Dangerous Love

by Brenae Shaw

  “I swear when I graduate, I’m kicking Coach Lee ass”, Nick said.

  Me and Kendra was laughing and when I say laughing, we were laughing hard as hell to the point where we couldn’t stop because Nick was walking like he had two sticks up his ass.

  “What the fuck y’all laughing at?! Y’all think this shit funny huh?! Hahaha y’all ass down the street and start walking since y’all wanna laugh! Matter of fact,fuck both of y’all.”

  “Well damn, what I do?!”

  Kendra smacked her lips.

  “I ain’t even do nothing.”

  It was so funny because the more we laughed, the more Nick got pissed off.

  “Since you wanna laugh like a damn clown, clown yo ass in the driving seat and drive.”

  Before I could talk shit, he threw me the keys and jumped in the passenger seat.

  “Who the fuck said I wanted to drive?!”

  “I DID NIGGA! You gone fight me?! ....Yeah, thought so punk. Oh, and I hope you don’t mind, I know mama Lisa not gone mind, but I’m crashing at your house tonight. I’m telling you this now because I know I’m not gone make it home. I’m drained and need a quiet place to sleep and I’m not gone get that at home.”

  I laughed.

  “That’s cool. Kendra staying too. I’ll order a pizza for us to eat tonight, y’all cool with that?”

  “Cool.”

  “I’m cool with it”, Kendra said.

  “Then pizza it is.”

  We made it to my house. I ordered the pizza and I decided to make brownies for us too with cookies and cream ice cream for dessert. While we waited for the pizza, Kendra went to go take a shower and me and Nick was talking about practice and how school went.

  “Jayson know you don’t like him.”

  I had to bring it up.

  “And you telling me this for what? You think I’m supposed to change my mind about it? No, I don’t like him. I will never like him for you. Like, why you keep putting up with his bullshit Kori?! Look at you, you are one of the most attractive girls I know. You different. You not like these other females out here, so why settle?”

  I really had to sit there for a minute and think about all the things that Nick was asking me and to be honest, it had me stuck, because I couldn’t even answer that for myself.

  “I don’t know...I been with him and only him most of my life. He’s all I know and the thought of being with anyone else just wasn’t on my agenda. I can’t go out here and just fuck on every nigga that wants me. That ain’t in me to do. Yea I know the shit he do ain’t right and it’s really fucking pathetic because I see the females he fuck every day, and that right there hurts the worst. I have the mindset that these hoes have his mind, but I got that nigga heart.”

  “I’m sorry Kori, but that’s dumb as fuck to have that type of mindset. You think Jayson give a fuck about you?! If he really loved you the way he did, he wouldn’t treat you like you one of these regular ass females.”

  As I was about to respond, there was a knock at the door.

  Jayson

  “Say, on my life, this championship game is ours. We been working our ass off for this shit, so best believe we taking over!”

  All I heard was “hell yea” and “duhh nigga” as I gave my speech while we went over the last play that can win us the game. Out of nowhere, DJ asked a question that caught me off guard and I don’t know why.

  “ Jayson man, you and Kori still together?”

  I looked at DJ like the nigga just asked me about my man hood.

  “Why the fuck you asked me that? That’s my main bitch, so yea, we still together.”

  I really felt some type of way being asked that question, but I can see why. I’ve been cheating on Kori since our 10th grade year around this time. I was becoming popular and “the man” because of basketball. On top of that, I done hit my growth spurt, so I was standing about 6’0 and the hoes was just throwing they selves at me and I couldn’t turn them down.

  Kori and I wasn’t having sex. She wanted to wait and I didn’t so I got it elsewhere. Yea it’s fucked up because it seem like it was the only reason why I was with Kori because of the sex, but in reality, I really do love Kori, but I love these hoes more. Kori was different and I knew any nigga would love to have her, but that wasn’t happening. Kori was dumb and naïve when it came to me, so I knew she wasn’t leaving me no matter how many times she said she was done with a nigga.

