by Bailey James
I nod. "It’s a big step, guys, I don't know if I'm ready for that yet. You were with Carrie for two years and didn't ask her, why the rush with me?" Once my birthday passes, I should be able to move in with them and tell them all my secrets. At the moment I just can't do that. I’ll feel like I’m betraying them by moving in with all these secrets still hanging around.
"101 reasons, Becks, you feel right, this feels right. It makes sense to us," says Landen.
"Look," says Logan sitting up cupping the other side of my face. “We want to be with you, every minute of every day, we miss you so much it hurts when you’re not here. We hate it when you go home, knowing you’re in your house and not with us. We want to hug you, touch you and be inside you, baby, we want you with us, us three together. You make us stronger."
"Becks, tell us if you don't feel the same, tell us," says Landen.
"Of course, I feel the same, I feel like I can't live without you two. But that intensity of emotions scares the fuck out of me at the same time.”
Because you two could really hurt me if this goes tits up, the way I feel I’ll be broken. I guess I shouldn't dwell on that, but what with as well, I feel like I'm going to get bitten.
“Look, just let me work through my emotions, and let me process it a bit more, I wasn't expecting you to ask, I'm in shock.”
They both nod. "We understand, we’ll give you time.” Logan kisses me.
“Anything you want, baby," says Landen squeezing me.
"It's not because I don't love you or anything like that, it's just these feelings feel raw and intense at the moment, I don't want to jump the gun. I'm sorry, I don't want to upset you either, I do really want to be with you 24/7, it's just that moving in it feels like a major leap, so please give me more time yeah.” They nod.
Until September, I hope.
"You’re right, these feelings do feel raw and intense, but you know why?" says Logan. "Because what we have between us is real and is going to last a very long time, baby. I know it's different and we are asking a lot of you, Becks, we know taking us both on is hard work.”
“Hardly,” I say.
“It's not going to fizzle out, and we won't get fed up with each other, sure we’ll fight and fall out, but this is the real deal, and we will spend the rest of our lives proving it to you," says Logan.
I kiss him with tears in my eyes and pull him down for a cuddle. Landen follows.
“You’re right, at least I think you are, I hope you’re right," I say quietly. They both cuddle me, and we lie in silence, just being together. Each in our own thoughts until sleep pulls me in.
I am restless all night. My parents’ tasks seemed easy at the beginning, I thought I was going to fly to my birthday and not even think about their game. The conditions weren’t actually taxing, and I could deal with them easily. I guess the lying has always made me feel uncomfortable, but that is why I had tried to stay off men, in order to make it easy on myself. That’s why I had made a list so I didn’t put myself into a difficult situation. I always manage to tie myself up in knots when I lie. But now the pressure to move in with the twins and sell my house. I need a delay tactic. I need to bind my time hopefully until my birthday in September, and then I could jump in with two feet and say yes, yes, yes.
Although I still have to lie to get to meetings. My brain was trying to find a way to keep everyone happy. I don’t have long until September, can’t they just hang on a few more months, and then I can tell them everything, but until then what can I do. I really want to make sure I don’t hurt them in any way that would trigger their insecurities.
***
All our shifts and deliveries were all over the place this week, and we’ve hardly seen each other. Ed seemed more disorganised than ever. I hate going to the twins’ house when no one is there, so I have gone home most nights, much to their annoyance.
"Becks, I've missed you in our bed this week, baby," says Landen.
Logan nods as we enter the house.
I am pinned to the hallway door by Logan, he’s kissing my neck. “I've missed exploring and savouring your body taking my time teasing you,” Logan says, he gets my boobs out of my top and rolls the nipples. “I've missed being able to look at your beautiful body. The thought of being able to do that right now is making me rock hard, baby.”
He kisses me again, as Landen comes back into the hall, with a glass full of ice and ice cream. Logan suddenly throws me over his shoulder, making me squeal and runs us up the stairs. They both strip me naked and tell me to lie on the floor. While they get naked themselves, I watch them strip and admire their beautiful bodies.
Their carpet in the spare bedroom is so thick, it feels so lovely to lie down on it, it’s like a big cuddly blanket.
"Becks," says Landen producing a blindfold and placing it on my eyes. Ooh, I want to continue to watch them, but never mind, this is getting interesting.
Logan ties my hands above my head, then Landen proceeds to kiss my body with an ice cube in his mouth making me squirm and jump. Until he reaches my pussy where he licks and sucks my clit with the cold ice cube. I groan loudly.
"Fuck, that feels so good, Landen, don't stop," I say.
Logan joins in and attacks my boobs with ice. They both continue to lick and suck. Then they both stop, and something is placed on my lips, I open for ice cream, mmm. This is then placed all over my body and licked off. They both kiss me with frozen cold lips. By this point I’m on the edge of cumming. I’m given more ice cream, and then they both go down and lick my clit and pussy with ice cream in their mouths, it feels so cold and wonderful. It doesn’t take long until I lose control and cum all over them.
I still have my blindfold on and my arms tied, I’m excited for what is next. I feel cold ice be placed over my pussy, and then a piece is pushed inside me.
