Resolution (Saviour)

by Lesley Jones

  “Make it wet Lauren. Wrap your tongue around it. Suck it and make it wet.”

  He drags it out of my mouth and turns it on pulling it down over my throat, over each of my nipples, over my belly and kneels back down in front of me.

  “Fingers Lauren, show me how you use your fingers.”

  Okay girl. Let’s go for it. I can do this. Let’s put on a show for him. God I wish I was drunk. I slide my hand down my belly, up my inner thigh and stroke the inside of my leg, I use the tips of my fingers to trace over my lips, then using my middle finger I circle my clit. No penetration, just gentle pressure. Right. There. Oh my fucking God. My legs are already beginning to twitch. I watch him, as he watches me. Finally his eyes come up to meet mine. He licks his lips.

  “Is this what you like? I never knew you liked your clit rubbed like that. Just that will make you come?” I nod, incapable of speech.

  “You are so wet Lauren, I can see your skin glisten. Fuck, if you could see how sexy you look right now. Is this a first? Have you ever done this with anyone else?”

  I shake my head. I've stopped circling; in the hope of making myself last longer.

  “Good. We are going to spend all weekend doing things you've never done before. I am going to fuck every part of your body. The whole peninsula will know what we are doing with the way I'm going to make you scream my name. Fuck. They might even hear you in Geelong. Now push this inside you. I want to watch.”

  I take the rubber, purple, veiny, fake cock in my hand and look at him. But his eyes are transfixed by what's going on between my legs. I turn it on so that it starts vibrate, I use my index and middle fingers to spread my lips. He closes his eyes as I do this, then he kisses the inside of my knee very gently. I shudder, then grasp my new toy and circle the tip just where I open and it makes a noise because I'm so wet

  “Fuck!” We both say it at the same time and look at each other and smile.

  God I love him. The way he's looking at me, with such reverence, he makes me feel like I can do anything, be anyone. That I am the only woman in the world for him. He makes me feel beautiful. Something that no one in my forty five years has ever done. He laces the fingers of my left hand with his right, he turns it over and rubs his lips and his nose over the inside of my wrist, then gently licks the same spot and I instantly discover a new erogenous zone. I push the vibrator into myself further. It feels huge. But I love the stretching and full sensation.

  “Further. All the way in. Then fuck it for me.”

  I let go of his hand and grasp my toy with both of mine and watch as he starts to stroke himself.

  “All the way Lauren, take it all the way, then move your hips and fuck it baby. Don't worry about coming. I will have you coming over and over, all weekend.”

  And that's it. I've never felt anything like it. My blood feels like ice in my veins but my skin is on fire. My toes curl, my legs twitch and my hips convulse.

  “Gabe.”

  “I’ve got you baby, I’ve got you. Always.”

  God, I love it when he says that. My whole body starts to jerk uncontrollably and out of nowhere Gabe comes over all over my belly and my tits. While I have my finger pressed on my clit, my orgasm still not over. He pulls the toy out of me, then he licks it. Oh my God. He fucking licks and sucks the giant purple cock and I can't help but moan out loud at the sight. He swipes it over my belly and my tits, collecting up his cum and pushes it into my mouth. Licking his own lips as he does.

  “I love how you taste baby. Now taste me. Taste how much I've fucking missed you.”

  Jesus fucking Christ. I want to go again. I ache for him already. Without a word he flips me over onto my front and moves my hair away from my neck. He strokes with just his fingertips, from my hair line, all the way down my spine. He nudges my legs apart and positions himself in between them, leaning forward to kiss my ear and the side of my jaw, across my shoulders, all the while he’s stroking my bare sensitive flesh on the backs of my arms and legs, over my bum cheeks and back. He places his hands on my hips and pulls me up onto my knees, my arse cocked in the air towards him. His fingers gently stroke up the inside of my thigh and I instinctively push my bum towards him, hoping he will move his fingers around to my clit and apply some pressure to the ache I have there, instead he splays his palms over my bum cheeks, pulling them apart as he kisses down my back, all the way down and doesn’t stop.

