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by Becca Puglisi


  While there are short-term and long-term effects from divorce, this entry will highlight its repercussions on adult or near-adult characters, covering the long-range impacts.

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Safety and security, love and belonging

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  Children strain relationships; that’s why my parents divorced.

  There’s no such thing as a long-term relationship.

  If I love someone completely, I’ll end up hurt.

  Love is only temporary.

  Marriage is for suckers.

  Everyone keeps secrets, so I can’t trust anyone completely.

  Keeping the peace means keeping your mouth shut.

  There’s always something better out there.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Being abandoned

  Not being a priority

  Instability (financial, emotional, etc.)

  Infidelity

  Rejection or betrayal

  Being discarded for something better

  Failing in their own marriage

  Having children and failing them

  Committed relationships

  Change

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Resisting or avoiding long-term relationships

  Making excuses for not committing

  Poor relationship choices

  Promiscuity

  Becoming overly attached to people or purposely avoiding attachment

  A strained relationship with one or both parents

  Being generally critical of one’s parents and their choices

  Resentment due to one’s childhood not being what it should have been

  Struggling to fully trust a partner or spouse

  Tending to walk away from conflict rather than work through it

  Longing for a traditional (loving, supportive, or close) family unit

  Giving one’s children the support one lacked, even to one’s own detriment

  Being risk-averse; sticking to the safe path

  Feeling insecure often and needing reassurance, praise, or positive reinforcement

  Monitoring situations carefully for change

  Worrying about finances more so than may be normal

  Having trouble letting go (of the past or of things in general)

  Fearing to be responsible for others

  Being territorial or possessive (of people, personal spaces, one’s role and job, etc.)

  Finding it difficult to forgive people

  Being a people pleaser or manipulator (depending on what worked as a child to get attention)

  Wanting to be in control of everything

  Being easily overwhelmed by change

  Becoming angry and reactive when things don’t go as planned

  Feeling threatened by competition

  Fierce independence; a reluctance to ask for help

  Feeling guilty when something doesn’t go right, as if one is somehow to blame

  Feeling overly responsible for the happiness of others

  Holding onto friendships and relationships too tightly, possibly smothering others

  Cautioning one’s children against getting their hopes up in uncertain situations

  Being reluctant to try something new

  Disliking surprises

  Wanting to know the outcome before committing; needing assurances

  Having a deep sense of ownership for one’s things

  Taking pride in what one has built (a safe home, a family, a career, etc.) despite setbacks

  Understanding that if one is always in control, others will miss the chance to learn and grow

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Affectionate, analytical, cautious, charming, discreet, empathetic, independent, industrious, just, loyal, mature, nurturing, perceptive, private, proper, protective, sensible

  Flaws: Confrontational, controlling, defensive, evasive, hypocritical, impatient, insecure, jealous, judgmental, manipulative, materialistic, needy, obsessive, possessive

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Spousal arguments

  Visiting one’s parent(s) over the holidays

  A parent announcing their intent to remarry

  The suspicion that one’s partner is keeping a secret

  Family reunions, weddings, funerals, or other events where family gathers

  Experiencing a loss (a job, a family member or friend passing away, etc.)

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Marriage or personal counseling

  Wanting to get married but being afraid to do so

  Learning that one is going to be a parent for the first time

  Staying in a failed marriage for the kids’ sake but realizing it’s still harming them

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  A SCHOOL SHOOTING

  NOTES: A school shooting is a wound that impacts people differently. Students, teachers, and support staff are primary victims, as they are the closest to the situation, while parents (of children within the school, of victims, and even of the shooter) can also be traumatized. This carries through to first responders, city leaders, the media, and the community, who may all be affected by the atrocity. If you choose this wound, think about how your character’s personality, role, and closeness to the situation will cause different behaviors and feelings to crop up. The timeline is also important to keep in mind, as some responses are more immediate while others will become long-term behaviors and reactions.

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Safety and security, love and belonging, esteem and recognition

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  This is my fault. I should have done something to stop it.

  I can’t keep my loved ones safe.

  I could die at any moment.

  You can never really know a person.

  People can turn on you at any minute.

  Violence is everywhere.

  My life can end at any moment, so why try to make something meaningful?

