Love Me or Leave Me Alone 3

by Nikisha Mock

  “What’s done is done? Cam, do you hear yourself? I can’t believe this right now. You are really trippin’.”

  “What you want me to say, Yanna, huh? I didn’t pull the damn trigger!”

  “Well you might as well have! What’s next, huh? You gonna kill your sister too?”

  “Like you give a fuck about her? I’ll deal with Fallon the way I see fit. Don’t be questioning me about how I move. This is a family matter.”

  I sat there with my mouth hanging open. A family matter, huh? I guess this was his line in the sand.

  “So what am I then, Cam? I can’t believe you said that,” I said.

  I walked past him to go sit on the bed. I didn’t wanna look at him. He tried to grab my arm as I brushed past him but I yanked it away and gave him a look that let him know he better not touch me.

  “Yanna? Come on, baby, don’t be like that. It’s been a fucked up night and I didn’t come home to fuss with you, bae.”

  “Why did you come home, Cam? Since I’m not family, why not go be with family?” I said.

  I was salty. His words made me feel like he was telling me to mind my own business like that bitch sister of his hadn’t actually planned for me to get shot instead of him. I was mad and hated the fact that all of a sudden, I felt the tears coming but I fought them back.

  Cam sighed and walked over to the bed. He sat down beside me and touched my thigh.

  “Cam, don’t touch me. That was real fucked up and you know that.”

  He didn’t talk anymore. He kept touching me. He rubbed my thigh then my back. He put his fingers through my hair and he knew I loved that. But Cam had me feeling some type of way and I still couldn’t believe that he had come home with another man’s blood on him. I said a silent prayer for Tracey and her brother. Then I said a prayer for me and Cam. I had no idea what would happen next. Honestly, I was real scared. Cam on the other hand wasn’t bothered, it seemed. He continued to touch me in all the right places. Soon I just gave in to the pleasure.

  “Baby! That’s my spot please don’t stop doing it …like…that!”

  I was breathless and Cam was giving me the business. I love it when he gave me long strokes from the back. He had a strong grip on my waist and he kept pulling me back onto him, making me take in every inch. I loved it. He slapped my ass and had me saying all types of shit I wouldn’t normally say. I was in pure ecstasy. Cam flipped me over and then pulled me towards him by my legs. I loved it when he did that! It was like he was forcing me to take the D and I was always ready for him. I liked to grab his butt and pull him deeper inside me. The fact that he had a mean curve that leaned over to the left and hit all the right spots was an added bonus. I pulled his dreads and lifted my head up to kiss him. Our kiss was deep and passionate and made me even wetter from the kiss alone.

  “Damn girl,” Cam said a few times as I squeezed my muscles tight around him and matched him stroke for stroke. I had finally met my match sexually. Cam never got tired and neither did I. He leaned in closer so he could deep stroke me. At the same time, he kissed and bit my neck, which drove me crazy. Sex with Cam was always amazing. I always wanted to try new things whenever we got down. It didn’t matter to me what it was or where it was as long as I was with Cam. I got on top and road him reverse cowgirl. I knew he was enjoying watching my ass bounce up and down. I could feel him getting even harder and I knew what time it was.

  “Shit!” Cam yelled out and we both came together. I turned around and put my head on his chest so I could listen to his heartbeat. I knew his shoulder was getting better but was still painful at times so I rubbed it gently and looked up at him.

  “What you lookin' at?”

  “You. With your sexy ass,” I replied. We laid there letting our breathing return back to normal. Cam’s phone rang a few times but he didn’t move to get it and I didn’t mind. All I wanted was to be right there in his arms. He had been out a lot lately and I knew at any moment it could potentially have something to do with Fallon so whenever he was at home and it was late, I was thankful.

  “Aye, I had been meaning to ask you something,” Cam said.

  “What’s up, baby?”

  “You ain’t had no problems at work, have you?”

  I paused for a minute because I was thinking what kind of question was that?

  “Umm, no. Why did you ask me that?”

  “I was just asking. You know with everything going on, I wanted to make sure you good, that’s all.”

