Mommy’s Top Drawer

by Tina Moore

  "Oh sweetie, are you OK?" Kira said, taking my key from my hands and opening the door, taking my hand and pulling me into my room and shutting the door behind us. The room was dark, only the moonlight coming through my window shining on the white wall as Kira sat down on one of the empty beds with me.

  "Tell me what's going on princess," Kira said, sitting opposite me but leaning forward to brush my hair out of my face. She looked serious, almost as though she was genuinely concerned, and I laughed at how stupid I felt getting sucked into her.

  "I'm just exhausted, I'm OK," I tried to say to her as she shook her head.

  "No, tell me the truth princess, don't try and lie to me," Kira said, making me curl my toes.

  "You have to stop that," I whispered, biting my lip. I looked at Kira, who just smiled knowingly.

  "But aren't you a little princess Sasha?" She teased. I rolled my eyes and got up, surprised when Kira grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down. Holding my face in her hands, she kissed me, making me gasp as she stood up and pushed me against the wall as she kissed down my neck.

  "Is this what you want princess?" Kira said as she reached into my pants and gently rubbed my pussy over my panties. I pushed her away; I hadn't been touched like that in years.

  "Get out," I quietly said, going to the door. Kira rolled her eyes and kissed my forehead on the way out.

  "You know where to find me if you get scared princess," Kira said as she left my room and made her way back to hers. I shut the door and climbed into my bed, shutting my eyes and tried to get some sleep.

  I tossed and turned all night. Every time I got close to falling asleep, a new sound would wake me up, or the memory of Kira would come back to my mind. Why did I refuse her? It felt great, I thought to myself, confused as to why I kicked her out. At 3 in the morning, I decided to go for a walk to the beach. Getting up, I put on some warm pants, and a pullover found my glasses and tied my hair in a messy bun. I opened the door to my room and used my phone as a torch as I made my way down the clearing to the beach. I was not disappointed. The air was cool and salty, and the light breeze had a thin layer of sand lifting as I took each step. The waves looked blue and black as they crashed and for the first in what felt like forever, I felt totally at peace. Walking along the beach, I was aware that someone was walking in the opposite direction. I walked down to the water's edge, hoping to avoid them.

  "Sasha?" I heard her voice before I saw her. I was nervous; why would she be out here this late.

  "Kira?" I asked back.

  "Princess, I thought you'd be all tucked up in bed, what are you doing?" Kira asked hugging me. It was more me hugging her, and I liked that I took her by surprise as I held her tightly, like she was the answer to questions I didn't know I had. She smiled and kissed my forehead as she stroked my hand and let me hold her.

  "I could ask you the same thing," I finally said, sitting down on the sand. I dug into the cold sand with my toes and shivered as the air whipped around us. Kira opened her oversize zip-up jacket, and I snuggled into her. I didn't care if she did this with everyone; I needed her to do this with me.

  "I like going for walks at night. I feel the night calling to me sometimes, so I go with it," Kira said. I was impressed with how open she was about who she was; she didn't seem to hide anything. Looking at me, I could tell Kira wanted an answer from me now.

  "My reason is lame, I just couldn't sleep," I said, shrugging my shoulders. Kira laughed and pulled me in closer.

  "That's not lame princess," she said, pressing my head down until it was resting on her shoulder. As we looked out over the ocean, a liked that I could almost hear her heartbeat and feel her breath on me as silence came between us.

  "How long have you been here?" I asked her, breaking the silence that had come between us.

  "4 years. I came out as a backpacker but fell in love with it and stayed after I was sponsored," Kira explained.

  "Was it easy?" I asked, interested in the process. Kira shook her head.

  "Nothing good is ever easy princess," she said, laughing.

  "It took three years of back and forth paperwork, but I'm here now, and I'm happy I can stay," Kira said in a serious voice I hadn't heard her use.

  "Why, are you thinking of staying?" Kira asked, suddenly excited again. I looked at her before I kissed her deeply, surprised with myself but happy when I heard her moan in my mouth.

