I Love Him But She Keeps Me Straight

by T La'Vette

  “I know Diamond, I know.”

  Trinity reached out for me and I ran into her arms and cried my poor little heart out. Once again, she was there for me making sure I was straight, despite how the shit made her feel. That’s why I loved her, that’s why I needed her. Removing my hair from my face she placed a passionate kiss on my lips and for the life of me I couldn’t pull away from her embrace. We stood there in the middle of my bedroom floor like two crazy in love teenagers. I was lost in the moment and though it was wrong it felt oh so right. Trinity started to kiss me on my neck and pull my shirt over my head and I was trying my hardest to get her shirt off. I wanted her badly. We were interrupted by the bedroom door opening.

  “Yo what the fuck is going on in here?” Kentrell quizzed startling us both to death.

  *Chapter Six*

  Just like that my ass was caught. I thought of what I could say to convince my man that he didn’t just see me kissing my best friend. No words came to mind. I stood there like a child that had been caught doing wrong by its parents. I pushed Trinity away from me and started to put my shirt back on as she did the same. I couldn’t tell if Kentrell was mad or turned on by the shit he had just witnessed. Judging by the bulge forming in his jeans it had to be a little bit of both. I was just glad that he came when he did. I would have died if he would have actually caught us in the act. There was no way I could have explained that to him.,

  “It’s not what you think baby, just calm down.”

  “It’s exactly what the fuck I think, I knew you and this bitch were on some bullshit.”

  “Bitch?” Trinity repeated.

  “Yeah you heard what the fuck I said bitch, get your own woman cause this one is taken.”

  “Baby, ya’ll please stop.” I pleaded stepping in the middle of them.

  “Your woman huh, but when you dogging her out, I’m the one making sure she straight. Nigga you a whole bitch!” Trinity snapped.

  “So, Diamond you been cheating on me with a bitch?”

  “Ken…”

  Before I could answer him, Trinity cut me off.

  “Yeah nigga I been fucking your girl and she love that shit too.”

  “Trinity chill you doing too much.” I say to her trying to get her to shut the fuck up.

  “Damn this some wild shit, the whole time I’m thinking another nigga got your attention and it’s this ho the whole time.”

  “Baby I can explain I didn’t mean for it to happen. I was over there and we were drinking and it just happened.”

  “This some bullshit Diamond but I’m not even tripping because I figured this shit anyway.”

  “Aye Trinity get the fuck out of my house and I don’t ever want you back in my shit.”

  “I’ll gladly leave, Diamond you know where I’m at when this nigga fucks up again.” Trinity teased as she walked out of the room slamming the bedroom door behind her.

  I wanted to run behind her to make sure she was okay so badly but I decided it wasn’t a good idea. Kentrell was mad as fuck and I had to handle that situation first, I could always go to Trinity afterwards. Kentrell was staring at me like he wanted to slap the fuck out of me. I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder.

  “I’m sorry baby, it just happened.”

  “So, you gay now baby?” He quizzed.

  “Honestly, I really don’t know. I love Trinity though and you know that.”

  “So, all my bullshit ran you into her arms?”

  “She’s my best friend of course I go to her with all my problems. The day Kyria messaged me was the first time we slept together. We had been drinking baby and one thing led to another one. It was nothing that I planned. After that it started happening regularly. I couldn’t stop it either because I enjoyed it. It was different.”

  “Yo, this shit is wild. I can’t believe this shit.”

  “Baby I said I’m sorry. It’s not worse than all the bullshit you been dishing out though.”

  “You right it’s not and I ain’t even mad at you but this shit gotta stop.”

  “I know baby.”

  “But what the hell you was crying for?”

  “Oh, you heard that?”

  “Yeah, baby I heard…now what’s the problem?”

  “Well I was feeling sick and throwing up. So, I called Trinity and she came over with a pregnancy test.”

  “And…?”

  “And I took the test and it confirmed what we already suspected.”

  “Bae you pregnant?” Kentrell asked excitedly.

  “Yes, I’m pregnant Kentrell.”

  “So why you act like it’s the end of the world baby, this is what we been wanting for the longest.”

  “I’m happy I just don’t know how to feel with this whole Kyria baby possibly being yours shit.” “The moment just doesn’t’ seem special like it should babe.”

  “Baby I told you that’s not my damn baby. You don’t have to worry about that. You’ll see.”

  “I wanna believe you baby but I just can’t until I see the proof for myself.”

  “Bring your little lesbian ass here and give daddy some sugar.” Kentrell joked.

  “First of all, I’m not a damn lesbian. Second of all boy fuck you!”

  “I should have just stood there and watched ain’t no telling what I would have seen.”

  “You got that right baby, and I’m glad you stopped us before it got to that point.”

  “Damn ya’ll be doing it like that?”

  “Yep, she got some good pussy too.” I teased.

  “So baby, you be eating pussy?” He asked in disbelief.

  “Hell yeah, crazy ain’t it?”

  “Aye baby, you gone give me that threesome.”

