Diary of a True Alpha

by C Y Jones

  “It doesn’t matter. Look at her,” my father says, waving his hand over at me. “You have her walking around looking like a whore. That may be the standard at your pack, but not here. Especially not the Alpha’s daughter.”

  Hmm, I never knew he cared. I wonder what brought this about?

  “She’s my mate, I’ll dress her as I please,” Axil roars loud enough to cover the twins combined growls at the word mate.

  “She isn’t your mate yet and won’t be if you keep up this behavior. She still has a mate out there and could sacrifice these two, defying us both,” my father states calmly, trying to reason with the madman.

  “Then I’ll hunt that one and kill him too,” Axil growls.

  “Trevor,” my father shouts. When Trevor enters the room, his eyes land on me and then quickly flints them away when he sees my state of undress.

  “Yes Alpha,” he replies.

  “Take my daughter to her room,” he orders.

  With no other choice, Axil lets go of my arm, but you can tell he’s not happy about it. I don’t know where my father found his new backbone, but I’m grateful for it. He still plans on selling me out, but at least I have a reprieve from my expected future.

  Following Trevor out my father’s office, I halt at the sight playing in the living room. A couple of my father’s wolves are lounging about with rapt attention as my uncle sits on the couch with a half naked Kassie between his knees chowing down on his dick. Some have their own cocks out, pumping away and the others watch on with their cells out recording. When my uncle notices me, he gives me an evil smirk before pressing his hand, pushing Kassie further down his cock until the room is filled with the sounds of her choking. Trevor grabs my hand and pushes me along, but it’s too late. I can’t unsee what I’ve already seen.

  Once we’re safe in my room I ask, “when the fuck did that start happening? She didn’t exactly appear to be forced.”

  “A couple of days after you left. I believe she’s even fucking your father,” he answers, and I want to gag.

  “So she’s gone from prisoner to pack whore in a span of a couple of days?” I inquire incredulously. Un-fuckin-believable. Kassie would have definitely survived Bloodmoon.

  “It would seem so,” he replies, looking just as disgusted as I feel. There's a long moment of silence before he asks, “are you ok?” His eyes look over my body, skirting past my exposed tits. I can tell he’s calculating every bruise on my body that’s not hard to guess how I got them.

  “I’m fine,” I answer quickly. I’m not in the mood to talk about it and if I were, Trevor wouldn’t be my first choice.

  “Okay,” he says sadly. “I’ll go check on your mates. Just call out if you need me.”

  “Will do,” I reply, and he leaves.

  Alone in my room, I practically run in the bathroom and the shower. I want Axil’s scent off me, his cum, and try to rub away his assault. Once the water starts to pour on my body, memories from last night hit me all at once. The way he held me to him as his fist tore my insides, his mean whispered words of how I love the way his touch feels, and the horrible feeling of his cum dripping on me making my skin crawl. Being with Axil Bloodmoon is absolute hell and I would rather kill myself than spend a lifetime mated to him.

  Strong hands grab me, pulling me to a hard chest and a familiar scent fills my nose.

  “It’s okay sweetheart, I got you,” he murmurs on top of my head, and I turn, burying my head in his strong chest and cry my eyes out. He’s still clothed, but he seems to not care that he’s getting soaked. He’s here to offer comfort as I fall apart behind closed doors. Keeping me safe, guarding me against the monster that’s the cause of all this. When I’m done, I’m completely numb and he finishes washing me with gentle hands. Despite trying to hide it, I hear his growls as he comes across a particularly bad bruise. There was no hiding the near feral roar he let out when he got to my pussy and I could barely let him clean me from the intense pain. I could feel his heart breaking for me, but he remains strong for me and kisses me softly on the cheek and finishes up. Once done, he wraps me in a towel, and I stop in front of the sink. Putting as much toothpaste I can fit on my toothbrush, I brush my teeth until my gums start to bleed, even then I still don’t stop. Logan watches with sad eyes as I abuse my own mouth, but a phantom taste of his bitter cum still lingered in my mouth. Lastly, I took the mouthwash, swishing it around letting it burn my irritated gums and then spit in the sink. For good measure, I took a drink straight from the bottle and swallowed, letting it cleanse and burn my entire throat and anywhere within Axil’s reach.