  "Maybe," I whispered as I pushed her back on the sand. I moved my body on top of her and kissed her until I had run out of ways to kiss her as dawn broke behind us over the ocean and lit up the beach. Kira rolled me over, obviously not wanting to be on her back anymore and lay down by my side as she kissed me while we watched the sun move up into the sky.

  "This is going to be an amazing day princess; I can just tell," Kira said softly into my neck as she played with my hair.

  Chapter 3

  She wasn't joking. The day had been awesome. She had organized that everyone would go the jetty and jump off the end of it at lunchtime, followed by a big BBQ in the park. There was food and drinks and music, and I loved watching how she floated around the different groups of people. I had learned that she spoke five languages, and she was always making someone laugh or telling them a story. I liked that she kissed me openly in front of people. I had learned that things moved very fast around here and slight attraction turned into a full-blown relationship after a few hours of staring at each other.

  "It's just the way when everyone is living together," Danni explained to me as I asked her how long another couple had been together, laughing when 3 hours came her response. I had hoped that Kira wouldn't use me for a few hours and then get rid of me when a new girl turned up being relieved when Danni shook her head.

  "You guys are as good as married now; she won't leave you. She never leaves; it's the other girls who go. When is your flight out?" Danni said raising an eyebrow at me as the reality that I would be leaving too settled in.

  "In two months," I said quietly as Danni nodded her head as she drank.

  "See?" She added as I got up and walked over to where Kira was playing in the playground.

  "Hey princess, having fun?" She asked, making me feel like the only person in the world all over again. She laughed as she grabbed my hand and pulled me to the swings.

  "Sit, let me swing you," Kira said, pulling my hips down onto the swing. I closed my eyes as she started to pull me back, forcing my mind not to go there. I knew what was just behind my eyes, and as I opened them again, I felt it hit. It was like a drug, her motherly nature, the way she called me princess and the way she made me feel as she swung me high into the air, catching me every time I came back. I wondered if she knew what she was doing to me, what headspace she had me in constantly. I wondered if she would still like me if she knew.

  The BBQ finished and walking back to the hostel. Kira grabbed my hand as I was about to walk out onto the road.

  "Hold Mama's hand princess," Kira laughed as a car sped past. The people around us didn't seem to care, but I almost died hearing those words. A guy grabbed a girl's hand and told her to hold Daddy's hand, and everyone laughed. Oh, it was just a joke, everyone is joking, I said to myself trying to calm down. Kira looked at me with a gleam of mischief in her eye, and I looked at her quickly before looking down at the ground as she led me back to the hostel. Stopping outside my room, I could tell she wanted to come in, but I turned to look at her.

  "I'm just really tired, probs still the jetlag, I think I'm just going to have a nap and maybe see you later?" I said as she held my hips and swayed me gently.

  "Or maybe you're tired because you're a little princess and need Mama to let you have a nap?" Kira said, smiling, before kissing my cheek and walking away.

  I took my clothes off and put them in the wash bag I had set up on the end of my bunk and walked into the shower, turning the water on and letting it pour over me. I was happy I had brought my shampoo and conditioner and washed my hair for the first time since arriving. I
lathed shower gel over my body, enjoying how it felt rubbing over my tits before I exfoliated and got out. I dried myself and hung my towel up before walking back into the room, surprised to see Kira sitting on my bed.

  "Kira what the fuck!" I screamed as I tried to cover up. I reached behind me to try and get my towel and Kira jumped off my bed and grabbed my wrist, pulling my naked body to my bed.

  "I can't let my little princess go to for naps without a diaper, what kind of Mama would that make me?" Kira said, making me freeze.

  "What did you just say?" I asked, making her laugh.

  "I knew you were a baby the minute I saw you, princess, why do you think Mama spent all that special time with you?" Kira said, moving my body as she sprinkled the powder over me. My mind was lost for words, so I just lay there and let her diaper me, trying to fight the headspace she was forcing me back into.

  "But," was all I could say as she pulled up my pajama pants over my fresh diaper and tickled me before putting on my long sleeve pajama shirt.

  "Gosh what a cute little princess for Mama," Kira said, looking at me laying on my back, my thighs pushed apart by the thick diaper she had just put me in.

