Finding My Reason

HudsonIt was only supposed to be a one night stand at a wedding. I was supposed to have fun and move on. But she infused my life with light and laughter. Now I can’t breathe at the thought of her ever being out of my life. Being apart from her suffocates me.We agreed to stay together, until we didn’t make each other happy.I wasn’t afraid of and, I was afraid of but. But what if I’m not enough for her to stay?JadeI met this guy I really wanted to kiss.I thought he was going to be just a crush who became my dream boy. A perfect, delusional dream I would keep in my heart until I had my life in order. He made me feel like I could take over the world.I wasn’t supposed to fall in love.We agreed to stay together, until one of us wanted something different. I wasn’t scared of but, I was scared of and. And what if he leaves?And our fairy tale came to an end. But did it have to end or can we find a reason to stay?