I Love Him But She Keeps Me Straight

by T La'Vette

  *Chapter Four*

  I couldn’t get enough of the taste of Trinity’s pussy. I found myself eating and slurping away as if I was about to die and my life depended on it. I had the confidence of a pro as I continued to tongue dive in her ocean. My attraction to her was on a completely different level and I wondered why I never noticed it before now I was regretting not doing so sooner. I always wondered about it and now I definitely knew what all the hype was about. I hated to admit but I was hooked. I enjoyed making Trinity’s body shake. “Oh, shit baby I’m about to cum! You eating this pussy so good Oh my G O D!” she moaned out in pleasure. The more she screamed and begged for me to stop the harder I went. Her pleas for me to stop fell upon deaf ears because I had no intentions of stopping until I was ready to. I wasn’t going to be satisfied til’ I made her pretty pussy cream and once she finally did, I licked the plate clean. Trinity lie there in amazement unable to say a word. Little did I know but I had just activated her craziness. We fooled around about another hour or so and I allowed her to do all the freaky shit she wanted to do to me. Slowly but sure I was being converted into a lifestyle I never saw myself having any parts of.

  My head was in another place as me and Trinity cuddled in bed while she ran her fingers through my hair. I couldn’t even lie I was enjoying the attention and the affection. That stage of me and Kentrell’s relationship died along time ago. Trinity knew all the right things to say and all the right things to do. I guess it’s true what they say a woman knows what another woman wants. I guess that’s how so many women get lost in these kinds of situations. Right as I felt myself about to fall asleep, she said those dreaded words to me.

  “Diamond can we talk?”

  “Talk about what, what’s on your mind?” I interrogated though I knew I really didn’t want to hear her answer.

  “I guess I just need to know how you feel about me?”

  “What do you mean how do I feel about you?”

  “I mean now that we’ve been doing what we are doing?”

  “Honestly, I’m confused Trin but you know I love you.”

  “I know that Diamond but here’s the thing I think I’m falling in love with you.” Trinity confessed looking around the room at everything but me.

  “I don’t know what to say you know I’m with Kentrell.”

  “But he doesn’t even deserve you and I can treat you how you are supposed to be treated.”

  “I don’t even know what to say you’re taking me way too fast!”

  “Don’t say anything baby just think about it long and hard.”

  “Okay Trinity I’ll think about it, I promise.” I lied.

  “Good because I’ve been thinking about it since the first time we hooked up.”

  “Oh really?” I asked full of sarcasm.

  “Hell yeah! We know everything about each other we would make the perfect couple.”

  “Or we could mess up a totally good friendship trying to make it something more.”

  “Damn Diamond you always gotta be so negative about everything.”

  “I’m not being negative I’m being honest.”

  “Whatever just forget I said anything.”

  “So now you mad at me babe?” I teased.

  I leaned over and kissed her in an attempt to make her feel better. I could tell that my honesty hurt her feelings and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt her. Trinity’s verbal expression of her feelings for me really fucked my head up. I was more confused now than I was at first. The uncomfortable silence in the room was killing me. I was desperate for a way out. So, I came up with the first logical excuse. I hopped out of the bed and started looking for my clothes that were scattered all over the room and went to the bathroom to freshen up. Trinity watched my every mood but never said a word. When I was done getting dressed, I explained to her that I had to get home before Kentrell started to suspect something. Trinity gave zero fucks about what I was talking about and damn near begged me not to go. I had to though because my excuse to leave wasn’t a complete lie. If Kentrell was to beat me home I would never hear the end of it. That nigga had been on my ass since the whole hickey on my neck situation. “I’ll call you when I get home boo.” I said to Trinity as I was walking out of her room. Silence…SILENCE was her response, but I didn’t think too much of it.

  I did eighty in a sixty-five trying to beat Kentrell ass home. After I had successfully done so I made sure the house was up to par and started on dinner. Even though his ass didn’t deserve it I still held it down and did my part around the house. He could never tell anyone that I didn’t take care of him because that would be furthest thing from the truth. Approximately an hour later I heard his truck pull into the driveway. He walked in and greeted me for the first time since that incident. “What’s up beautiful?” “Nothing much love.” I responded nonchalantly. I couldn’t even lie Kentrell was looking like a whole snack. It had been a while since I just really sat back and looked at him. “You must see something you like, staring at a nigga and shit.” He teased. “Alright now, don’t start nothing you can’t finish.” I joked. “Now baby you know your man can finish whatever he starts.”