  “Nope, and besides Trinity can’t stand your ass.”

  “I can’t stand that bald-headed ho either but damn.”

  “The answer is no Kentrell, let it go.”

  “But bae…”

  “Nigga I said no.”

  Kentrell had to be out of his fucking mind, but then again maybe he was on to something. Having Kentrell and Trinity together would be the best of both worlds. Maybe that was the spice our relationship needed. I could imagine us in one of those polygamous relationships. I always knew that Kentrell had a thing for her. I often caught him giving her the side eye or staring at her just a little too hard. I knew Trinity wasn’t going though. Maybe if he treated me better, she would have seen him differently. Immediately I started to question my sanity for thinking the shit that I was thinking. However, I couldn’t see myself ending things with Trinity just to please Kentrell.

  I was going to have to find some kind of balance between the two. When I finally got a minute to myself, I texted Trinity and apologized for the way he talked to her and told her I loved her but I didn’t get a response. Irritated by the fact that she was ignoring me I powered my phone off and placed it on the dressed before climbing into bed. A few minutes later Kentrell joined me and wrapped his arms around me. “You not hanging with the fellas tonight babe.” I asked. “Nah boo, I’m exactly where I want to be.” He reassured me. “I Love you Queen.” Smiling from ear to ear I finally responded. “I love you too King.” A few minutes later the room was filled with sounds of Kentrell’s snoring and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. I soon drifted off myself with thoughts of both of my lovers on my mind.

  *Chapter Seven*

  After Kentrell’s and Trinity’s heated altercation things were a little crazy. I think he purposely tried to occupy as much of my time as he possibly could so that I couldn’t spend time with her. The nigga even went as far as giving me an ultimatum on some its either me or her type shit but I shut that shit down with the quickness. I told him that Trinity was my friend and she was going to ALWAYS be apart of my life. He was just going to have to suck it up and deal with it. Just like I had to deal with all the shit he did that I didn’t like. Even though I told him that I wasn’t going to fool with her on that level again I still found myself doing
the same shit.

  Two or three times a week I found myself at Trinity’s house getting my fix that only she could give me. “Got damn girl.” I said out of breath as she pounded me from the back with a strap-on. I threw my ass back and grinded on it as if it were the real deal. It was crazy how I enjoyed this more than I enjoyed the real deal. After I creamed all over Trinity’s fake dick, she walked over to me and placed it in my mouth. I licked, slurped, and deepthroated it just as I would do Kentrell’s dick. “Bend over baby.” She instructed. Within seconds her wet warm tongue had taken the place of the toy and she was eating the fuck out of my pussy from the back. “Oh shit, yes!” I screamed as I grinded my pussy on her tongue. The way she was flicking her tongue on my clit had me losing it. I could feel my knees growing weak. By the way my legs were shaking I knew my orgasm was near. “I’m about to cum Trin.” By the time I could get my words out she started to lap away at my juices. I was done and my soul was once again gone.

  After we both showered and got dressed, I decided to chill there for a little while. Kentrell was at work and I figured that he would most likely hit the block before coming home anyway. There was still tension between Trinity and I but I didn’t care as long as she kept fucking and licking me like she did when we go together. While sitting in the living room watching The Game on tv I blurted out the dumb ass question.

  “Trinity would you have a threesome with me and Kentrell?”

  “Bitch what?”

  “You heard me…”

  “Not in a million years bitch.”

  “But what if I wanted you too.”

  “If you wanted me to do it, I would probably consider it.”

  “So, what if I said I want us to have one.”

  “Then what the hell I would do it.”

  “You know Kentrell don’t want me doing this shit with you Trinity.”

  “Yeah I know, but that’s his problem because you not going anywhere.”

  “I know that too.”

  “I see Kentrell been on his shit lately, and I see he’s trying to do better for you. He gets my respect for that, but don’t get it twisted I still don’t like his ass.”

  “Trust me I know that too, I’m just tryna find a way for everybody to be happy.”

  “And you think a threesome is the solution?”

  “Yep either that or a polygamous relationship.”

  “Bitch, now you just running the hell out.”

  “Why though?”

  “Because bitch I don’t want Kentrell.”

  “But you want me though, what if this is the only way we can be together?”

  “You being serious right now Diamond?”

  “As a heart attack Trinity.”

  “I don’t know I gotta think about this shit before just giving you an answer.”

  “I understand. Take your time there is no rush.”

  “What does he have to say about this?” Trinity quizzed.

  “Nothing, because I haven’t event talked to him about it yet!”

  “Oh okay, I guess.”

  “But I gotta get home before he beats me there, I’ll text you when I make it home.”

  “Okay, drive safely and your ass better call me!”