“Does that feel okay, baby?” says Landen sounding concerned.
"It feels amazing, carry-on," I say. More ice is placed inside me, then I feel a cock being pushed at my entrance and kisses on my boobs. Logan groans as he inserts himself inside of me, the feeling of ice and warm pussy must have been good because he groans and swears all the way in.
"Fuck, Logan, your cock feels so good," I say arching my back off the floor.
Both men seem to freeze as all of a sudden they whip my blindfold off. They're both staring at me.
"What? Please move, fuck me," I say annoyed they have stopped.
"How did you know it was Logan, baby?" says Landen.
I shrug. "No idea, I just knew, lucky guess."
Landen kisses me passionately making me gasp for air and Logan starts hammering and thrusts into me hard. "Fuck, Becks, you make me so hard knowing you know who's fucking you, with a blindfold on. Fucking hell, babe. Fucking hell."
The ice and his words are making me rise quickly, that pleasure wave is coming. A cock is placed at my mouth, and my blindfold is put back on. I close my eyes anyway, and I open my mouth to let Landen in. I suck and lick his cock. I'm close. The pleasure of their thrusts, their touches all over my body with ice cold lips and fingers feels fantastic. The kisses and groans we all make sends us higher and higher.
I shout their names as I cum. Both follow after me.
They both lie either side of me. We are all breathing heavy.
"Wow, we have to do ice again, I like ice," I say smiling.
The twins chuckle. "Definitely, that was amazing, Becks," says Logan.
"Just think, Becks, if you move in with us, you could do that every night," says Landen.
Ruining my post-orgasmic feeling. I say nothing and lie still enjoying the feeling of contentment and ignoring Landen. Please don't bring this up now.
“We could fuck you together every night and every morning before we go to work.”
I get up to go to the bathroom, and Logan follows me shortly after and pulls me into the shower with him.
I continue to kiss and touch Logan in the shower. I love having the time to explore their bodie
s inch by inch, seeing what makes their breath catch. Logan nibbles my earlobes.
"Becks, you are the only person on this earth who is able to tell us apart, even our parents can’t do that, and you do it with a blindfold on, you’re so fucking amazing."
I smile, feeling proud at that thought, I don't know how I do it, but somehow, I just know.
Landen comes in and hugs me. "Sorry, baby, I didn't mean to destroy your after-sex bliss with my annoying comments." I turn to him and kiss him passionately wrapping my arms around his neck and pushing my body up against him.
His hands wander down my body. Logan comes behind and trails his lips across my shoulders and then wraps his arms around me.
"I love you two so much," I say.
"I love you too," they say in unison.
“Fuck, that turns me on when you do that,” I say.
"We know," they both whisper in unison in each ear. I groan again as small shock waves of pleasure rushes through me.
They both kiss me. "You are so responsive to us, Becks, you really are.”
***
It’s a Saturday and I’m walking down to the pub after the game with the women. I’m talking to Tally as usual, she has become a good friend.
"So, Becks, have you ever wondered why they are both truck drivers but live in a big house and have nice cars?"
"No, never really thought about it," I say, shrugging.
"Do you want to know?" says Tally. I shrug again.
"Seriously not bothered," I say.
Tally shakes her head. "You are seriously to laid back sometimes, woman." She rolls her eyes at me, and I laugh.
It’s the truth, I haven't even thought about it. Probably because of the situation I’m in, I mean I have a nice house and a nice car for a truck driver salary. I haven't even thought about their money situation. It’s none of my business though. I’m definitely not going to start asking, well not in until after my birthday at any rate.
Landen Johnson
I enter my house excited and expecting to see a beautiful scene of naked Becks. But my mood drops when all I see is Logan sprawled across the sofa watching sports on the tv.
“Where’s Becks?” I say.
He shrugs. I walk closer, trying to read his face. “What’s up? What’s happened?”
He scrubs his face with his hand and sits up. “Nothing, she just wasn’t here when I got back.”
I sit next to him thinking.
“I could really of done with some Becks loving tonight too,” I say getting sucked into the tv.
“Me too, I don’t think she likes being here alone,” says Logan.
“Why not? Do you think she’s having second thoughts?”
“What?! No, why?”
“I don’t know, it’s been weeks since we asked her to move in with us, and she’s not mentioned it since. I think it’s just made her feel like she can settle like this now.”
“I know, I wish she’d commit,” says Logan.
“Me too, she is triggering my insecurities right now. I’m worrying she’s going to leave us.”
“Nah, I don’t think that, Landen. I think she’s just comfortable with this arrangement and is carrying on.”
“I don’t want her to be comfortable with this arrangement. I want her home, to be here with us.”
“I know, mate, I know. We’ll talk to her again, see how she is. But while she isn’t here we can talk business,” says Logan.
“Yes, let’s.”