  “Damn jay I was just asking. Hell, you don’t act like it. That bitch Nene more like your girl then Kori. I’m just saying bro, why keep hurting that girl? Why not let her go and just be with Nene? I mean the girl already think she the main hoe.”

  And that’s when I lost it. I stood up and got all in DJ grill.

  “Nigga why you so pressed about what me and Kori got going on?! What?! You trying to get at my girl?! And Nene ain’t no main shit! Unlike Kori, she do whatever I tell her, big difference.”

  “Whatever Jay.”

  DJ waved his hand around as if he was dismissing me. The nerve of this nigga to question me.

  After I calmed down from earlier, I was about to play the game until I got a text on my phone and what do you know, duty called, with a evil grin on my face.

  “Hey Daddy, I miss you. I need that dick in my pussy like now. Come over.”

  Nene was the freak I needed and I wanted to try something different.

  “Daddy miss you too and I know you miss this dick, so let’s do something different. How about a threesome with my boy Chris? You down for that? You’ll make daddy real happy and will be my good luck charm.”

  I just had to put a little charm in there. And just like I said, Nene do what I tell her.

  Phone beeps.

  “On the way (with the purple devil emoji).”

  Yep tonight finna be fun.

  Chapter

  4

  Jayson

  I told Chris that Nene agreed to the threesome and like I know Chris, he was down for any and everything.

  Knock knock.

  I went to go open the door and Nene was standing there looking sexy as fuck. Don’t get me wrong, she had nothing on my baby, but Nene had a nice shape to her.

  “Hey baby.”

  She came straight to me and kissed me so aggressively that my dick instantly got hard. “Mmmm, damn girl. I know you ain’t miss me that much.”

  I licked my lips with a smile while I grabbed a handful of her ass.

  “Now you know I miss you baby...but I miss him more.”

  Nene playfully grabbed my hard shaft and as if she read my mind, her mouth took me all the way in. “Ahhhh yea, you miss this dick in your mouth don’t you?”

  She just kept bobbing her her head up and down spit was running down her mouth as she stroked me at the same time. As I was fucking Nene mouth, Chris came over and started playing with her pussy. She moaned as approval for him to keep going. Chris then put two fingers inside her making her moan even more.

  “Sssss damn, keep going. Keep playing with that fat pussy. Matter of fact, let me taste it.” The sight of Nene tasting herself brought heat to my soul. I had to get inside her.

  “Here, get up and get on top of me and suck Chris dick while you ride me reverse cowgirl.” Nene did as she was told. She was wet as fuck. I couldn’t help but to get deeper and deeper into it. I wanted to snatch her soul.

  “Ohhhhhh fuck!”, she screamed as I was pounding her while she still was on top.

  “Damn nigga let me get some of that” Chris said.

  I really forgot he was there. We went on for another 30 minutes or so giving Nene every position she can take. Yea, this why I fuck with her. No she ain’t Kori, but the way Nene fucked me...I’m not ready to let her go yet.

  Kori

  “Pizza here! Y’all come eat.”

  Nick ass was already three pizzas down before me and Kendra could even get one.

  “Dang you hungry?! Your mama ain’t been feeding you?!”

  I started laughing. Th
e look on Nick face looked like he wanted to talk shit, but he was too busy eating.

  “I’m getting sick of yo peanut head ass making jokes and shit. Matter of fact, I hope you choke on a sausage...I’ll save you though, I know CPR.”

  “And when did you take a CPR class?!” Kendra took the words right out of my mouth. “YouTube. I had to look up how to save a life after your mama was choking on this diiiiicccccckkkkkkk!”, he laughed.

  “Stop playing with my mama hoe.”

  Kendra punched the hell out of Nick but he took that shit like a champ while laughing.

  “Man you know I love yo mama. She love me long time too.”

  “Yea that’s it.”