  Something about the way he said it had me thinking there was a lot more too it but I shrugged. If he was going to keep it vague then I wasn’t going to dig deeper into it.

  “Okay then. Hey, have you talked to Fallon yet? I know it’s gonna be hard but you are going to have to talk to her at some point.”

  I could feel Cam’s body tense up at the mention of her name. I knew Fallon had been his heart so I was sure having a family discussion with her wasn’t on his to do list but it had to be done sooner or later. I damn sure wasn’t team Fallon but I knew Cam would see her eventually.

  “Nah, I ain’t seen her,” was all he said and I knew better than to push the issue. Then Cam rose up a little bit and I moved so he could get up. He sat on the side of the bed and looked at his phone. I glanced at the clock on the nightstand and noticed that it was almost 1:00am. He got up and went to the bathroom. When he came out the look on his face told me everything.

  “Aye, I’m ‘bout to roll out, a’ight? I gotta go meet Rommell and Chris at the spot.”

  “Really, Cam? Please don’t go doing anything stupid,” I said.

  “Man listen, I’m good a’ight? Quit acting all paranoid and shit.”

  He pissed me off that quick.

  “Paranoid? Okay cool, fuck it then. I won’t be concerned and worried about your ass. How ‘bout that?” I said as I stood up and looked at him.

  “See, that’s that bullshit. Don’t start that shit, Yanna. You the one that wanted me here. You know what time it is. A nigga got shit to do. That didn’t used to bother you so don’t start trippin’ now.”

  He was right. I knew that so I let it go. I sighed. “You’re right, baby. I will chill. It’s an adjustment. I need some time getting used to it. Be safe baby, okay?”

  “I’m good, ma. I’ll be back. You’re sexy when you mad, you know that?” he smiled at me and slapped me on my ass.

  “You better watch your hands,” I laughed as he pulled me in and put his hands on my ass. He squeezed it and then lifted my chin up so I could look at him.

  “Yanna, don’t trip a’ight? I’m good. We good. I’ll be back, bae.”

  “I know. Be careful, Cam.”

  “Word.”

  With that, he was gone. I surely wasn’t sleepy so I decided to channel surf but there was nothing on TV. I wasn’t feeling Al’s so I had skipped worked. I knew he was probably pissed but he would get over it. Lately Al’s was the last place I wanted to be. I guess I was getting tired of titties and asses. I hadn’t forgotten about lil Miss Twin either. I could see that I was going to have to keep my eyes open at work. There was something about the way Cam smirked that made me feel uneasy. I had never been in a situation before where I felt like I had to play eye spy and I didn’t feel good about the fact that I was starting to have those feelings now. Usually if things didn’t feel right, I would bounce. I guess Cam was under my skin more than I realized.

  Chapter 14

  Eva

  After the girls and I split up, I wanted to be anywhere but at home. It was three o’clock in the morning and I found myself driving around with nowhere in particular in mind. I was hurt and I finally let the tears flow. Tyler really pulled one over on me. All this time he had me living on cloud nine, thinking I had finally found a man that wasn’t about all that bullshit and I was ready to give myself to him for the rest of my life. How could things have turned from sugar to shit so fast?

  I was talking to him about wedding plans and tonight I caught him with some chick that he is
obviously messing around with. I had never considered cheating on Tyler before, minus the obvious attraction I had for the good doctor. That’s when I had the idea. Without even thinking about it twice, I picked up my phone and sent a text to Bryce. Fuck it, I thought. I knew it was late but to my surprise, he called me instead of texting back.

  “Hello?” I answered apprehensively. I was so nervous all of a sudden.

  “Eva? Hey, I got your text. Is everything okay?” Bryce said, sounding really concerned.

  “Yeah, everything is okay. I’m sorry for texting you so late. I’m out riding around and didn’t have anyone to talk too,” I said honestly.

  “Well I have to say that I am honored that you thought to contact me. But why are you out this late riding around?”

  “It’s a long story. I don’t feel like going home right now.”

  “Well, you can always come here,” he said and my breath caught in my throat. I mean, yes I had texted him at this time of night so I should have expected his door to be opened. But was I really ready to be at another man’s house?

