Love, sex and crimes of Maya Rani,Vol-1 ( End of Innocence)

by Makusr

  “Maya bhaiya (brother) had phoned me that they had reached safely. He said that they’ll come tomorrow evening or the next day’s morning. He’ll inform later on”

  “Oh!” My eyes were searching for Sandeep.

  “Aunt, where is Sandeep?” I asked her sheepishly.

  “Oh, Ho! Very concerned about him! Is there any unfinished work Maya”, she laughed heartily.

  “Aunty! You are…”, I blushed and hid my face in her bosom.

  “He’ll come in the evening. Then you can enjoy his presence as much as you want!” She said pinching my cheeks.

  “Aunty!”

  Sandeep came late in the night. After taking dinner he went upstairs to sleep. Though I had come in front of him I didn’t say a single word. I didn’t know what had happened to me. He was also quite tired. I went to sleep in aunt Vidya’s room. Suddenly aunt Vidya turned to me, took me in her embrace, kissed me on the cheek and said in a hushed tone.

  “Maya, I’m going to sleep in the living room.”

  “Why aunt, why?”

  “So that dear, if Sandeep comes down due to rain, he has no other place to sleep except this room. Just pray to God that it rains in the night!” She said getting up.

  “But…” I was confused.

  “Maya, a chance comes in every girl’s life to have the first experience. And if she gets this chance with the one whom she loves, it becomes a blessing. Today’s your chance dear! If God wills that you should have the love of your life, you will have it. It does not happen in everybody’s life”, she patted my cheeks and hugged me again.

  “Aunty!” I was dumb founded.

  Slowly she moved to the living room, leaving me in her room. I had slept a number of times on this bed. But today it was different. My body looked strange to me. Aunt Vidya’s words kept ringing in my ears. A fear of unknown and an excitement of possibility had engulfed me. My mind was engrossed in all kinds of thoughts. Lying and thinking like this I drifted into sleep.

  It was quite late in the night that I woke up. There were noises outside. It was raining heavily. Sandeep had come down. As I opened my eyes I found him standing in the room, quite wet. Seeing him there in front of me, sleep vanished from my eyes. I don’t know why but I immediately sat up on the bed and hid my face in my knees.

  “Wh, What happened!” It was more of a nervous statement than a question.

  “What to do! Bhabhi is sleeping in the living room. She won’t budge from there. Must be tired. So I came here. But you? I didn’t expect to find you here!” He said as he sat on the chair near the bed. He sounded a bit surprised, a bit irritated but quite excited to find me in the room.

  “Well, I, I…Aunt Vidya…Me...”, I kept on muttering as I withdrew more amore into myself.

  As I lifted my eyes I saw a very very different look on his face. His eyes engaged mine and remained there as if he had locked them there. I tried as much as I could. But I couldn’t free myself from that eye lock. They had overpowered me. Suddenly he got up and moved towards the door. What was he up to? He closed the door lightly and latched it.

  “Sandeep! Wh…What are you doing?” I was quite frantic and I don’t know why I wrapped bed sheet around myself.

  I thought I would die, my heart was pounding that fast! I could clearly hear my heart beat. I was shivering as if I had caught cold. Sweat had also appeared on my forehead and neck. My hands had become so heavy that I had difficulty in moving them.

  “Nothing Maya! Just that I am wet and need some heat to dry myself. That’s what! And without disturbance.” He said as he took off his T-shirt and came towards me. Standing near to me he smiled and stood there with his hands on his waist.

  I had waited for this moment. Rather I had longed for it. But, how strange I acted that day! I don’t know why. His gaze! I couldn’t face it. I was extremely excited but quite afraid too. I don’t know why, but I sprang from the bed and rushed towards the door. Sandeep caught me midway. Before I could bat my terrified eyelids my body was lying in his strong arms. A girl is a strange being! I was afraid of this man! The man whom I loved so much and longed for!

  “Maya, what’s the matter! Don’t you want me to be here? If you don’t want me here, I’ll go away!” He said drawing me closer to his body.

  “No Sandeep no! Please don’t go away!” I lifted my hand and covered his mouth, circled my hands around his neck and hugged him tightly. My eyes met his eyes. Full of love and trust! That burst the bubble of fear that had me captured till then. I was no longer afraid, rather I was filled with an urge to hold and to be held. I was ready for anything and everything! I was eager! Sandeep rolled me on the bed carefully and stood beside it. He stood there and eyed me intently.