  For some reason he was really turning me the fuck on. With it being over a month since we slept together it was long over-due. My stubbornness towards him was finally wearing off. It was only natural for a woman to want to be intimate with her right? So why was this feeling of guilt consuming me like I was cheating on Trinity or something? For the first time in a long time me and Kentrell sat down at the kitchen table and actually enjoyed dinner together. We talked and the conversation flowed naturally. It didn’t feel forced like it normally did. Once we were done eating, we both went and took showers and met back up in the bedroom. Kentrell turned to a Movie on the television which was pointless because neither of us had our ass on the movie. Before I could lay down good my shirt was coming off exposing my bare breasts, and his hands were gripping all over my body. “Shit!” I said letting out a soft moan as he took my breasts into his mouth circling my hardened nipples with his tongue. He started to kiss and lick down my stomach before looking up at me as if asking for my permission. I nodded my head letting him know that it was okay. He went to town on my pussy and from the way he was eating it one would think the man was starving. “This pussy taste so good baby!” He complimented as he parted my lips with his tongue. It turned me on watching him enjoying me. He was making a sloppy mess between my legs and the sounds of him slurping away down there had me ready to jump on the dick. Before I knew it, I had come not once but twice! A bitch was weak!

  With a performance like the one my man put on I couldn’t help but feel entitled to return the favor. It had been a long time since my mouth had touched Kentrell’s dick given all that we had been going through. But anyway, I dropped down to my knees and took his thick member into my warm wet mouth while circling the head with my tongue. “Got damn baby, shit!” he yelled out. “You like that shit bae?” I teased. I licked up and down the shaft and then allowed him to vigorously invade the back of my throat. Kentrell could barely stand it and within minutes was pushing my head away warning me that he was about to nut but me being me I kept on sucking until he released his kids on my tongue. I looked him dead in his eyes before spitting it back on his dick and then sucking it off again.

  “Mhm Yes bae, right there, keep fucking me just like that” I instructed as Kentrell grinded in and out of me. The way he plunged his tool in and out of me instantly had me creaming all over his dick. The direct eye contact wasn’t making it any better. I loved it when he looked me in the eyes while fucking the shit out of me. I played with my clit while he continued to do his thing inside of me. “Yes, right there, that my spot!” I cried out as I dug my finger nails even deeper into his back. The feeling he was giving me was everything. After stopping and going down on me and sucking on my clit he placed himself back inside of me and started to pound my little pussy. This nigga was driving me crazy. I could feel my pussy muscles contracting an
d though I wasn’t ready to I was having yet another damn orgasm. I could tell from Kentrell’s heavy breathing that he wasn’t far behind me. He came just as I did. “Damn bae, that was good.” He said to me as he pulled out and rolled over to his side of the bed. “Yeah babe it was damn good!” I agreed.

  We spent the rest of the night cuddling in bed watching movies. I didn’t try to talk to him because I was enjoying the moment with him. For the two of us any conversation led to an argument. I didn’t want to argue, I just wanted to enjoy my man’s company for change. Aside from all the bullshit this felt like old times. Times I wish that we could get back sometimes but I knew that was impossible. From a distance I could see my phone lighting up in my purse and I knew without even getting up to check it that it was Trinity. Whatever she wanted would have to wait. I came close to just blurting out the fact that we had been sleeping together but quickly decided against that. Hell, knowing Kentrell that kind of shit would turn him on and he would be trying to slide right in the middle of us. But, with my friend acting the way she was acting I knew it would only be a matter of time before I ended up confessing. Not only was she in her feelings, I was in mine and that was exactly what I was afraid was going to happen.

  *Chapter Five*

  The next morning, I woke up to breakfast in bed. Something was definitely up with Kentrell and the way he was moving. Either he had fucked up again and more bad news was on its way to me or he was feeling guilty for all the shit he had done recently. Maybe the whole hickey situation was an eye opener for him. Feeling like someone else is taking your place has the ability to make a motherfucker get right or at least try to. Whatever the case I was enjoying it and hoping that it would remain. It was crazy as fuck because now that Trinity was acting crazy and confessing her love for me, Kentrell chose to do a whole 360 and get right. I didn’t know how I was going to break the new to Trinity. I knew for a fact that she was going to be beyond pissed. I was going to be all kind of stupid and dumb bitches for wanting to work on things with MY man. Truth be told that’s all I wanted to do was make thing right with mine. Kentrell was my everything and I could see my whole future in his beautiful brown eyes. I dreamed of marriage and starting a family with him. I felt like I deserved that shit and that we were long overdue for the life we should be living.

  For some reason Kentrell was stuck to me like glue. I could barely go to the bathroom without him falling me. Which meant I couldn’t talk to Trinity like I wanted to and it was pissing me off. I didn’t want her to feel like I was neglecting her or changing up on her because of the things she confessed to me. Today was Kentrell’s off day but normally he would be out on the block with the fellas. The rest of my day was spent in bed we rotated between watching movies and having sex. By the time night fall hit he was ready to get out on it and I was so sore I could barely move from all the fucking we had been doing. As bad as I wanted to nag at him about going out, I let him be. I knew this would probably be the only time I had to myself so I took advantage of it. When I finally got to my phone, I had ten missed calls and five text messages. “Damn!” I thought to myself as I dialed her number up without even reading the messages.