  “Gabe.”

  “Shhhh, let’s just try this baby, I know you’re gonna love it. If it’s too much, just say and I will stop, but I have toys and I have lube, let’s just try.”

  He has lube, fucking hell, am I really going to let him do this? He kisses my shoulder, then bites it gently.

  “Okay?”

  I nod, not really sure if I am.

  He rummages around on the bed for a second, and then he’s back.

  “Just relax baby and push back when you’re ready.”

  I push my bum up as I drop my shoulders down to the bed and fold my arms underneath my forehead. He reaches between my legs with his left hand and very gently strokes the skin right at the very top. His right fingers slide inside me and I flinch and jerk.

  “Shhh, it’s okay, I’ll be gentle, just getting you ready.”

  As he talks, he slides his fingers out and I feel something cool and wet slide in, it goes deeper than his fingers ever have and I am amazed at how good it feels, I push back.

  “That okay? You want more Lauren? Tell me.”

  “More,” is all I can manage. I can only assume it’s some kind of butt plug he’s using on me, I’ve never actually seen one in ‘Real life’ so I have no idea how big they are. He pushes it in deeper and again I push back on him.

  “Fuck Lauren, I want this, I want to be inside you, in here, where no one else has ever been, are you ready; can we try?”

  Again I simply nod. He kisses my temple.

  “Good girl.”

  He pulls out whatever was in me and I feel the cold lube hit the bottom of my back, he places a slim, purple vibrator on the bed between my legs as he rubs the lube in between my cheeks

  “Don’t touch the toy Lauren, I’ll tell you when, are you ready baby, just relax, relax.”

  Fucking relax, he’s kidding right, I’m about to lose my anal virginity, something I had never ever considered doing until I met him and now, now I actually want to do it. I take a deep breath in through my nose and offer my arse up to him. He rubs small circles with his thumbs as he pulls my cheeks apart, I feel him nudge the tip of his cock at my hole, he feels wet and hot; very gently, very slowly he pushes his tip inside me. I instantly tense.

  “Gently,” I whisper. Yay, I can still speak.

  “I know, I am. Can I push in some more?”

  I nod. He has one hand holding onto my hip and the other still guiding himself in to me; he nudges deeper and I can’t help but let out a little moan. It burns for a second, then it’s just all sensation.

  “Fuck Lauren, more?”

  I nod and he slides right in, there is no pain this time, just a full and stretching sensation. He’s completely still, letting me adjust to him. He grazes his teeth down my neck and shoulder and I let out a moan. He kisses between my shoulder blades and whispers against my skin.

  “Lauren, you make all my dreams come true, do you get that? Do you understand just how much I fucking love you? You’re my everything, my always, my forever.”

  His hand traces down my spine and holds on to my other hip as I try to process his words, this whole moment is so intense, our reunion, this sex, his words and the amazing sensations I am now feeling as he very slowly starts to move inside me. He kisses me one last time on my back as he says

  “Okay baby, I’m gonna move, very slowly I’m gonna move, if it’s too much, too painful or too intense tell me and I will stop. Lauren, you okay?”

  I bite down on the inside of my lip. Am I? I don’t know what I am right now, but I nod anyway. Very gently he pulls back a fraction and then slides back
in, my muscles clamping round him, I can feel every single ridge and vein and bump on him and it just makes me want more of him. It’s not painful at all, it’s like nothing I have ever experienced and I am now wondering why I have never tried this. He eases back once more and this time as he slides back in, I push back on him.

  “Fuck.” Is all that he says.

  I say nothing, because I can’t. Right now, for me, there’s nothing, no one else anywhere, just me and him, now, doing this, my head is spinning with desire like I have never known, could never imagine and I just want more, more of this, more of these sensations, more of him. We find our rhythm and I know I am going to explode soon. I just need, something.

  “Twist on the vibrator and rub it on your clit baby, I’m gonna come soon.”