  “Don’t look at me like this Sandeep, I’ll melt!” I said smiling at him. I was neither hiding away from his gaze nor withdrawing into myself. Rather I wanted him to see me, search me, explore me and find me for myself and himself.

  “Oh! Then it would be better if you are going to melt. I’ll be able to lick you then!” He said softly, placing his hands on my quivering breasts and pressing them lightly. My breath had become heavy and sounded quite labored. The shivering that had left me , caught me again. The only thing missing was fear. I was not at all fearful! His presence no longer terrified me. It emboldened me, rather I wanted him! I wanted him earnestly!

  “Sandeep, Sandeep…”, I could not speak further as his lips locked over mine. Initially I didn’t know what to do with the kiss and how to proceed. Kiss is often the first part of love making. But it is also the most difficult part. You don’t know how much is enough and how far you can go! We kissed each other a number of times in quick succession! Lips over lips! Then he kissed me again and this time I found his tongue brushing against my teeth. I had never traversed this path with a man before. Not knowing what to do, I left my teeth ajar! His tongue slipped in through the pass and engaged mine. So, this is how a man’s tongue tastes! We slipped our tongue over each other’s, brushed it over each other’s, got rough as if they were wrestling, tried to reach as far as we could and when we got tired of this tongue play we just took it out and resumed the normal kissing part.

  “Ouch! Easy Sandeep easy! “I sighed in pain and put my hand over his to restrain him. Carried away by the situation he had pressed my breasts fiercely!

  “What happened Maya?” He was quite perplexed but eased his grip.

  You are hurting me Sandeep!” I said as I tapped on his grip.

  ”Oh! I’ll be light and easy” he said

  “Yes, that’s what.”

  “O.K.” he said but suddenly squeezed it again with same force and began laughing.

  “Ouch! Sandeep It hurts!” I said and punched him many times on his back jokingly, as I also joined in the laugh.

  His laughter would not cease. Then he kissed me again. We were lying side by side exploring and discovering each other for both of us. Sandeep got up from my side and sat beside me. Bending over me he covered my face with his palm. With his fingers he began tracing lines all over my face finding the contours well. With the fingers of his other hand he combed my hair slowly. Time to time he kissed me as he rubbed and pressed my breasts with his elbow lightly. Slowly he began rubbing my cheeks with the back of his palm. He traced slow and steady circles. Content with doing this he moved below and rubbed my neck likewise. He bent over more and placed his lips over my neck kissing me intently there. He tickled my neck too with his tongue. Then he moved again to my lips and traced the outline of my lips with his middle finger and as my lips opened up his finger found the way inside my mouth.

  “Ouch! Now Maya you are hurting me!” He said laughing as I bit his finger lightly by my teeth. I too joined the laugh and moving my head up kissed him on his forehead.

  Soon his hands inched down my neck and before I could say SANDEEP my shirt laid unbuttoned exposing and setting free the twin doves of youth.

  “Maya you are quite full and very beautiful!” He said his eyes fixed on my b
reasts. “They look like two bowls full of milk, upturned and topped with the cherry!”

  I am a poet but that day in his hands I had become a poem! I always remove my undergarments before going to bed. I feel uncomfortable sleeping in them. My breasts became taut and the tips puckered under his steady gaze. He bent down and kissed them lightly, and then he sucked the tips of my globes one by one. I felt as if my life would escape through them and didn’t know what to do. He lifted his face, saw in my eyes and again bent over them. I couldn’t lie like this. I held his head by my palms and pressed it on my globes. As his lips worked on them, and he sucked it, licked it and bit it lightly, my grip became tighter and tighter. I had become ignorant of my being or self. The whole universe for me had ceased to exist. What mattered was what Sandeep was doing by his lips, through his tongue and by his teeth.

  “Oh Maya! Are you going to crush my head?” He said twitching my nose lightly.

  I felt as if I was a thief and my theft had been discovered. I blushed and with a smile hid my face in my palms. It was then that I felt his fingers untying the string of my pajamas.