  “What bitch?” She answered.

  “So that’s how you feel?”

  “Hell, yeah that’s how I feel Diamond I know you been seeing my calls and texts.”

  “I actually didn’t, Kentrell been all under me girl, its not like I just ignored you on purpose.”

  “All under you huh, so he ain’t with his other bitch?”

  “Trinity you sound really salty just chill.”

  “Salty is the last think I am I’m just being real.”

  “Okay, but anyway what’s up?” I asked trying to change the subject.

  “I wanna see you can you come over?”

  “ I will another time I’m tired as fuck right now girl.”

  “You sound like it. You must have been fucking Kentrell?” she quizzed.

  I hesitated before answering her. “Yeah, that’s my nigga I’m supposed to fuck him.”

  “You know what Diamond bye…”

  “Trin…”

  Before I could finish my sentence good the bitch had already hung up the phone in my face. I contemplated on calling her ass back but said fuck it. At that very moment she had me fucked up and the only thing I could think of was putting some distance in between the two of us. One thing was for sure our last time sleeping together was the last damn time. I couldn’t have her acting like this. I definitely wasn’t about to let a perfectly good friendship go down the drain over a line that should have never been crossed. I decided to just leave her alone until she calmed down. When she was ready to talk, I figured she would call. It finally dawned on me to check my messages and I instantly realized why she was upset. Every message was her expressing her deepest feelings for me. I found myself pecking away at the keyboard on my phone but then hitting the button to erase it. I was speechless. What the hell had I gotten myself into this time and how could I get myself out of it without burning bridges?

  Hours went by and I found myself missing Kentrell like crazy. I couldn’t wait until he finally did get back home so I could get on his nerves. I wasn’t expecting him til after midnight but hell he must have been missing me too because he walked in the room with take out. My excitement had to have been written all over my face and I didn’t even care to try to hide it. I was seeing a change in him and I was loving it. I didn’t care what Trinity or anyone else had to say for that matter. If he was willing to try, I was staying. Period! We spent the rest of the night laid up, talking, and watching our favorite late-night shows on tv. I even got him to open up and talk about the things that had been going on between us lately. After the long and painful conversation, I felt so much better. He promised that he was changing and that he would NEVER cheat on me again. I know it may be stupid of me to believe him but for some reason I did. Ultimately, at the end of the day he didn’t want to lose me and of course I couldn’t see my life without him being apart of it.

  *Four weeks later*

  Things between Kentrell and I were still going smoothly. We were getting closer and closer and decided to leave the past in the past. The only thing that really fucked with me was the Kyria bitch and her possibly carrying his child, but we had no way of knowing if that was true or not until the baby was actually born. Every part of me was hoping that it wasn’t his baby though. I could forgive a man for a lot of things but bring another life into the world while we were together wasn’t one of those things. I always promised myself I would never be that bitch, and I meant that shit. That child being his was the only thing that could make me walk away from him at that point. Kentrell had already left for work so I was bored. Besides him Trinity was the only person I had to talk to and since we weren’t seeing eye to eye I didn’t know what to do with myself.

  I had been feeling sick as fuck for the last couple of days. Sitting at the table eating and I felt like all that shit was about to come up. I ran to the bathroom and threw up what seemed to be everything I had ever eaten. I rarely ever got sick so this was throwing up a serious red flag, and the thought of being pregnant while there was already another maybe baby floating around pissed me off. Me and Trinity hadn’t talked much since our little argument but of course she was the first person I called. Not happy to hear the news I had to tell her she still comforted me and came over with a pregnancy test and waited as I took it. I paced around the bathroom floor like a crazy woman until the timer on her phone went off.

  “You go look at it Trin, I can’t do it.”

  “Okay, I got you boo!”

  “What does it say Trinity?” I asked already knowing the answer by the look of a mixture of hurt and anger on her face.

  “Your ass is knocked up Diamond.” She responded throwing the test on the counter and walking out of the bathroom.

  “Trinity wait…” I called out to her.

  “Wait for what? This is what you’ve been waiting on right.” Trinit
y quizzed.

  “No this is not what I want right now and you know that, but you can’t act like this is my fault.”

  “Who fault is it then Diamond, huh?”

  “Kentrell is my boyfriend you know damn well we gone end up sleeping together sometimes mad or not?”

  “Fact, but for you to be careless and let his nasty ass run up in you raw though?”

  “Trinity, I don’t have time for this shit if this is the attitude you gone have right now you can leave!” I snapped with tears stinging my cheeks.

  “I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry for being so selfish and only thinking about myself, but I’m here for you and we gone figure this out.”

  “I’m sorry too, and you know I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose.”