  “You sure about that Dr. Jo- I mean Bryce?” I asked, catching myself from calling him doctor.

  “I am absolutely sure, Eva. I would love to see you,” he said in that sexy smooth voice that I was growing to love.

  I thought about it for about a minute and then said fuck it. I threw caution to the wind and told him to text me the address. The next thing I knew I was on my way to another man’s house. All I could think about was Tyler the whole way there but that didn’t stop me. Tyler was probably out fucking that girl right about now so what the hell? Two can definitely play that game.

  ****

  “Hi.”

  I took a deep breath then responded with a soft, “Hi.”

  Looking at Bryce made me weak in the knees. He was standing in the doorway with a wife beater on. A pair of gray sweats. I inadvertently let my eyes roam south. I was immediately impressed. Not only was the good doctor fine, but, from the looks of things, the gray sweats test did not disappoint either. He moved back to let me in. we never took our eyes off each other as I entered into his house. Bryce closed the door then turned to look at me. He started to walk towards me. For some reason I started getting really nervous. Without realizing that my feet were even moving, I started backing away.

  “You scared of me, Eva?” he smiled.

  “No. Why would I be scared of you?” I asked but my voice came out extra high pitched. It made Bryce smirk a little.

  “Then stop backing away from me. Let me touch you,” he said.

  I exhaled and forced my feet to stay in place. Before I knew it, he was standing in front of me, staring me down. He touched my face. I jumped a little when his flesh touched my flesh. The only man that had been this close to me in years was Tyler. This felt both wrong and right at the same time. I was hurting deep down about Tyler’s obvious lies but at the moment? All I wanted was for Bryce to touch me again.

  “You are so freaking beautiful. Can I kiss you?” he asked.

  “Who’s gonna stop you?” I smiled seductively at him. We weren’t doing too much talking and that was fine with me. I think if we had time to talk, I would have backed out. I had never been the one to cheat before but at the moment, I was ready to do something out of the ordinary since my life with Ty was starting to look like it had been one big lie.

  Bryce smiled then dipped his head low. The kiss was electric! He put his hand in the small of my back and pulled me into him. My breathing quickened. The longer we kissed, the wetter I got. This man excited me! We stopped kissing long enough to stare at each other. The silence was intense. I honestly didn’t know what to say. As my heart raced, so did my mind. What the hell am I doing? The thought that ran through my mind so many times. Something had drawn me to his house. I was stuck in place.

  Bryce grabbed my hand then led me over to the couch. I was about to sit down but he gently grabbed my waist and turned me around.

  “Get on your knees on the couch.”

  I obliged. He walked up behind me and caressed my ass. I jumped a little at feeling his touch. I forced myself to calm down. I had to remind myself that I had been daydreaming about this man from the first time I walked into his office. I was here now so there was no need to start acting all timid.

  Bryce reached up under my dress. Before I knew it, he had his fingers inside my lace panties. I started grinding on his fingers. It felt damn good.

  “Damn, you’re wet already. I like that,” he said.

  I didn’t say anything, just enjoyed the feeling. As he pulled my panties down, I lifted one leg then the other to help him get them off. I heard the condom wrapper ripping open. When he put his hands on my waist, I barely had a minute to prepare myself. Bryce entered me slowly. Everything in my body tensed up. The feeling was incredible! I couldn’t help it when the moan started to escape my mouth.

  “Ohhh. Oh my, that feels soooo good,” I said softly as I enjoyed the feeling.

  “Damn girl,” was all he managed to say.

  I could hear him starting to breathe heavy. As he picked up the pace, I threw my ass right back at him. I liked getting hit from the back hard. Bryce did not disappoint. Before I knew it, I was on the brink of coming. My legs started shaking.

  “Uh oh, you gonna come for me pretty girl?”

  “Yes! Oh my God yes! I like that. Please don’t stop!”

