I Love Him But She Keeps Me Straight

by T La'Vette

  “You want another drink? Hell, I’m about ready for a refill.”

  “Hell, yeah make mine a double and make that motherfucker strong too.” I said knowing damn well another drink was the last thing I needed.

  “Say no more, be right back.”

  “Okay.”

  A few minutes later Trinity reappeared with drinks in both of her hands. I knew that I had already had one too many drinks but hell I still didn’t want to stop. Looking at Trinity I could tell sis had reached her limit as well. Our eyes met and it sent chills up and down my spine. I don’t know what the hell it was or maybe it was the drinks that had me feeling some kind of way. Trinity was looking at me and giving me that look. Even though I swore to never become one of her victims my lady part was throbbing and the thought of her doing whatever she wanted to do with me had me dripping wet. As if Trinity could read my mind, she made her first move. She scooted closer to me on the couch that we were both sitting on and started to rub my thigh and then passionately kissed me allowing her tongue to intertwine with mine. Everything inside of me was telling me to stop her but I didn’t instead I kissed her back. I started to touch all over her soft body as well. I kind of liked it. The sensation from her hands caressing all of my sacred places drove me insane. When Trinity started to remove my clothes from my body, I knew it was too late to turn back now. Here I was sitting there in just a thong and Trinity’s tongue was traveling down my body. From my neck, to my perky breasts, and down my stomach until she reached my sweet kitty.

  “Oh shit!” I moaned as Trinity worked her magic between my thighs. There was no other word to describe how I was feeling other than pleasure. Pure fucking pleasure. I rocked my hips and squirmed as Trinity tongue fucked my kitty with intensity. I knew it was wrong what we were doing, but there was no way in the hell I was about to stop her now. I was having an out of body experience. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before. Trinity’s head game was official and as bad as I hated to admit it Kentrell could definitely take some notes in this department. Every flick of Trinity’s tongue on my clit had me calling out to God, knowing damn well he had nothing to do with what we were doing. “You like that shit Diamond?” Trinity asked as she continued to lap away at my juices. “Hell yeah, that shit feels so good.” I finally managed to say. I begged her not to stop as I pulled her head back to my kitty and started to slowly grind it in her face. Trinity feasted upon my kitty as if it was her last meal. My legs started to shake uncontrollably and if I didn’t know any better, I would think I was having a damn seizure. Trinity continued to dart her tongue in and out of me, she could tell I was about to cum from my body language. “I wanna taste all of you all over my tongue”. Trinity moaned. Speechless and unable to use my words at the time I just continued to grind my kitty on her tongue as she tounged kiss it until I finally had my orgasm. Trinity came up and kissed me on my lips slipping her tongue in my mouth allowing me to taste myself. She then disappeared into the bathroom and came back out with a dildo. At this point I was ready to get up and leave because shit was starting to get a little too freaky for me.

  Trinity must have picked up on my facial expressions because she sat down next to me and told me that she promises I would like what she was about to do. Without saying another word, she spread my legs and played with my kitty with her fingers before sliding the toy into my tiny wet opening. The way Trinity was stroking me with the dildo had me cummin’ instantly and the fact that she continued to eat my pussy at the same time had my soul about to leave my damn body. I could barely stand it and within minutes squirted everywhere. A little embarrassing because I had never done this before I was ready to go. Trinity didn’t push the issue, knowing that it was new to me she told me that she wasn’t expecting anything in return. She just wanted to please me and take my mind off of all the drama with Kentrell. No doubt she had done exactly what she set out to do. Kentrell was the furthest thing from my mind and as I got up to gather my clothing and got dressed, I found myself feeling rather confused. The shit Trinity was putting down had me questioning my sexuality. Was I gay? Was I bisexual? Hell did I even want to be with a nigga anymore after this? I was feeling beyond crazy and somehow, I just knew that I would be back for more sooner than later. Damn!!

