”
I looked back up to him and smiled. “I’m glad you both came over.” Even though I probably looked like a train wreck.
“I want to jump,” Josh exclaimed loudly.
“Josh, I think Charlee’s tired.”
Oh I was, but for Josh I would muster up some energy. “It’s okay. I need some fresh air anyway.”
“How about I throw some burgers and dogs on the grill?” my dad offered.
I looked at Ryan to answer. I more than liked the idea, but I wanted to see how he would respond.
Ryan looked at my dad. “Thanks for the invite.”
I guess that meant they were staying for dinner.
Josh was impatient and pulling on my arms, trying to get me up. I complied and took his hand. We walked toward the stairs and up to the kitchen. My dad and Ryan let us pass before they followed. I noticed Ryan seemed unsure whether he should look at me or not. I wasn’t sure how to feel about it because I wanted to look at him. I wanted him to reciprocate even though I looked like a mess. I wished I had at least put on some mascara and maybe pulled my hair up, but, oh well, I guess he’d seen me with sweat dripping out of every pore. He, on the other hand, looked perfect in cargo shorts and a tight t-shirt.
Josh dashed out the patio door, and I walked after him. I wasn’t running anywhere today; my feet were already threatening to strike. They even balked at the thought of flip-flops, so I stayed barefoot. Josh waited for me at the trampoline. I lifted him up and placed him on it before joining him. It really was a beautiful day, or rather, evening. I looked at my mountains and sighed; I loved this place.
“Ring around da rosies,” Josh said, getting me out of my own thoughts.
“Sure, but I’m going to sit down okay?”
“Aww.”
“Josh.” Ryan approached.
I turned to him, I hadn’t realized that he had followed us.
“Let’s give Charlee a break tonight.” Ryan joined us on the trampoline. He sat crossed-legged across from me.
Josh was in between us bouncing.
“Hi.” I tucked some hair behind my ear.
“Hi.” Out came the smile I loved.
“Cherry, you’re not singing,” Josh cut in.
“I’m sorry. Are you ready?”
He vigorously nodded his beyond adorable head.
“Okay . . . Ring around the rosy pocket full of posies …” This went on a few more times. I even got his daddy to sing.
Ryan finally grabbed his son and placed him on his lap. “Let’s take a break for a minute.”
Josh didn’t think that was the best idea, but he was obedient.
“How are you?” Ryan asked me.
“Besides tired, I’m well. How about you? Did you have a good day? Did you enjoy the wedding?”
“Josh and I spent a fun day at the zoo.”
“I saw zebras, and lelephants.” Josh could hardly contain his excitement.
“That sounds like fun.”
“More fun than the wedding,” Ryan interjected.
I bent my head slightly. “I take it you didn’t have a good time last night?”
“Not really.”
“Oh. Sorry.”
Dawning illuminated his handsome face. “I did enjoy part of the evening very much.”
“The cake was good.” I smiled.
His eyes danced with delight. “Some of the best I’ve ever had.”
“I brought some home with me if you want another slice.”
“Maybe later.”
Josh wiggled out of Ryan’s arms; he was tired of grown up talk and being ignored.
I took Josh’s hands, and he jumped as high as he could while I kept him upright and steady.
“Charlee?” Ryan said.
“Yes?” I peeked around his son and looked at his smiling face.
“Thanks for the dance last night.”
The butterflies in my stomach felt like throwing up. “My pleasure.”
We spent the rest of the evening talking, laughing, and eating with my dad. At times it was a little awkward, it seemed as if we all weren’t sure how to act, but for the most part, we acted normally, even though I wanted to reach under the table and grab Ryan’s hand. I usually wasn’t so forward, but there was something about him that had me feeling like I never had before. I was drawn to him, plain and simple.
When it was time for them to go, I walked them to the door. My dad lingered back and started the dishes. I loved that man. I picked up Josh and squeezed him tight. “Th
anks for coming over to play with me.”
“You’re welcome.” He hugged me back.
I kissed his cheek. “Bye, Josh.”
“Bye, Cherry.”
I set him down and looked up to find his dad carefully considering me. I smiled at him. “Bye, Ryan.”
“Are you going to run tomorrow?”
I thought about it for a moment. My feet were begging me to say no, but when I looked into his eyes, I lost my senses. “I might not be the best partner tomorrow.”
“I’ll go easy on you.”
“Then I guess I’ll see you in the morning.”
He grinned and left with Josh.
I was suddenly looking forward to getting up at five am.
Chapter Eleven
When my alarm sounded at the ungodly hour of five in the morning, I almost threw my phone, but then I remembered who would be waiting for me behind my fence, and suddenly I was very perky. I jumped up, changed into my running attire, brushed my teeth, and threw my hair up into a cute bun and called it good. My poor feet cried when I put on my running shoes, but it was the price that had to be paid. I promised them no heels for at least a week in return for their cooperation.
I opened our gate to find Ryan waiting for me. His hair looked wet, like he had already showered and gotten ready for the day. I smiled. “Good morning.”
He looked me over. “You ready?”
“Remember you promised to be gentle today.”
“I’ll do my best.”
“You know I just set you up to throw out one of your gems.” I grinned wickedly.
“There you go making me feel inadequate again.” He started to jog.
I kept pace with him. “I thought you liked it.”
“Did I say that?”
“Yes, you said you found it charming.”
“I think I said annoying.” He looked over at me and winked.
I nudged him with my shoulder. “I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy the wedding, and I’m sorry if I did anything to ruin your date.”