  He didn’t stop. As soon as I climaxed, another one was on its way. Bryce had me on fire. I loved it. I never thought I would be experiencing anything new again but here I was. I was letting another man do all the things to me that only Tyler was supposed to be doing. Damn. Tyler. I was getting fucked royally by Bryce, yet Tyler was on my mind. Out of nowhere, I started to cry. I was thankful that Bryce couldn’t see my face. I’m sure it would have freaked him out. He slapped my ass and told me to throw it back. I did as I was told. I could feel him getting even harder inside me. I knew he had to be close. A few minutes later, Bryce let out a loud grunt. He leaned forward on my back, kissing me on the back of my neck and shoulders. As he backed away from me, I sat down on the couch. We sat there for a minute, both of us trying to catch our breath. Then we looked at each other and burst out laughing.

  “That was everything I expected it to be and then some. You got some real fire right there, girl,” he said as he laid his head back and wiped his forehead.

  I smiled. “Yeah, you put it down alright, doc. Oh, my bad. I can’t help it though. Doc is what I’ve always called you.”

  “Baby girl, right about now you can call me whatever the hell you want,” he said. We laughed again. Bryce went to the bathroom to take off the condom then came back with a warm towel.

  “Lay down.”

  He proceeded to clean me up. Every time he touched me with the towel, it sent electrifying jolts up my entire body. The man was only washing me, how could that turn me on? But it did. Everything Bryce did to me turned me on. When he went back to the bathroom, I remembered that I hadn’t bothered to check my phone. I had a ton of missed calls, most from Tyler. A few were from my mama. I felt like shit immediately. I knew that meant that he had gone home and when I wasn’t there, my mama got worried. Without thinking, I dialed her number.

  “Eva! Girl it is four in the morning! Are you alright?” my mama said. I could hear the worry in her voice. I felt bad.

  “Yes, mama, I’m okay. Things got a little crazy tonight so I’ve been driving around, trying to clear my head. I’ll be home in a minute, okay?” I said, trying to calm my mama down.

  “I hope you hurry up. There are a lot of crazies out this time of night. You don’t need to be out there by yourself like this. Be careful baby. I’ll see you in a minute. Tyler came in here all upset. I don’t know what’s going on with y’all but I don’t like it, not one bit.”

  “I’m sure he was upset. Listen, I’ll be home soon I promise,” I said. I got off the phone with my mama before she put Ty on the phone. I had to figure a way out of that awkw
ard situation.

  As I was on the phone, Bryce re-entered the living room. He sat down quietly beside me.

  “Everything good?” he asked and rubbed my shoulder.

  I exhaled. “Everything is fine. I left my mama at my house watching my kids. Of course, she’s worried. I’m sorry but I’m gonna have to leave.”

  Bryce looked at me. I knew he didn’t want me to leave But he didn’t press the issue. I was grateful for that.

  “I understand, Eva you know that. Let me do one thing before you go,” he said. I looked at him with curiosity.

  Bryce got down on his knees in front of me and pushed my dress up some. He told me to scoot to the edge of the couch. Diving in head first, Bryce took full advantage of the fact that I hadn’t put my panties back on yet. As soon as his tongue touched my clit, I threw my head back in ecstasy. I felt waves of pleasure running through me. He held my thighs as he devoured my clit. Then he licked the inside of my lips, darting his tongue in and out of me as if he was fucking me with it.

  I grabbed his shoulders, trying hard not to scratch his back. I must have come in his mouth at least three times before he came up for air. He put my legs up on his shoulders and continued to take me there until I thought I couldn’t take any more. I don’t think I had ever felt anything as good as what Bryce was doing to me at that moment. I came one more time. Then he finally released my legs and stood up. He held out his hand for me. I wobbled as I stood up. He put my hand on his pants. Forced me to feel how hard he was.

  “You feel that?” he asked me.

  “Of course I do. Damn, what are you trying to do to me?”

  “Nothing that you don’t already want me to do. Don’t let this be the last time I see you, Eva.”

  “It won’t be,” I said as I started walking to the door.

  He stopped me as I put my hand on the knob and turned me around. The kiss was so good I almost came from it. I put my hand on my chest. No more words were spoken. After staring at each other for a minute, I finally opened the door and walked out.