  *Chapter Two*

  Leaving Trinity’s house, I couldn’t even look her in her eyes. The way she took my soul from my body had me feeling some kind of way. Things felt weird between us now, and I was just hoping that it wouldn’t ruin things within our friendship. Trinity was honestly all that I had, I loved her, and I cherished our friendship. At times she seemed to be the only thing in my life that made sense and more than anyone else I needed her. I dreaded the ride back home after leaving Trinity and doing the shit we had just did I couldn’t even stand the thought of being around Kentrell. I was hoping like hell that he didn’t try to go there with me because I had no interest in sleeping with him. I didn’t even desire to be around him period. I was wishing I would have just stayed the night with Trinity but that would have been a never-ending fight with Kentrell. He swore up and down that the two of us had something going on which up until tonight wasn’t true at all. He couldn’t be convinced other wise though. Every time I mentioned her it was “I’m tired of you hanging around that gay ass girl.”

  As far as I was concerned with all the bullshit that he was on I didn’t care if he ever touched me again. The remainder of my drive home was spent with thoughts of Trinity occupying my mind. I could still taste the sweetness of her lips, I could still feel her hands caressing my body, I could still feel her tongue doing tricks on my clit. I couldn’t understand for the life of me why I was feeling this way long after the little episode was over with. Instantly I realized why bitches went so crazy over Trinity. Trinity had been bi-sexual since we were teenagers in High School but she always entertained women more than she did men. She discovered at a young age that she enjoyed eating pussy way more than she did sucking dick.

  Pulling into my driveway I went into an instant state of depression. A part of me was hoping that Kentrell wouldn’t be home when I got there, however seeing his car ruined that thought for me. I didn’t want to argue with Kentrell about the shit we had argued about earlier that week. To be honest I was over it and I really didn’t care. The fact that he had went out and fucked a bitch and possibly impregnated her showed me where I stood in his life. It was apparent, and if he didn’t care why the fuck should I?

  There was no way this relationship would flourish with me being the only one that was putting forth any effort. I was over being the only one in the ring fighting. I made up my mind to take the boxing gloves off and to let whatever was about to happen just happen. I was officially done trying, officially done giving a fuck. It was just crazy ass hell how instead of running into the arms of another woman like most women did I ran to the arms of my best friend instead. Maybe I was tripping and making too big of a deal out of the situation. After all no one loved me more than she did. We had been through so much shit in the duration of our relationship. I knew for a fact that she would never hurt or betray me. Not ever!

  Before getting out of my car and going inside I had to sit there for a minute and get myself all the way together. I couldn’t go in the house and face Kentrell, I couldn’t go inside looking as guilty as I was feeling. I was an open book and needless to say that Kentrell could see right through me. As I walked into the house a feeling of nervousness crept all through me. “Yo, where the fuck you been?” Kentrell asked startling the hell out of me. “I know you saw me calling your ass.” He continued while waiting on me to answer the first question that he asked. “Damn I was over Trinity’s house, you know my reception is bad over there.” I lied. “You know you spending a lot of time with that bitch lately, let me find out you on some sneaky shit and I’ma beat your ass!” He threatened. It was typical of him to think I was over there with a nigga whew chile if only he had known the real truth behind that.

  “Nigga please, you ain’t gone be
at shit, with all the foul shit you got going on you shouldn’t even care.” I responded nonchalantly. Preparing to walk by him Kentrell grabbed me. “Bitch, what the fuck is that on your neck? Is that a motherfuckin hickey?” “Oh shit!” I said to myself trying to think of what to say to get myself out of this one. “Motherfucker if it’s a hickey on me your stupid ass put it there, I told you about that shit!” Breaking the tight ass grip he had around me I went upstairs to my bedroom and into the bathroom to examine myself. Sure, enough there it was plain as day a damn hickey! What the fuck was Trinity ass thinking? Hell knowing her I wouldn’t be surprised if that evidence was left on purpose. I couldn’t and wouldn’t put anything pass her.