  When I’m done cleansing myself, Logan leads me to the bedroom and sits me down on my bed. Ethan is there to take over and Logan excuses himself to rid himself of his wet clothes. Just as gently as his brother, Ethan pulls a t-shirt of his over my body and tucks me in bed, getting in with me, and pulling me to his warm chest. Once Logan is finished in the bathroom, he lays at my back as we all huddle together in a warm pile. The only thing missing is Mekka then this would be perfect, but for now the two of them are enough. It doesn’t take long before I drift off into a deep sleep, cocooned by my mates.

  14

  Mekka

  “Have the latest reports come in yet?” I ask Otto.

  Since Alpha and a group of wolves arrived, I have been working with them to plan a strike against Bloodmoon. I don’t doubt April’s plan, I have the utmost faith that my girl can take care of her father, it’s Axil’s moves we can’t predict. Even with Aspen being Alpha, he may still try to take her and if he does, he will have a fight on his hands. Tyler couldn’t bring the whole pack with him. If we wanted it to seem like the pack is still in chaos he could only send a small team that would go unnoticed, so he brought the remaining two Betas he had left after killing the other three in challenges and replacing them with three other, stronger wolves. They are all staying in the same hotel as we are, two wolves to a rooms except Alpha who has his own room. The one female wolf that came with them has already left, taking Kimberly along with her. Without knowing what’s going to happen, we thought it would be safer for her to get her away as soon as possible.

  “Yeah, it’s been reported that Axil is here and he has brought Aspen with him,” Otto answers.

  Good, that means the plan is working and the twins were able to talk Aspen’s dad into challenging Axil. At first, I wasn’t so certain of that part. For an Alpha, Aspen’s father seemed more like a little worm always scheming and wiggling his way out of trouble. He’s the sort that will not think twice to sacrifice others, so it surprises me he hasn’t left Aspen to Axil’s mercy. I wish I was there comforting her, letting her know I don’t care what he’s done to her, that I will always love her no matter what.

  “Anything else?” I question as I try to focus on the task at hand.

  “Your little witch friend has gathered the coven here, a couple hundred witches to help as well as fifty or so other supes in the area. If we have the wolves from Wolfhaven on our side, should it come to war, we’ll have the numbers on our side.” Otto isn’t happy about working with April. He knows she wasn’t part of the attack on the pack, but with his twin gone and no one here to balance him, he’s kind of a loose cannon who doesn’t trust easily. I think he’s running solely on the opportunity of taking revenge.

  “What about asking for help outside the area? We can’t be the only ones outraged by all this,” I say, and it’s Alpha who answers when he walks in with two of his Beta’s flanking him.

  “We can’t ask for outside help without giving away we're here and why. We still don’t know how large Axil’s operation is and all whose involved.”

  That makes sense. I would like to think Axil and Aspen’s father are the only ones involved in all this, but I know that’s not true. Supes are just as greedy as humans. They have no qualms about turning in their own to make a buck. I think about those poor missing wolves in Wolfhaven and a rage bubbles up inside me. Those are my mate’s people and I hate to k
now how she’ll feel once she learns the truth about everything. I hope she gives them all hell and destroys Axil and her father with her flames, giving them both a taste of what they have to look forward in the afterlife.

  “Here,” Alpha says laying a map on the table. “We have staked out the area and have determined that these points are the best to enter to attack,” he says, pointing to the three red dots on the map, “and these larger circles are the pack's weak spots. We may want to reinforce those once Aspen takes over. I’m sure Axil has gathered the same intel over the years while he’s been working with Dante.”

  I’m glad that he has no doubt Aspen will be able to defeat her father. When he first got here and we told him our plan, not once has he doubted us or said he would challenge Aspen’s dad himself. He also has allowed me and April to lead while he’s been here and ordered the wolves that came with him to follow our instructions. My girl is strong and she has proven herself in his eyes. She can do it. I know she will, and once done, I will be able to hand her over an army that will be able to bring Axil Bloodmoon to his knees where she’ll get her revenge on every despicable thing he has done to her.