  I do as he says; the sensation is amazing, I push back against him so that he fills me further and slide the vibrator inside me, if I can feel it, I know he will be able to as I push it against my walls, against him. I have no control over what happens next, my orgasm is so intense it’s more like a convulsion, the instant I felt the vibrator touch him through my skin it shakes me, the instant he feels the vibrator against him, he explodes, I feel every single pulse and throb inside me. Both of us totally out of control, rocking against each other, shaking, falling, together. Gabe is almost chanting behind me. He loves me. He wants to marry me. He wants to fuck me all weekend. He wants to marry. I can’t leave him again, ever.

  “Fuck Lauren, God, fuck,” are basically what he says, I on the other hand am rendered speechless, boneless and breathless.

  I fall down flat on the bed, his body following mine but he somehow keeps from crushing me. I close my eyes, try not to pass out and wait for the world to stop spinning. He kisses my hair and my head, my ear, my neck, I adjust my position, inadvertently pushing back onto him and let out a contented sigh. I instantly feel him twitch inside me and I can’t help but smile.

  I feel him laugh against my back as he says into my ear, “Did you feel that?”

  I smile and nod.

  “See what you do to me? Fuck Lauren, I’m possessed, this ain’t normal, surely this can’t be normal, I will happily die fucking you.”

  I smile, make a sort of stifled laughing sound and nod; I’m not capable of more.

  “Come and shower with me, I want to wash and look at you. I’m gonna pull out, okay?”

  He eases out gently, only causing me to wince slightly. He stands up from the bed and I feel cold without him pressed against me and suddenly, also, very embarrassed. He squats down beside the bed and brushes my hair off my face…

  “You alright?”

  I nod, not looking at him, my bottom lip suddenly quivers and that solid bloody ball of emotion is lodged firmly in my throat again.

  “Baby talk to me, what’s wrong? I didn’t hurt you or anything did I? Lauren?”

  I wrap my arms around his neck and whisper into his ear, “You didn’t hurt me, it was amazing, is it wrong to say that – that I liked what we just did?”

  He strokes his fingers down the side of my face, “Of course it’s not wrong. Whatever we do, as long as it’s what we both want, it will always be right, and that was about as close to perfect as it gets baby.”

  He leans down and kisses me gently on the cheek.

  “I love you, let’s get showered,” I whisper.

  CHAPTER 7

  I drag my eyes open to the sound of my phone ringing. I don't move though, instead I take a few seconds to get my bearings. I know instantly who I'm with: The smell of him is on me, in me, over me, I'm exactly where I want to be. Wherever Gabe is!

  I'm just not sure which room we ended up in last night though. Last night. Oh. My. God. Last night. My face burns at the memories and I squeeze my eyes shut, I am a dirty, dirty girl and I don’t give a fuck, everything, all of it was amazing, although some parts are a little blurry.

  My cheek is pressed to his chest, my arm thrown across his hip, the other folded underneath me, one leg over his, his leg over mine. I blink a few times and try to focus. A message alert goes off on a phone. I'm not sure whose it is, I really don't care much either. I stretch out my hand and run my palm over his hip and feel for his cock, he has a semi on and it twitches as I squeeze at his base and kiss his chest, then move lower and kiss his belly. His hand grabs my hair and pulls so that I have to look up at him. Jesus fuckin Christ almighty. Just look at him. Just look, he's taken my breath away with just a look, but what a look, I have to take a long blink to steady myself. I feel myself sway, despite the fact I'm lying down.

  He seems to follow suit, he blinks then swallows, “Don't ever leave me again Lauren; I don't think I could take it.”

  I instantly fill with tears and they fall onto his chest and I cling to him, this man that's rocked my world in such a short space of time, my heart is fit to burst with the love I feel for him and something else. Hope. I finally have, over these past few days, allowed myself to hope again. Hope that we can find a way through all this bullshit, bollocks and drama and just be together. He pulls me to him as tightly as possible.

  I can barely breathe, “Shhh, shhh baby, don't cry, what's wrong, talk to me, I hate that I keep making you cry.”

  “I'm sorry... Nothing's wrong, you don’t make me cry, everything is right, I'm sorry.”

  I kiss him, long and hard, with everything I have I kiss him.