  As I examined the rest of my body, I found passion marks on my breasts and between my thighs. Trinity had really left her mark. I knew right then that what happened between us could never happen again. I knew Kentrell wasn’t buying the excuse I had given him at all. Hell, we were barely even having sex and when we did it wasn’t passionate sex it was just right to the point. But he was off my case for now and that was good enough for me. At least for the moment. I knew it wouldn’t be long before he was starting shit with me again. That’s what his ass did whenever he got caught up trying to take the attention off of him and shift the shit in my direction.

  I made a mental note to myself to talk to Trinity about the situation and let her know that it was over. I wasn’t sure if that was what I even wanted but to be on the safe side it was a must. Kentrell was acting like he was going to kill my ass thinking I was cheating on him with another man but if only he knew. It served his ass right though, and for a minute I wished that I was actually out there cheating on him with another nigga. Niggas ain’t shit and they can never handle what the hell they dish out. Looking at Kentrell was proof of that much. The thought of another nigga having his way with me had him ready to do life, yet he was out there fucking any and every bitch with legs.

  *Chapter Three*

  Tension was thick in the house between Kentrell and I. He hadn’t uttered a word to me since he saw the passion mark on my neck a few days ago. Honestly, I really didn’t care though. He was keeping his distance from me and I preferred it that way. The less of him I had to deal with the better. Trinity had been blowing my phone up and I purposely ignored every call and text message that came through to my phone. Trinity had me real deal tripping. It had gotten to the point that all I could think about was her fine ass. It kind of fucked my head up imagine me sitting up in my room day dreaming about another bitch all day. The feelings that I found myself now feeling for Trinity were not feelings that a woman should have for their so-called best friend. The whole situation was beyond me; however, I couldn’t even stunt she definitely made me feel some kind of way. Since I’m being honest it was a feeling that I liked. I never felt like that about anyone not even Kentrell and I had been sharing my life with him approaching six years now.

  True…It was normal to love your best friend but I knew that what I was feeling surpassed that. Not only did I love Trinity, I was in love with her. Every part of my body craved Trinity’s touch but at the same time it was way more than just the sex. I found myself contemplating a life with Trinity but I came back to reality with a quickness. That was a definite no in my book. Being with a woman was something those who loved me would never be able to accept. I could imagine my grandmother the woman who raised me falling dead from a damn heart attack after hearing the news. But I wasn’t a lesbian right? Yeah right…As I sat there lost in my thoughts of Trinity, I was disturbed by my Facebook Messenger notification going off. The message was from the Kyria Nicole bitch again and she had more “receipts”.

  It was clear that Kentrell must not have being doing something that the bitch wanted him to do. All of a sudden, she wanted to come to me as a woman yet she claimed their relationship had been going on for almost two years. Of course, I used this as the perfect example to hit Trinity’s line. I pretended to be all bent out of shape just to hear the words I knew she would say to me. “Come on over boo, let’s talk about it until you make it better.” “Okay girl, I’m on my way!” I yelled into the phone. As I hung up, I smiled sneakily. I finished cleaning up my place and slipped on some clothes. I had no idea what would be on the menu tonight but I was hoping it would be my pussy. Lord knows I needed some action, and I was slick in the mood to give some too. I couldn’t wait for Trinity to dive tongue first into my ocean of wetness.

  On the way to Trinity’s house I could feel my emotions getting the best of me. I felt dumb as hell for still sticking with Kentrell especially with the way he was treating me. To cheat one time was one thing, but to make a cycle of it was a completely different thing. I was holding him down while he had me looking like a damn fool out here in these streets. It was a damn shame how I couldn’t even go the nail shop or to the mall without bitches whispering and cracking their little inside jokes. Kentrell had these bitches comfortable enough to do it. For the life of me I couldn’t understand why he treated me so bogus. In my opinion I was the epitome of a good woman. I cooked, I cleaned, and I made sure he was straight sexually. There was no reason for him to be out there reckless and doing the dumb shit he was out there doing. Besides the recent sexual encounter with Trinity I had never stepped out on his ass nor had I done anything that could even be considered as being unfaithful.