  Kendra and Nick started play fighting. You would think they was flirting for a minute. I don’t know how I would feel if my two best friends got together, but if they do, I would be happy for them. I noticed I haven’t talk to Jay since earlier and he hasn’t called me either. I called him twice and texted him, but no answer. I wasn’t dumb. Every time he gets with Chris, he’s another person. I just left it alone and turned my phone on silent.

  I got out the shower, washed my hair, and braided it into two braids so I wouldn’t have to do it in the morning. Coach Lee wanted to have practice at 6:30 in the morning. Why? I don’t know but nationals was next week so all this hard work was going to pay off.

  I noticed it was silent. Kendra wasn’t in the bed so I went to the guest room where Nick mainly sleeps when he comes over. Kendra and Nick was knocked out. I smiled and just closed the door. I went to my room and just laid there. I couldn’t go right to sleep since I had a lot on my mind with my relationship, nationals, college, just life period. I prayed to God asking for everything to get better and drifted off to sleep.

  This week was crazy with Jayson getting ready for the championship game. We haven’t had that much time to spend together and it was shocking, because I was ok with that.

  “Hey baby you coming to the game today right?!

  Jay ran up behind me and gave me a kiss on my cheek.

  “Yea. You know I can’t miss my boys win this game. We leaving right after school, Coach Lee gave us the day off, thank God.”

  “Good, because I need my good luck charm there cheering me on.”

  I giggled.

  “Yeah, right. I’ll be there, just gotta go pick up our shirts first then we’ll be there. Good luck, let me know when y’all make it.”

  “Ok, love you baby.”

  Jayson gave me a kiss then left. The boys had to leave an hour early because of the drive.

  “Ahh!”

  “My bad I’m sorry I didn’t mean to bump into you...”

  “It’s ok.”

  At this point, my life changed forever. The feeling I got when I looked into this his eyes was something I’ve never felt, not even with Jayson. “I’m Rashad. I’m new here and I was just trying to find my way around, but I do apologize.”

  I was so star struck that I didn’t hear a single word he said.

  “I-..I’m sorry..I’m Kori, I go by KJ...umm, do you need help? I can show you where to go.”

  “Naw, I think I got it. Kori’s a pretty name, but I think I like KJ better...you have a good day KJ.”

  Why this boy had an effect on me like that? I have no clue, but I wanted to find out.

  Kendra, Nick, and I was standing by the car making sure we had everything to get on the road and there he was again, walking what looks like toward us. Instantly my body got hot. Rashad was at least 5”9, smooth dark skin, green eyes with a low fade that had his waves on swim. Lord I wanna touch him.

  “My nigga Rashad finally came to the north side.”

  What the fuck?! Nick knew him the whole time and never told me about him?! What kind of best friend was he?!

  “Hell yea bro. Shid, I had to move around, too much trouble so I came to stay with moms.” “Trust me man, I know. Oh, let me introduce you to my favorite people...this my best friend Kori, but she go by KJ...and this my girlfriend Kendra.”

  “Wait, hold up!”

  I had to snap from the spell he had me under to make sure I heard Nick right.

  “When this happen?!”

  “Yeeeaaaaahhhh about that KJ...it’s been going on for months now, just didn’t know how to tell you.”

  Kendra looked nervous and had her head down like I was going to be mad. I mean, I was a little upset that they told me like this because we were supposed to be best friends.

  “Why did y’all hide it from me? What? Thought I was going to be mad? Nooo”, as I smiled.

  “Two of my favorite people are together and happy.”

  “Oh my God, thank you for not being mad!”

  Kendra jumped on me like a little kid on Christmas.

  I laughed, “Nooo, I’m not mad.” “Ooouucccchhhh! What you hit me for?!”

  I slapped Nick upside his head.

  “Don’t hide shit from me no more nigga.”

  “Ok, ok, damn. You got it.”

  Rashad laughed, “Yeah man, me and KJ met already.”

  Rashad had smiled and ohhh man he had the most prettiest smile. His teeth were perfect and white. “Well then we got that over with...Say Rashad, you wanna ride to the game with us? Or you got other things to do?”

  Please say yes. I couldn’t help it. I wanted to be close to this man.