  “Let's put a line under this past week and fuck it off shall we?”

  He says exactly what I'm thinking and I nod as he pulls me in and tucks my head under his chin and squeezes me tight again. I finally gather my senses and look around, this isn’t the bedroom.

  “Why are we on the lounge room floor?”

  He laughs into my hair. “It's where we ended up last night. After the bedroom, the shower, the bathroom floor and the kitchen bench. We didn't end up making it out to your new car. We will have to christen that later.”

  He's tracing circles with his fingertips from my shoulder, up the curve of my neck, to behind my ear, the sensation along with the memories of all that we did last night make me physically shudder... And smile...

  “You cold?”

  “Na, I'm toasty warm, that was a shudder not a shiver.”

  “Ahhh, is it all coming back to you now? You've gone all goosy.”

  “It sure is,” I blush – in fact I burn, from head to toe.

  “Was almost worth being without you for those few days.”

  I raise my eyebrows and look up at him. He has half a smirk on his face.

  “I'm joking; I'm joking for fucks sake, jeez, touchy much?”

  “I can soon leave again. If you would prefer.”

  “Try it; I'm keeping you tied to the bed for the rest of the weekend.”

  “What about after the weekend?”

  “We will see; I might take you to work with me.”

  “I have work on Monday myself, I'm up at the Palmers place.”

  “Well I might just go with you, our blokes started there yesterday.”

  “They did?”

  “Yep.”

  “I don't want you up there.”

  “But I'd be with you.”

  “I don't care... I don't want you up there.”

  “Why?”

  “Because you've fucked her, I'm jealous, in case you hadn't noticed and I don't want you near her.”

  He draws in a deep breath and I can feel my cheeks burn again at my confession, “She holds no interest for me Lauren.”

  “I don't care, it's a deal breaker.”

  “A deal breaker? I didn't know we had a deal.”

  “Well we do and I don't want you near her, whether I'm there or not, end of.”

  “End of ehh? I love it when you get all green eyed. You're making me hard.”

  He thrusts his hips slightly as he speaks so I grab his balls.

  “You won't love it when I rip these off and shove them down your throat.”

  I squeeze tightly as I speak and in a moment he
has flipped me onto my back and is on top of me with both my arms above my head.

  “If you rip my balls off I will be of no use to you.”

  “Yes you will, you'll still have your dick. If I let you keep it. I might rip that off too and use it to shove your balls further down your throat. Then I will shove your dick up your own arse”

  “Your very aggressive this morning Lauren.”

  “You've seen nothing yet Wilde... Let me catch you within spitting distance of any of your previous fucks and then you'll see aggressive.”

  “Now you've made me fully hard with all this talk, what am I supposed to do with this?”

  He pushes his hard dick against my clit

  “Because this my love. This is just for you, no one else interests me, no one else can make me hard like this, there is no one else I want to be inside, ever, just you, just you baby.”

  I have no words, so I simply open my legs, tilt my hips and let him slide inside me.

  We lay just looking at each other for a while after our sexy session, each lying on our sides, facing the other, our arms folded under our heads.

  “What are you thinking?” He asks with a smile.

  “That I have a very sore noonie.”

  “You do?”

  “I do.”

  “Ha... I knew I would get you to say it eventually.”

  I frown.

  “Say what?”

  “I do, you just said I do. I knew you would succumb to my sexpertise and charm and realise what a great catch I am and accept my proposal eventually.”

  “You are such a child Gabe. Really.... You wanna go there again?”

  “Always with you baby, but you just said you had a sore noonie.”

  “I’m so not laughing Gabriel, you’re not funny. Please, stop with proposal jokes.”

  “Stop, you really want me to stop? Stop as in Oh baby Stop...It’s so good, don't you dare Stop sort of way... Or Stop as in we really shoulda sorted out a safe word because I really mean Stop sort of Stop ?”

  I'm getting annoyed now and am completely lost, “Stop as in shut the fuck up Gabe.”

  He pulls his head back and looks a bit shocked at my outburst, “Chill, I was only pulling your pissa; you really are touchy this morning.”