  The world is an evil place.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Dying

  Guns and violence

  Loving people only to lose them

  Strangers (if the shooter was unknown to the character)

  Being vulnerable

  Freezing up or making a mistake at a critical moment

  Placing trust in others (especially for their own welfare or the welfare of loved ones)

  Being in crowds or in populated places

  That another school attack will happen

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Isolating oneself from others

  Difficulty concentrating

  Emotions that quickly escalate to extremes

  Self-medicating with drugs or alcohol

  Feeling guilty for being alive when others are not

  Struggling with one’s faith (if one is religious)

  Becoming hypervigilant (e.g., watching for possible dangers and threats)

  Over-reacting or under-reacting in times of stress

  Highly reactive responses to being startled

  Suffering from prolonged stress (headaches, stomach problems, aches that don’t abate, etc.)

  Having nightmares where one is murdered or one is helpless to save someone else

  Waking in a panicked state (with a racing heart, disorientation, etc.)

  Needing to know where loved ones are at all times

  Panic attacks and overwhelming fears

  Struggling to enjoy the little things in life

  PTSD (anxiety, depression, sleeplessness, nightmares, night terrors, flashbacks, etc.)

  Taking life very seriously or not seriously enough

  Feeling guilty for laughing, having fun, or enjoying something trivial

  Comparing oneself to the victims to try and understand why one was spared

  Worrying that
moving on is dishonoring those who died

  Clinging to loved ones

  Refusing to talk about the event

  Experiencing a disconnect with people who weren’t there when it happened

  Obsessively researching in hopes of trying to make sense of what happened

  Critiquing one’s actions out of guilt for not saving others

  Seeking to protect oneself (obtaining a weapons permit, carrying a knife, etc.)

  Becoming an anti-gun advocate

  Trust issues; being uncomfortable around people one does not know well

  Anxiety at being home alone or being separated from family members

  Becoming risk-averse and less spontaneous

  Wanting to talk about what happened to process one’s emotions

  Going to group or individual counseling

  Writing about one’s experiences and feelings

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Alert, analytical, cautious, disciplined, empathetic, loyal, merciful, nurturing, perceptive, protective, responsible, supportive, unselfish

  Flaws: Antisocial, controlling, humorless, impulsive, insecure, irrational, needy, obsessive, paranoid, scatterbrained, self-destructive, suspicious, uncommunicative

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Gunfire (on TV, at the movie theater, at a range, etc.)

  Loud noises, like car backfires, explosions, or firecrackers

  Symbols that act as triggers, such as seeing the same sneakers or ball cap that the shooter wore

  A friend or family member being present at a random act of violence

  Having to go to the hospital

  The wail of emergency vehicle sirens

  The anniversary of the shooting

  Running into the family members of those who died

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Attending vigils and reconnecting with other victims

  Homeschooling one’s children, then realizing one is making decisions based on fear

  Encountering violence again and having to act to save oneself and others

  Seeing a friend struggling with the trauma and wanting to help them through it

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  A TERMINAL ILLNESS DIAGNOSIS

  NOTES: A terminal illness cannot be cured; for these patients, treatment options will, at best, prolong life rather than save it. While some patients do outlive their doctor’s best guesses for life expectancy, patients are considered terminal when they are given six months or less to live.

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Physiological needs, safety and security, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  This diagnosis is a mistake, and I’m going to be fine.

  God won’t let me die because I’m a good person.

  God is cruel to force me to experience such a painful or premature death.

  I deserve this (because of something I did, not being good enough, etc.).

  I am a burden to the people around me.

  If I had money and power, I wouldn’t be dying.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Death

  Pain

  The pity of others

  Wasting away slowly while friends and family watch

  Saying and doing things they can’t control because of medication and the advancing disease

  Being remembered as ill and weak rather than strong and capable

  Their identity becoming all about the illness

  Whatever comes after death (judgment, that it’s different from what they believe, nothingness, etc.)

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Uncontrolled crying and sadness

  Growing quiet around other people

  Needing breaks from people and normal activities

  Depression

  Self-medicating with alcohol and drugs

  Being unable to get out of bed

  Sleeping constantly or suffering from insomnia

  Appearing to give up (having poor hygiene, pulling away from loved ones, ignoring pets, etc.)