  “No! Sandeep please don’t do it. I’ll die! Please…” I said as tears rolled down my eyes. Why was I crying? I don’t know why it happened. Just felt an urge to cry! I didn’t know what was happening to me and what I needed to do in this situation. What was happening was so sudden and so strange that I was caught in a flux.

  “No! Why no Maya? Only yes! I love you dear!” he said as he kissed me on my lips.

  “I also love you Sandeep. But…” I smiled at him as words failed me

  “No ifs , no buts. No limits, no boundaries. No ends, no beginnings. Just love, love and more love”, he whispered in my ear hugging me tightly.

  “O.K. Philosopher sir! Do whatever you want. Your student is ready”, I said smiling and giggling at him.

  And, prompt came the answer! My pajamas were yanked off in one swoop over my rounded hips and soft plump thighs and lay at my ankles.

  “What the…Sandeep…” I tried to get up and pull them on, but he pinned me down. With a jerk of his leg he separated the pajamas from my ankles and pushed them away. Not knowing what to do and how to hide myself, I pulled him on myself and hugged him tightly. A few moments later I released him, but covered my face with my shirt. The shirt got the same treatment as the pajamas and in a moment lay aside. Unable to do anything and unable to cover myself from his gaze, I just closed my eyes and lay there.

  “Maya! No hair here!” He said moving his hands over my pubic. “Don’t ever remove the hair from here. I like it very much!”

  His fingers moved and rubbed over my pubic sending shivers down my ‘Bulbul’. I felt speechless. God. Split the earth and let me disappear into it! I was shivering with excitement and breathing quite heavily. I always wanted to be neat and clean. But, didn’t know, that a man would come to love me, who would want me to look dirty. Or, maybe what I thought to be dirty was actually clean. Or, maybe dirty was lovable. Or maybe

  “Maya Rani love is a strange act and stranger fact!” He said twitching the nether lips of my ‘Bulbul’ between his thumb and the index finger. “The more dirty it becomes, the more exciting it becomes. To get the lotus of love it is mandatory that you enter into the slush. I like pubic hair Maya. Grow them fast!” He said laughing as his finger slipped into my ‘Bulbul’.

  “Sandeep. You are impossible! I don’t know what you say. But please don’t stop. Say whatever you like. I love to hear. “I said hugging him tightly. My ‘Bulbul’ was shedding the tears of joy. It had become wet. Suddenly he caught my hand and placed it on his ‘Munni’. It was hot and black and very strong! Hot and black and strong? Am I talking about my coffee? Well I like my men as I like my coffee. Hot and black and strong! Let’s concentrate on the matter in hand, literally! His ‘Munni’ was throbbing and wet. Mm…’Munni’. He kept pressing my hands over his ‘Munni’. I was feeling very strange then. The things were happening so fast and the life was unfolding a new chapter every moment. Every chapter was so different and so sudden that I had difficulty savoring it. But tell me one thing. When did Sandeep slip out of his pajamas! I didn’t have the courage to ask it and it didn’t matter much. Anyway I had a job in my hand and I loved it! Not knowing what to do with his ‘Munni’ or how to do (you see, I was then doing it only for the second time in my life. But, both the time I had the love of my life, Sandeep), I did what I did the first time. Squeeze, release, squeeze, release…

  I didn’t know what took over Sandeep! Suddenly he pinned me down on my back. Spread my legs apart. Covered my mouth tightly by his palm, and without saying a single word he penetrated. And thus initiated the ACT! ‘Bulbul’ put up a stiff resistance. But, because of his strength and because the ‘Bulbul’ had become extremely slippery the ‘Munni’ managed to slip inside. I felt as if I was torn apart in two pieces. Had he not covered my mouth tightly by his palm, my cry would have awakened up the whole village. Tears rolled down my eyes. I tried to dislodge him, but he was so strong or I had become so weak that he wouldn’t budge a single inch! Lying like that over me he kept rubbing and kissing my breasts, kissing me on my lips and soothing me with his words. After a few minutes I felt somewhat relaxed, but the pain and that burning sensation was still there.

  “Sandeep, you’ll kill me! It’s very painful! I said between sobs.

  “Relax Maya, relax. The pain will slowly ease off and then you can enjoy our togetherness”, he said comforting with his words and actions.