  Logan

  The day has come and gone, and Aspen is still sleeping. Sitting up, I move a stray hair and stare down at her beautiful face. She has been through so much. My heart still hurts from the way she broke down in the shower, the frantic need for her to wash and vanish Axil from her skin. When I first saw her, I could smell his scent all over her. I was enraged by her state of undress and the clumps of cum dried in her hair, but I still had love in my eyes, only for her. I don’t care what she’s done to endure being there. She came back to me alive and that’s all that matters.

  “Should we wake her so she can eat?” My brother asks, breaking me out my thoughts. I should have known he too was awake.

  “No, she needs her rest. Her body's healing from a lot of physical and mental trauma,” I tell him still staring at my beauty.

  “Tell me?” He asks. I don’t need to ask what. I wonder how long has he been laying here dying to ask.

  “From what I gathered in the bathroom she has bruises all over her body, bite marks on her breast and nipples, her ass must have been beaten with a belt because she has welts criss-crossed across it, and inside her pussy must have been severely abused. I could barely touch her there to clean her.” The last part I swallow hard. Neither one of us knows exactly what happened, but I could only guess. I hate to think he’s been inside her, but like I said, that doesn’t matter. Her here, alive does.

  “Anything else?” He questions through clenched teeth.

  “She brushed her teeth raw and swallowed mouthwash, so I have one guess as to why, and it must have happened recently,” I answer.

  Ethan looks back down at our beauty. The rage he’s feeling disappears immediately as he stares at her. Usually I'm the only one who can calm him down. I’m glad she can too, even unconscious, because I don’t think even I could stop him from seeking Axil out and trying to kill him. I want to as well, but it’s up to Aspen what happens to him. Since neither one of us is comfortable leaving her, we have Trevor deliver food to the room and once we’re done eating, we lay back down beside our girl. Immediately, she moves her body until we’re all close together in one small puppy pile, like we used to do when we were kids, breathing each other in until we fall asleep.

  Aspen

  When I wake I’m still cocooned in between my men. They haven’t left me and for that, I’m grateful. Stretching, I note that my body isn’t so sore. In fact, I could feel myself growing wet as I note Logan’s hard-on pressed into my backside and the feel of Ethan’s velvety skin brushing my knickers free pussy.

  “Morning, sweetheart,” Logan murmurs as he rubs his nose in my neck.

  “Morning,” I mumble, pressing myself closer. I hear him hiss as his dick pokes harder at my backside and then he gives me a dark chuckle. Neither of the twins are wearing any clothes and I liked that very much. My eyes roam over Ethan’s naked chest. All his hard muscle out on display.

  “I think I’m jealous of you looking at my brother like that,” Logan whispers in my ear.

  “Don’t be,” I say turning to him and ogling his identical chest. How is it possible they have the same exact muscle mass? Do they do the same routine in the gym? Whatever it is, it’s definitely working for them. I move even closer and he bites back a moan as his dick enters the edge of my pussy lips. I would have thought I could never be turned on or get wet again, but just being near my mates gets me going.

  “Aspen, I don’t want to hurt you. You’re still healing,” he says through clenched teeth.

  “You don’t want me anymore?” I ask with a small hurt voice.

  I know I’m being ridiculous and Logan is being honorable, but I can’t help the sting from the rejection.

  “No, never,” he says, rolling us until I’m under his large frame. “I love you, firecracker. More than anything in this world. I just don’t want to hurt you.”

  “You won’t. You’ll be helping me forget. Please,” I beg. “Fuck his touch out my head.”

  Not at all an elegant request, but it does the job, especially when Logan keeps his eyes solely focused on me as he lowers himself down my body. When he gets to his desired destination, he licks a slow steady strip between the crease of my pussy and I close my eyes and moan. When I open them, he continues and sticks his tongue inside slowly eating and sucking, torturing me. It feels so fucking good and I fist the sheets as my breathing quickens. Another pair of lips sucking on my breast brings my attention to a now awake Ethan, and I reach out running my hand through his thick locks. Logan’s tongue turns my attention back on his as he speeds up his assault, adding his finger in the mix with his tongue. Soon, they both turn me into a sobbing moaning mess and I cum hard with both their names on my lips.