It has been a few weeks now that information has been coming forth from the haulage business. In the next week or so they would put the business up for sale. Yet we were already on the inside, and with any luck, we might get in there before that even happens. We’ve been to plenty of meetings this week. We have told Ed, so he can keep it all hush hush. As far as Becks and the team know, we were on shifts that clashed. But, to be honest, we haven’t been there much at all. Which is why we are desperate to see Becks, but she’s not come back to our house after work. Much to mine and Logan’s disappointment.
We are a little bit stressed from all the business, and her not being here has put me more on edge.
We’ve done a bit of undercover investigation with the help of Tally, and it seems that Becks has no clue why, where or what money we have and doesn’t seem interested in that topic. Tally has said she is totally not interested and doesn’t really seem at all bothered. Tally says she’s too laid back for her own good, which makes me laugh.
But this news comforts me but also triggers me. On the one hand, I am pleased that she’s not worried about our money situation, and she really doesn’t seem interested in it at all. On the other hand, why not? If we were going to make a home together, why isn’t she interested?
Why doesn’t she ask questions? Is she not interested because she doesn’t see a future in it? Did she not see a future with us or our house? I really can’t tell. We are going to have to sit down and ask her, maybe if we give her a little info she’d ask more.
Logan and I decide that we would have a sit-down conversation with her, letting her know we have more money than maybe she realises. But that has also given me an idea of how we could get her to commit. An idea that would be the ultimate boost to our relationship and would take us into the future. Also giving me more security that she wanted us. If she accepted, that is.
Becks Winter
I haven’t seen the twins at work, and our shifts clash completely again. I also find them in the office a lot with Ed, which I feel is weird. But maybe they were just helping him with his organisation skills, because it seems to have gotten worse as of late.
It’s lunchtime, and I pop into the office to get the next load and worksheets. My delivery has been a lot quicker and smoother than expected, and I’m almost an hour up on time. The twins, again, are in the office with Ed. The door is slightly ajar, I guess it gets hot in a tiny office with three large men. Ed’s talking about paperwork. I haven’t been quiet walking in, but it seems they haven’t noticed me because they carry on talking.
"So, if you buy this place you’re going to keep all the staff, and I’ll keep my job?" says Ed. I stand still thinking if I move then they’ll realise my presence, and I really want to know what they are talking about. Buy this place, huh?
"Ed, you will keep your job, and we will get you an assistant too," says Landen.
“Becks, suggested going digital, which we think is a brilliant idea,” says Logan. “So, you might not even need an assistant once it’s up and running. But this is between us, because the deals not done yet.”
“Okay, so is there anything I can do to help? Because honestly, I’d rather you two be my new bosses than any other arseholes.”
"They want to get it all done and dusted quick. They have already said they want to exchange contracts on September 8th,” says Logan.
So, they’re buying this place just like that, how on earth can they afford that? Shit, a week after my birthday too. It’s going to be a busy week.
I quickly grab my papers and walk out to my truck, processing what I just heard. Well, at least now I have a heads up on what's going on, they are buying the haulage company. I wonder when or if they were going to tell me.
I drive off laughing, there’s me thinking that they’re just normal truckers, but these two must have money coming out of their ears if they're just planning to buy the business. So that explains why Carrie is after them so much. These two men are loaded and aren’t quite what they seem. They are insecure about me, yet they have their own big secrets it seems. Which is a good thing because now I don’t feel so bad about mine. My secret seems irrelevant in comparison to theirs. I still can’t work out all the details, like why have they been working here? Was this the plan all along, to buy the business? They had said they started about the same time as me, so what were they doing before that? Did Carrie’s father have anything to do with it? It would make sense, I guess. My brain goes around in circles all day, and by the time I return to the yard, my
brain is fried. I am considering going home and trying to avoid them, so I can think. But as soon as I park I see that Landen is waiting for me. So much for that idea, I know he wants me to come home with him. We haven’t seen each other for most of the week.
“Hey, you.” I smile, singing in my head, ‘you’ve got a big secret.’
“Hey, gorgeous lady,” Landen says sweeping me up into a hug and kissing me within an inch of my life. I pull back for some much needed air.
“Are you coming home with us? Logan’s finished, and we need to talk!”
“Has he? I thought Logan was on the late shift?”
“Nah, he switched it up, so we could see you, sweetness. It has been far too long. Especially as you’re never there when we get home,” he says with a smile, kissing me again. But I know he hates it when I don’t go to theirs. I just can’t bring myself to go to their house alone, it still feels odd walking in with no one there.
I walk into their house seeing it in a different light now, now that I know they have money, I realise you can tell. It’s the little details that I hadn’t even considered before. The light switches, the carpet, the little bits and pieces, it’s obvious right in front of me, but I never looked too hard before.
Logan walks past me with a large shopping bag, and I help to put things away. I know my way around this kitchen now. He pulls out a large bottle of champagne and waves it in front of me.
“Oh, what’s this for?” I ask.
“For us, Logan and I want to talk to you about something.”
“Okay,” I say, feeling slightly worried and then dread washes over me. They obviously wanted to celebrate something with me. Is it the business they are buying or something else? It’s only a couple of months before my birthday. Please don't let it be something that fucks this up, but that feeling of dread still lingers.