  Finally, I pulled into Trinity’s driveway. I could already feel a sense of relief. Just being there seemed to make me feel better and put my mind at ease. I started to knock on the front door but stopped when I realized that I had a key to the house. I let myself in and stopped dead in my tracks. Either my eyes were playing tricks on me or my girl had gone all out for me. Trinity had a whole romantic evening set up. My eyes instantly went to the massage table and the hot oils. Not to mention the slow jams blasting from the speakers and the candles was a nice touch. This was exactly what I needed. Trinity walked in wearing a red robe and some red bottoms. I had to admit baby girl was looking sexy as fuck and she was wearing the hell out of that robe. Trinity’s long pretty hair and beautiful eye really complimented her flawless chocolate complexion. The way her ass was peeling from under that robe had me thinking about doing things I never thought about doing before. The though of putting my mouth on another woman’s coochie was beyond me but at that every moment I was ready for whatever. Besides, this wasn’t just any woman this was Trinity. We had a few drinks and I started to blurt out my feelings about Kentrell and the things this mystery woman said to me. Like the good friend that she was Trinity allowed me to vent and to get it all out. She just sat there looking at me never saying a word. This was new to me because normally she would be calling Kentrell every name in the book and telling me how stupid I was for staying with him.

  I happened to look up at Trinity and she had one finger on her lips gesturing for me to be quiet. She told me to strip out of my clothes and with no words exchanged I did just what I was told. After helping me climb on top of the massage table she started to massage my shoulders and then my back. The massage from her felt like heaven to me. No feeling could I had ever felt could compare to the way she caressed my body all over with the oils. Trinity’s touch made a river form and then flow between my thighs. It was just something about how she took her time and the way she touched me so seductively. It did something to me. I closed my eyes tightly and enjoyed what Trinity was doing to me. I trembled a little when I felt her kissing on my inner thighs and then my kitty. Feeling Trinity’s warm tongue part my lower lips mad me instantly start to moaning and shaking uncontrollably. It was crazy how that woman could make me cum in a matter of seconds, but she was just that good at what she did. A few more minutes of this tongue bath and I found myself begging for her to stop. “Lay here and take this shit baby, I’ve been craving this lil pussy.” Trinity said while still exploring me with her tongue. “But I’m about to cuuuum!” I screamed out releasing my nectar on her tongue. “Diamond you taste so fuckin good.” Trinity teased while licking her
lips.

  Trinity led me upstairs to her bedroom. I was nervous as fuck. Though, I had been in her room a million times before now I knew that this was for a different reason. It was really about to go down! I took a seat on the edge of the bed. Chills went through my whole body as I watched Trinity go into her top dresser drawer where she kept all her sex toys and other freaky gadgets. I don’t know it if it was the Remy or what but I chose to do something wild. Walking up to her and hugging her tightly I placed soft kisses all over her neck. I took her robe off exposing Trinity’s perfect body and gently pushed her onto the bed. I kissed her allowing our tongues to intertwine. I then kissed her from her neck, down her stomach, and then found myself with a face full of Trinity’s pussy. Now mind you I didn’t know the first thing about eating a bitch’s pussy unless it counted when I sucked Kentrell up after he fucked me. But I was there now and I figured “what the hell.” I dived in hoping that her pussy tasted as it good as it looked. Lost in the moment I explored Trinity’s sweet juices. I flicked my tongue on her clit while fingering her at the same time. One taste was all it took and I was hooked. Listening to her sexy moans and feeling the vibrations from her legs shaking turned me on even more. My already flowing juices were now dripping down my thighs. The more she moaned the more I got into it. Trinity couldn’t handle it as she squirmed, moaned, and tried pushing my head away. After she came all over my face, I grabbed our favorite dildo and slowly inserted it into her tight wet pussy. I had never done anything like this before. Instead of being the receiver tonight I was the one giving the pleasure and I enjoyed every minute of it. Knowing that I was pleasing her turned me on so badly. Seeing how wet she was getting for me was driving me crazy. Still playing with her with the toy I went back in on her clit flicking it in a circular motion and then went for the kill slurping up the remainder of her juices. It was something about her that I just couldn’t get enough of.