  “Yeah I’ll ride with y’all, I mean if the girls ok with that.”

  He looked dead at me when he said that.

  “I’m ok with it”, Kendra told him, shrugging her shoulders

  “I don’t have a problem with it”, as I looked him back in his eyes.

  Rashad has this spell on me and I don’t know what it was, but I knew I had to stay away from him. He was dangerous, but in a good way. And then I was with Jayson, but, why not test the waters a little bit?

  Chapter

  5

  Rashad

  Kori was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. And that’s coming from someone that had all the hoes and all of them were bad, but that was the old me. I left that life behind me. But it was something about Kori that I needed to touch, have, taste, just her in general I had to have. I really wanna know why Nick ain’t tell me about her! I mean, yea in my thug days I would understand why he didn’t, but from what I could tell, Kori was a rider for sure.

  I knew Kori had a dude because of the shirt she wore to the game, so I was going to lay low for a while and see how this play out.

  “You ok ma? Seem a little uncomfortable.” “No, I’m fine. Just got a lot going on in my head. Sorry if I’m making you uncomfortable”, she replied.

  “Not at all. I just thought you know, you barley know me and all, just wanna make sure you comfortable.”

  “I’m comfortable, trust me. That’s something you don’t have to worry about...Tell me about yourself though. What made you come this way?”

  Man the way she looked at me with them blue greenish eyes had a nigga hypnotize. I couldn’t answer the question right off top.

  “Ummm, I wanted something different I guess. I moved with my mama to get away from a certain lifestyle.”

  “What you did?! You was selling?!”

  Her question shocked me because I wouldn’t think she would know anything about that. I mean duhh she would know about it, but she wouldn’t look like the type of girl to mess with a hood nigga like me.

  I cleared my throat.

  “Ummm, yeah, I used to sell drugs. Let’s just say, fast money ain’t always the right money.” I don’t know why I was embarrassed to tell her that. Damn, this girl got me nervous.

  “Only thing that matters is that you got out of that lifestyle to be a better person and that right there should show you growth within yourself.”

  Right then and there, I knew Kori was going to be mine. I don’t know how I was going to get her, but I was going to fight for her and her heart.

  Kori

  I wasn’t trying to be distant from Rashad, it’s just I had a l
ot on my mind.

  “No, I’m fine. Just got a lot going on in my head. Sorry if I’m making you uncomfortable.” “Not at all. I just thought you know, you barley know me and all, just wanna make sure you comfortable”, he replied.

  “I’m comfortable, trust me. That’s something you don’t have to worry about...Tell me about yourself though. What made you come this way?”

  Rashad looked over at me and I just melted in my seat. I swear if I ain’t know any better, my kitty cat was agreeing and wanted him more than I did. “Ummm, I wanted something different I guess. I moved with my mama to get away from a certain lifestyle.”

  “What you did?! You was selling?!”

  He looked shocked when I asked him that question like he wasn’t expecting me to know anything about that lifestyle. He cleared his throat like he was getting ready to tell me his life story.

  “Ummm, yeah. I used to sell drugs. Let’s just say, fast money ain’t always the right money.” “Only thing that matters is that you got out of that lifestyle to be a better person and that right there should show you growth within yourself.”

  He looked at me and smiled and turned his head towards the window for the rest of the ride and was silent.

  I knew I had to fight this feeling I had for him because I knew it could get bad and dangerous. But, that’s what happens when you want to be dangerously in love.

  It was whole lot of screaming and jumping around because as I knew it, Jayson won them the championship game. It was a close game. They had to go into overtime and that’s when Jayson played his ass off and now, our boys was State Champ. “Hey I’m going to meet Jayson at the bus to talk to him before they leave. Y’all coming?”

  “Nah, I’m good. I’ll stay back and talk to Rashad”, Nick replied.

  “I’ll go with you. Just give us five minutes and we’ll meet you at the car”, said Kendra.

  As we were walking towards the bus, Kendra grabbed my arm.