  I left Trinity’s house feeling very good about our conversation. Now I had to have the same discussion with Kentrell but I knew he wouldn’t need much convincing. What nigga wouldn’t enjoy the benefits of having two bitches? Maybe this would cut down on his cheating ass ways. I’m fine as fuck and Trinity is drop dead gorgeous. He was really winning. The fellas would sing his praises for being able to fuck with both of us at the same time. Being the nigga other niggas envied was right up Kentrell’s alley. I had it all figured out. It would start out with a threesome then eventually Trinity would be packing up her shit and moving in with us. Just the thought of it made my heart melt and my pussy jump. I couldn’t wait until he got home to run this idea by him. Either he would agree and get on the same page or he was going to just be getting cheated on for the rest of his life. Trinity had a part of me that I wasn’t willing to let go of not even for the man I loved. Admitting it felt crazy but in a way, it confirmed what I should have already known. Besides, as it had been proved many times before she would be there long after he has gone. Niggas were temporary but friends they were forever.

  By the time Kentrell finally came home I was knocked off. When I heard the front door close, I glanced over at my phone to look at the time and it was a little after two. Trying not to read too much into it I let it go, I was just hoping that he wasn’t back to his old ways. Lately he was home before I even had time to snap at him and I was getting used to that. When I heard him walking up the stairs I pretended to still be sleeping. I could smell the alcohol on him and immediately knew that he was drunk. He stumbled into bed and his hands instantly started roaming. I touched his manhood through the covers and he was rock hard. So, I slid my panties to the side and climbed on top of him. I started to slide him slowly. Words can’t describe the way I felt as he filled up my insides. Looking in his eyes and seeing his hunger for me made the encounter even more satisfying. Hearing his moans and grunts as I bounced up and down on his love stick turned me on ever more. I was raining wet. There was nothing sexier to me than hearing a man moan. I did the most on the dick until his drunk ass released inside of me. Never had a sex session with him ended so quickly but I was beyond pleased. If he wasn’t drunk, I knew for a fact that he would have worn my ass out as he usually did.

  I couldn’t find sleep again for shit so instead I got on Google and searched polygamous relationships just to get an idea of what it would be liked. Most of the information I found had me on the verge of changing my mind about the whole situation. Apparently in these situations someone always ended up feeling one person more than the third party. I would hate to have to beat Kentrell and Trinity’s asses. I guess it really wouldn’t matter though since we were all together. I trusted Trinity though more than I did Kentrell anyway.

  The next morning when we woke up, I told Kentrell my thoughts as far as Trinity was concerned. It bruised his ego the way a bitch had his woman feeling but he told me he was all for it. I even convinced him to apologize to Trinity for disrespecting her and calling her out of her name. We were making real progress and it made me feel like I was that bitch for how hard both of my lovers were going for me. At this point it’s like they both were willing to do whatever it took to make me happy. I loved that shit!

  *Chapter Eight*

  Damn near a month had went by since I mentioned what I wanted to both Kentrell and Trinity but nothing had happened yet. So, I took it upon myself to set the shit up. I went to the store and got drinks for them, and at the moment I was mad as fuck that I couldn’t partake in the turn up. My ass just had to be drinking. I shot Trinity a text inviting her over and I made sure to let Kentrell know that I needed him around the house so that he wouldn’t get too fat out of pocket. My mission was to get them both together and get some drinks in them so that we could get this whole threesome thing popping. I was tired of waiting. I had dreams of having both of them together and the thought of them both having their way with me turned me on like crazy.

  I cooked something quick so that we could eat while we watched movies and played cards. When Trinity showed up, I could tell by her body language that she was uncomfortable. I could tell that Kentrell was feeling a little uneasy as well. Watching them squirm was cute to me. I looked over at Kentrell and gave him a look and he knew exactly what it meant.

  “Yo Trinity.”

  “What nigga?”

  “I just wanted to apologize for the way I acted towards you the other night, I was wrong for that and a nigga shouldn’t have even approached you like that.”

  “I appreciate that and I accept your apology. I’m sorry too, I know I said some shit that made you react the way that you did. I was tripping.”

  “Aww look at both of my babies getting along and shit.” I teased.

  With the a
ir being cleared between the two of them and the drinks in rotation the vibe seemed to be much better. By the way Trinity was looking at me and the way Kentrell was looking at both of us I knew that they were both damn near ready. I was already turned on and my juices were already flowing just anticipating what was about to go down. I walked over to Trinity and tongue kissed her. As I stood in front of her still kissing her, she gripped my ass and started to pull my jeans down. I whispered in her ear and told her to just pretend like he wasn’t sitting there. Once I was out of my jeans and had on a nothing but my bra and my thong Trinity stood up and started to slowly get undressed as I helped her. Kentrell just sat there with a grin on his face like a kid at a candy store taking in the view. We got into the 69 position and started to eat each other out. I don’t know what turned me on more the way Trinity was eating my pussy of the fact of knowing my man was watching me. We went at it for what I know had to be fifteen minutes before Kentrell got tired of watching and decided to join. I damn near died when I felt his tongue circling my asshole. Now, this was a feeling that I had never felt before. Then he began to eat my pussy right along with Trinity afterwards the two of them shared a tongue kiss.