  As my body was feeling a bit relaxed and I was hoping the pain would ease off during the breather, Sandeep repeated the ACT. ‘Munni’ dagger pierced into the ‘Bulbul’. My muted cries died down in my throat. He had taken precaution to cover my mouth with his sweaty palm. Again the soothing words and actions followed the penetration. This time it was slightly better. Though the ‘Bulbul’ was burning and the pain was still there, I was not feeling as bad as I had felt after the first thrust. I moved his palm away from my mouth and kissed him on the forehead. My grip on his body tightened. I was feeling a bit more relaxed and trying to enjoy our togetherness.

  “Sandeep, don’t push the whole thing inside. Leave it for some other day”, I sent my mercy appeal in his ears.

  He bit my cheeks lightly and said grinning ear to ear, “You already have it all inside you Maya! You’ve swallowed me completely.”

  Me! The whole of ‘Munni!’ Such a large thing! All inside me! How have I? His thrust on my ‘Bulbul’ broke my thought. A soft cry escaped my mouth. But I didn’t move away this time. I was ready to enjoy our togetherness then. He held me by my shoulders. I crossed my legs over his hips and dug my heels on the back of his thighs and held him by his neck. I was clearly in some other world maybe that of ecstasy. I didn’t know what was happening to me or what the outcome would be. I had to play my part in the ACT and that was all that mattered. How strange it is! You have to learn to walk. You have to learn to eat. But this ACT, you do by instinct. No teacher, no rehearsal. You do it correctly all the time. First time. Every time. And, this was what I was doing.

  Sandeep had become a traveler who was finding the way as well as showing the way to me. Together we were riding the waves of love, lust and ecstasy. Together we were exploring the unchartered seas and treading untraveled lands. I had left myself to the care and guidance of Sandeep. Like an expert oarsman he was dipping the ‘pole’ in the deep of the sea to row our boat towards the shore. Not knowing what to do I clung on to him. My senses had left me and the only thing I could remember was the dexterity with which Sandeep dipped his ‘pole’ to row our boat forward. I was moaning, sighing and crying. I don’t remember exactly what I was doing so I had mentioned all. Suddenly the shore came in sight. The waves had become very strong and so he dipped his ‘pole’ with vigor and full strength. Suddenly the boat hit the ‘shore’ and I clung to him tightly. My body had become tense. It arched like a bow and pressed on to his body. I dug my teeth into his shoulder and did not know what had take
n over me. I jolted as if a current had passed down my spine as I closed my eyes and let the feelings guide me as they wished. I had absolutely no control over my body then. I was as restless as a fish when it is taken out of the water. My mind had gone blank. I was just holding him tightly. Although my eyes were closed I could see everything clearly. I was seeing what I had not seen till then. Then suddenly I felt as if something had escaped from my body. It seemed as if the life itself had escaped. I felt tired and very weak under its impact. The strength seemed to have left me. The senses had eluded me. But, when they came, I had difficulty facing Sandeep. He was caressing my breasts lying beside me. Intently watching me he rubbed his toes on my thighs. I lay there motionless. Suddenly I felt that my ‘Bulbul’ had become quite wet when he touched me there.

  “Maya” Sandeep said tapping my wet ‘Bulbul’.

  I didn’t say anything. Just moved to his side and kissed him again on the forehead. Not able to face his gaze I turned and lay there on my stomach, face down and spread on the bed.

  “Maya”, Sandeep tapped my back as he rubbed it with the back of his palm.

  “Yes.”

  I couldn’t manage to speak anything. All the time he kept rubbing my back moving his fingers on and around my spine. In between he patted my hips quite lovingly. Unable to do anything I kept lying there. Smiling and content. My mind had left thinking or knowing about anything. No thoughts. Just bliss, bliss and more bliss. Suddenly a thought occurred to me and I blushed. A light giggle escaped my lips.

  “What Maya?” Sandeep said placing his right hand and leg on me and rubbing my body with them.

  “Nothing. Just like that”, I said as I giggled and hid my face in my palms.

  Sandeep turned me towards himself and said as he held me by my shoulders, looking into my eyes. “Maya I want to see you”. He continued rubbing me all over.

  “See me what! Am I invisible Sandeep”, I said pushing him away.

  “I want to see you. Every inch of your body. To see you as nobody has seen you before. To see you as I have seen nobody before. To…” I interrupted in between.