  Refusing to acknowledge one’s illness or go to the doctor

  Paranoia that leads to analyzing one’s appearance for signs of the advancing illness

  Having to stop certain routines (workouts, healthy eating, cleaning, etc.) as the disease progresses

  Refusing to talk about finances, creating a will, or other end-of-life concerns

  A manic need to take risks to feel alive

  Throwing oneself into work to avoid having time to think

  Spending money recklessly

  Choosing aggressive treatment options regardless of their effectiveness

  Investigating fringe treatments and procedures in hopes of finding a cure

  Rebelling against the diagnosis through poor choices (having unprotected sex, binge drinking and partying, visiting unsafe locations, etc.)

  Disengaging one’s filter and saying what one really thinks, even if it hurts others

  Denying one’s illness by rationalizing symptoms: I didn’t get enough sleep, or Must have been something I ate.

  Refusing offers of help because one refuses to be seen as weak

  Lying to concerned people about one’s diet, sleep habits, medication routines, etc.

  Talking about the illness as if it’s temporary: When I feel better, we should take the kids to Disneyland, or Maybe I’ll get back into hiking once I’m myself again.

  Thoughts often turning to suicide

  Displaying frustration and impatience as one grows more limited in what one can do

  Seeking out second opinions

  Researching one’s diagnosis to better understand what is to come

  Looking into pain management options and how to slow the illness if possible

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Because this wound is more immediate and has less time to fester, the character will not experience significant personality shifts. Instead, traits (especially those which help facilitate denial) that are already part of the character’s personality may become more pronounced. For instance, a character may grow more private, or they may become more spontaneous, reckless, pensive, or uninhibited if it helps them cope with this wound.

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Seeing a travel ad for a place one always wished to go but will never be able to visit now

  Driving past a church or other symbol of God

  Annual holidays (Christmas, a birthday, etc.) that one may never see again

  Visiting a doctor or a hospital for a treatment or procedure

  Discussions about a will or one’s end-of-life requests

  The birth of a child within one’s family

  Wanting to start a book that is part of a series one wouldn’t be able to finish

  Planning a last vacation

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Seeing an estranged family member and wanting to mend that fence before dying

  Having a big regret that is all-consuming and seeing an opportunity to deal with it

  Accepting one’s diagnosis and seeking to enjoy one’s remaining time

  Being able to right a wrong or contribute significantly to others if one can move past one’s anger

  Having a dream or goal and wanting to achieve it

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  A TERRORIST ATTACK

  EXAMPLES

  A bomb detonation

  A chemical attack, such as gas being released in a subway system or a building’s filtration unit

  A violent situation resulting in people being taken hostage

  A biological attack, such as poisoning a water supply or releasing an airborne virus

  An attack on an embassy during a hostile takeover

  Cyber-terrorism (using technology in a coordinated attack to disrupt infrastructure, breech security, or steal f
inancial data)

  Eco-terrorism (attacking industries and entities believed to be harming the environment and animals within that environment)

  A nuclear threat or deployment of nuclear force

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Physiological needs, safety and security, esteem and recognition

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I don’t deserve to live when so many good people died.

  I should have done something to prevent this.

  I am not safe anywhere.

  I can’t keep my family safe.

  The police only care about the rich and powerful, and the rest of us have to fend for ourselves.

  Sooner or later, the terrorists will win, so why try to build anything good for the future?

  It would be wrong to bring a child into this messed-up world.

  Only revenge will fill this need inside of me.

  Anyone of that religion (or race, belief, etc.) is untrustworthy and possibly dangerous.

  It’s wise to fear what’s different or unknown.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Places where lots of people converge (subways, airports, train stations, malls, etc.)

  Death

  Freezing up when it really matters

  Being subject to pain and torture

  People of an ethnicity, religion, or belief associated with the attackers

  Being in an enclosed space—especially one that has a lot of people, like an airplane

  Strangers and crowds

  Intolerance (believing it to be the root source of the ordeal)

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Stockpiling weapons, food, and water

  Refusing to travel

  PTSD, anxiety, and depression

  Vocalizing hate against those one believes is responsible

  Avoiding large venues (stadiums, concert halls, fairgrounds, etc.)

 

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