  "Come on, time for pretty little princess naps," Kira said. She lay beside me, making me snuggle into her chest as her arms wrapped around me.

  "No wonder you couldn't sleep last night little princess, Mama wasn't here then, but I'm here now," Kira said, stroking my hair as I fell asleep in her arms.

  When I woke up, Kira was still cuddling me but was on her phone, scrolling through social media.

  "Hi princess," she said, kissing my cheeks. I blinked sleepily at her which just made her squeeze me tighter, and I tilted my head back to see what time of day it was. The first stars had just come out, but the sky was still a light blue, so I knew it wasn't too late. Kira placed her hand on my diaper and frowned.

  "Princess, you are still dry," she said, making me silently beg her not to make me wet my diaper. Kira reached into her bag and pulled out a baby bottle filled with water and rubbed the nipple over my lips, getting cross when I didn't open.

  "Don't be a silly girl for Mama, drink up my little princess," Kira said, spanking my thigh until I opened my mouth as she held the bottle as I drunk.

  "Good little princess for Mama," Kira said slowly, enjoying how I looked looking up at her. She placed her hand on my bladder and pushed down, making my eyes go wide as I drank.

  "Don't try and fight Mama princess, you can wet your diaper here, or I'll take you out there and you can keep it on until you wet it in front of everybody, which do you want," Kira said, smiling when I began to wet my diaper, getting embarrassed and looking away slowly.

  "Oh does Mama's little princess not like wetting herself," Kira said, taking the empty bottle out of my mouth. I shook my head and brought my arms up to my face, covering my eyes from her. Kira ran her hands up and down my body before gently taking my hands away.

  "Alright sweetie, Mama likes it though. Come on, let's get you all cleaned up so you can go play all night," Kira said, taking my hand and leading me into the bathroom. She took my pajama's off, followed by my diaper, and I stood in the shower as she washed me.

  "All clean now little princess," Kira said, passing me a new dry towel.

  "What do you want me to wear Mama," I said, making Kira beam with delight.

  "Oh, you are such a good little princess!" She exclaimed going through my clothes and taking out a pair of baggy ripped jeans and a tight singlet.

  "This will look so cute on you little princess, and when you get tired, there's enough room in here to put you in a diaper, and no one will even know," Kira said playfully spanking my bottom as she dressed me.

  Chapter 4

  The days began to have a happy routine to them, and I started to find my place within the crazy hostel. Kira would organize events a week in advance, so there was always something to look forward too. So far we had gone on nature walks, seen wildlife and gone snorkeling along the reef. Next week we were all going skydiving, and I had finally mastered the tricks in winning hostel monopoly. I had gotten used to Kira diapering me during my nap times in the middle of the day, and she had even started to make me wear one in the night. She had moved into my room and would cuddle me as I slept and choose what I would wear during the day.

  "This one Mama?" I asked her, holding up a bikini. It was hot today, but we were still going to the beach to have a bonfire that night. Kira had to go early to help set it up, which meant that I was going early too. Kira said I could go for a swim while they set it all up and that if I was good, she wouldn't put a limit on the number of roasted marshmallows I could have.

  "No, the other one princess," Kira said coming out of the shower and towel drying her long blonde hair. I picked up the more revealing bikini but was stopped by Kira who wanted to dress me instead.

  "Such a slutty little princess for Mama, I'm going to enjoy watching you in this tonight," Kira said, tying my red bikini around my neck. It was a halter style and made my cleavage look like I had porn star tits the way it shaped me. The tiny, Brazilian cut bikini bottoms didn't leave much to be imagined and rubbed my clit when I sat down. When I had told Kira this, she had made me wear them to a picnic in the rainforest. She let me have my small pair of offcut high waisted denim shorts on as we walked through the rainforest, but made me take them off and sit on her lap during the picnic, enjoying my slight moans and begs for her to touch me. She had subtly spread my thighs under the table and reached down, lazily stroking me while she played cards with Danni, enjoying my squirms and soft grinds on her lap wanting more. I hoped she would do something like that tonight as well.