  Growling, Logan climbs up my body and braces his arms around me, caging me in as he lines himself up with my center. Without warning, he enters me in one thrust, and I cry out which is swallowed by Ethan’s kiss. Logan thrusts inside me slowly, drilling his way deep inside me like he’s digging for gold. He’s driving me crazy, but at the same time it feels so good, as well as Ethan’s mouth on me. He bites me gently and sucks hard, leaving behind his marks, letting all know that he’s been here. I grab his cock and start to stroke him and he moans around my nipple. Logan’s thrusts have grown in intensity and soon he’s pounding into me, making the bed slam against the wall.

  “Fuck, you look so beautiful taking my brother’s cock. Your pussy was made just for us, as well as the rest of your body,” Ethan voices, rough with his naughty words. “Look at the way your pussy swallows him up.” Shite, I’d be damned if I didn’t follow his command and I look down at our joined bodies, watching Logan’s cock disappear inside me, which seems to excite him, because he grabs my arms, bringing them above my head, holding them there one handed. Ethan has moved, and now he’s kneeling beside my head with his cock bobbing in front of my lips. I open wide taking him in my mouth, tasting his precum as it melts on my tongue.

  “Fuck,” he growls. “That’s it baby, suck me just like that,” he commands, and I lick and suck more vigorously.

  Logan's thrusts have slowed some as he drives in deeper so he can repeatedly hit my g-spot. I cum hard, moaning around Ethan’s dick. Logan makes a pleased sound and now, with a slicker entry way, he moves faster and bends low to suck on my breast, leaving his own marks. Ethan is the next to cum, filling my mouth and I swallow him up. He’s still hard when he pulls out my mouth, and I suck on the head of his dick like it’s a sucker. Logan starts to swell and soon he cums, filling my insides. As soon as he pulls free, Ethan grabs me and positions me on all fours. With an unrestrained thrust, he starts pounding into me from behind, and Logan grips his dick in front of my face.

  “Stick out your tongue,” Logan orders and immediately, I do as he asks.

  He slaps his hard cock on my tongue and then runs his thick head along the l
ength of it. His eyes light up as he watches, playing with his dick and my tongue. I can taste myself as I lick him and I get even wetter for Ethan as he thrusts into me repeatedly. Done playing, Logan pushes himself completely in my mouth and they both fuck me from both ends in a tandem. I cum again, and Logan explodes with me, deep down my throat as I choke on him. The sound of me choking must be what tips Ethan over the edge because seconds later he’s releasing his seed deep inside me, joining in with his brothers. We all fall in an exhausted heap on the bed and our heavy breathing fills the room.

  We stay inside all day, fucking and talking about anything but Bloodmoon. I wanted them to fill me to the brim until my body couldn’t take anymore of their cum. I had them take me in every position, fucking away all I’ve seen from my mind, and on every surface of the room we could. Both were good sports, and I’m thankful wolves don’t have a recovery period with their mates. I think it has something to do with ensuring their mate gets pregnant. Each bad sexual experience has been replaced with how they make me feel, but all good things come to an end and my wolves have been very patient.

  Not able to put it off anymore, I tell them everything I went through. I don’t hold anything back as I described the horrors I was forced to witness. The first assault in the car driving to his pack, when he tried to fuck me and I ended up in a cage for days, his training, the pictures he took as he degraded me and allowed his Beta’s to cover me in their cum, the beatings, and each and every time I fought him. All the slaves he killed and Lala who died because I called his bluff and he still ended up taking me against my will. The first and only time his dick has been inside me. When I get to the other night, tears run down my cheeks as I explained how painful it was to have his fist, driving up inside me like he was trying to tear me apart from the inside, and the brutal beating afterwards with the belt and his toys. How the next morning he humiliated me in front of his Betas and left me choking on his cum. They already seen the outfit he had me wear when we arrived, there's no point in telling them about the others he had me walk around Bloodmoon in. They were even worse. By the end, I knew Ethan was ready to murder Axil, and maybe Logan as well. Despite his size, he’s usually the one to find another solution beside fighting and anchors his brother, but not this time. They were both on the same page. It’s sweet, but I will take care of him myself, maybe I’ll enlist the help of my three mates, but that’s a big maybe.