  We arrived at the beach, and Kira kissed me before slapping my ass as I walked down the beach to the water. It was nice to cool down after such a hot day, and I dived under waves until I was tired and made my way back up to the beach. Laying down on my towel, I dried in the afternoon sun and fell asleep under the shade of a palm tree as the bonfire was starting to be lit.

  "Come on sleepy head, either come and play or let Mama take you to bed," Kira said, coming over and kissing me before whispering in my ear.

  "I'll come over Mama," I said, waking up to her touch. She had sat next to me, blocking anyone's view of where her hand was and turned me over, so I was on my back looking up at her. She grabbed at my body, looking down at me like she would take me right there. She slipped her fingers into my bikini bottoms and parted my pussy lips with her fingers before subtly toying with my cunt.

  "Stay nice and quiet for Mama little princess," Kira said as I placed my hands over my mouth. I was happy I had chosen a spot that was away from the bonfire and the partying going on around it, but I could still hear the laughter of my friends as they danced and drank. I moaned, and Kira slapped my tits to silence me.

  "I said be quiet princess," she hissed. I hadn't heard her be angry at me before and I whimpered, not wanting to hear that voice again. She teased me, sliding in and out, just enough to make me wet but not enough to cum for what seemed like forever until she bent down and kissed me.

  "Tell Mama how badly you need to cum princess," Kira said finger fucking me slightly harder.

  "Mama please," I moaned in a breathless whisper. Kira laughed in satisfaction as she began to fuck me harder. Rubbing my clit with her thumb and sucking on my nipples, biting them gently as I bucked my hips against her hand. She was tall and skinny, and I was surprised that she could push me down with such strength. I was curvier that she was and had just assumed that I was stronger, but as she pinned me to the ground and made me take her until my orgasm was over, I knew that she was not someone to mess with.

  "Pretty little princess," Kira said, putting her cum covered fingers in my mouth.

  "Taste yourself, princess, lick Mama's fingers clean," Kira instructed, making me gag slightly before she took her fingers out of my mouth. I reached up, and Kira cuddled me, letting me nuzzle into her neck and watch the party from the safety of her lap as she cuddl
ed me.

  "Ready to go party little princess? Did Mama fuck you enough to make that slutty little pussy of yours not seek out attention from anyone else?" Kira said cupping my cum soaked bikini bottoms, rubbing me predatorily. I just nodded into her neck and felt her kiss my cheek as she moved, motioning for me to get up and follow her to the fire.

  We danced and drank, and skinny dipped in the water well into the night, with couple after couple leaving to fuck either back at the hostel or somewhere along the bush lined banks of the beach. I ate my fill of marshmallows and Kira enjoyed showing me off, ripping my bikini top off and grabbing my tits in front of some boys who had only just moved into the hostel a day ago.

  "You can look, but you can't touch my precious little princess. She's all Mama's," Kira said, making them laugh even though they didn't know what she was saying. I liked that Kira thought I was so special, and I really liked being shown off by her. We had talked about stuff like that and Kira had said that she'd never do anything that made me overly embarrassed, but that she did like making me a little humiliated and had been excited when I told her that I found it hot to be on display. It felt nice to be with her, but I was aware that my flight back home was fast approaching. I had already been here a month, and I knew that I only had one month to go before I would have to say goodbye. The thought of leaving Kira torn at me. I had never had someone adore me as much as she did and I just didn't know what to do about us.

  Chapter 5

  I had decided to go on a road trip before I had come to the hostel and had already arranged for a rental car to drive through the country to another big beach town.

  "Everyone gets stuck out there, make sure you tell Kira where you are going so that when you get stuck, we can come and bring your broken down ass home," Danni said over breakfast a day before I was meant to be leaving. Kira had said how excited she was for me, but I could feel in her touch that she didn't want me to go. Mostly because all she did was touch me. If she wasn't holding my hand, she was sitting me on her lap or fucking me in my bed, the shower or the secluded areas at the beach. She had even taken me to a nudist beach and fucked me in a cave we found. I hated that I made her feel like she was losing me.